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11 february 2008(monday)

after school went to aunt's house..

bought some rice at her house nearby..

and was damn horrible..

did homework at there..

and left without my bag to cdan..

after bowling then back to aunt's house and eat..

dad came to fetch me at about 9?

top up my ezlink card..

$30..

first time i top up that much..

cause i hate topping up above $20 fear that ezlink will be stolen..


12 february 2008(tuesday)

home econ did chicken curry?

i forgotten..

had health check up..

and i was the last one..

everyone were competing being the slowest..

so as to delay time and not go assembly..

went home after that..

and during the health check..

jessica purposely reply when the nurse asked whats your name..

she replied x-u-a-n-c-h-e-n-g..


13 february 2008(wednesday)

stayed back in school..

helped mrs lee do some cooking..

for the teacher on 14 feb..

and i cur my finger four or five times..

damn pain..

and for the first time i did washing!!

i didnt even bother to help my mum but i helped my teacher..

i cant believed i did that can..

satyed till 430pm+..

and took 187 to my aunt house to eat humcha..

kim was there and at 8pm his friend came..

went home at about 10pm+..



14 february 2008(thursday)
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY
today was the most boring valentine day i ever spent..
after school supposed to go for tuition but mrs lee asked me to cancel it and help her..
and so i did..
ate the yusheng..
red bean..
was delicious..
curry chicken..
and i did the roti chanai..
1st time can..
can consider not bad..
helped ou till 4pm+ or 330pm..
forgotten.
during recess i look mrs lee up and helped her with the red bean and scalded my finger.
damn pain supposed would have a scar..
oh dear...
i dont want that..

15 february 2008(friday)-17 february 2008(sunday)
will post in the next post on the camp..

18 february 2008(monday)

after school..stayed back to studies for maths with judith and some other 1e4'07 pupils..left at about 330pm and off to bowling..was kind of boring..before that i stayed in class to complete my lit work..didnt go to aunt house due to her being in malaysia and not back yet..till after bowling she then reached but was energetic enough to go home on my own..bathe and gone to tdk with my hmwk..and the court seriously suck man..

during school..eng lesson..i cried..cause teacher asked about ____ thing..actually i think she asked who was involve or what so i say me lol..she asked who else was in..but i say i forgotten cause i see no point in revealing their name..why dont just me one person handle everything..and not drag them in..this way i might gain trust in them..my close friend should know that for friendship to cont for me..i would do anything..so i said half way..and say that ____ should not hit me cause i did nothing wrong and my parents never hit me before...so why let me experience it??!!and cry le..vernis calpped for me..and thanks for that..vernis-you dont need to apologise to me cause i prefer you clappign then not clapping..cause this way you let me feels that at least there is ppl supporting me..being with me when im alone..and knows that there is ppl having the same thinking with me..during recess went to h.e room..and some say i did very well..said what they want to and said i very brave..andy keep calling me brave girl..actually i like that but i know im not brave..im just saying the fact that no one dare to say..ppl say i brave cause teacher very fierce and yet i dare to say..i think i say until kind of rude but cant blame me cause i already cannot tahan le..and im happy cause everyone say that i did the right thing and they support me,,support is all i need =DD ..

19 february 2008(tuesday)

did doughnut for home econ..and had a proj to do..my grp got thantsoe joey adela and amelia..kimhui and chengchua left our group to the other..damn what can..no responsibility..not fit to be a leader unlike me..after school went to acjc with my eng grp member except zoey..we flim etc..and i nearly cried..cause i realise how much effort my grp put in and our hradwork were finally paid off in a way..gael parent droves us home after that..lifang alight at westmall there xb 2 stop after me 1 stop after xb..went home and napped..at 5pm so napped for 2hrs only..

20 february 2008(wednesday)
stayed back for home econ.and was the only 2e3 pupil..i tried searching for the others but saw none of them..they got training so reason should be ok ba..i really dont know..mrs lee nearly cancel the class but 2e5 alot ppl so can continue..phew..or else i stayed back for nth..mrs lee gave me eat the dont know what biscuit for cny de..went home after that..and asked mr fo about maths..

21 february 2008(thursday)

after school wento to mac and when i was Q'in..saw junren hughes and weiliang..hughes and weiliang wanted to eat my fries but i dont know why dont want give them..homed for tuition.bathe and do some eng Q..after tuition lifang come my house do proj..AND I CRIED WHILE WATCHING THE VIDEO

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!




heyya..
hope im not too late to wish you guys
so how did your cny went?
fun?interesting?exciting?fabulous?fantastic?
well..
for me..
to be frank i do not know what word to describe?
actually i believe it was not that bad compared to spending my cny in singapore..
at least i knew another relative of mine..
he is CHARLEStangshu..
you guys please do not think that he is old cause of the word tangshu..
which mean uncle..
he is kind of young..
but then compared to me..
haha..
old old old.
stop those crapping..

continue from 6 february 2008(wednesday) after i blog..
slacked at home awhile.
me and sis brought the things to the cars for afew rounds..
which proved that we brought damn lots of things back..
i hate most is the towels..
damn extra..
fighting with me and sis for space..
and we brought our pillows as well..
phathetc right?
was afraid not enough blankets,pillows and bad/mattress..
so we brought our own.
actually the car was not not packed..
kind of comfortable..
as the pillows were with us for us to lie on it and sleep/rest..
so is confortable..
i did fell asleep in the car and was awoken by the music..
too loud!!
argh..
went to grandma there..
watched fahrenheit mv..
and many other shows..
then off to coffee star or star coffee..
i dont know the name..
had two tables..
me dad mum sis xiaojiu grandma uncle francis and his wife plus his two son george and charles sitting at 1 table..
2nd uncle and his wife plus his three children(yaozong,yaozu&shumin)3rd aunt and her daughter(winnie)xiaojiumu and her two children(james and christy) sitting at the other table..
suppose to eat at 830pm..
and we kind of reached there early..
and waited till 9pm..
which made me damn fed up..
sis and winnie bought a shoe..
not sure about winnie..
so at last the tables were cleared..
and we can eat already..
but then by that time i was going to have gastric pain..
so lucky enough..
had the yu sheng..
which was okay only..
but i ate quite alot..
as i love yu sheng..
1 year once only.
actually i ate four times time..
the carrot etc..
were replaced by fried meefen..
so is damn oily and dry..
if is not because i ate it..
+ my loves one..
i would say that it cant be eaten..
im just exagerating..
still can be eaten..
just that is not that nice after all..
so we ate until..
1030pm?
im not sure..
for goodness sake passed so many days..
i can remember that much is consider pro can.
went to grandma house again..
listened to what dad uncle and uncle francis were chatting..
this is my normal rountine..
and i kept saying that there is no qifen..
and suddenly a few pao thats all..
at 12am there was a loud pao thats all..
which then made me realise is cny already..
there really no qifen..
left grandma house and then back to where we staying..
it was 2+am already..
dad pumped the air bed and bathe etc..
off we went for bed..
during the start of the day..

7 february 2008(thursday)
first day of cny..
slept at 2am+ wake up at 9am+..
i damn wanted to follow dad and the rest for breakfast..
but i haven't prepare so dad bought back for me sis mum and cousins..
had ba kut teh..
the same old dish..
then went to grandma house..
and and and..
i just remembered that i never bainian to grandma..
whatever..
not in my trend anyway..
i only bainian to my paternal grandma..
later she nagged..
and this day was the first time i saw mum played mahjong..
played with xiaojiumu erjiumu and sanyi..
then xiaojiumu gave her place to charles..
then i was kind of hungry..
ate the biscuit that mum friends bake..
and i kind of forced charles to eat when i don't even know him yet..
and he ate you know..
cause before that i also asked him to eat something but he don't want..
actually i think he is buhaoyishi..
cause that biscuit is not as delicious as i ate before..
therefore i was kind of embarassed..
james and ericbiaojiu + their family came..
and they were wearing damn red..
is as though they have decided to wear red together.
but of cause eric was wearing white not red..
and james said i slimmed down..
that time he said if i don't slimmed down..
very difficult when i grow old..
then now said i slim..
whatever..
so auntie cooked. and we had our dinner at grandma house today..in the night mum and three auntie played mahjong.cousins sis and dad went to funfair..cause i though they leaving very soon.. then i want do something first..so didn't go..how i know they delayed so many time then go.should have gone..at home damn boring..
watch 9pm show..then america idol..actually wanted to watch channel u but too blur.this was the moment when i get to know charles..cause asked if he wants to watch..then talked about the singing etc..george woke up an was sad to say he missed the interesting part.during advertisements me and charles kept walking to the mahjong there and watch.once he broke a cup by sitting on it.then i was like missed some part of america idol..grandma asked me not to walk bare footed cause of the glasses.fine..me good girl..after that charles take over don't know who..so sat beside him and mum..watched them played and grumble about me being hungry.dad finally came back with food.but i want roti tissue..and he bought noodle..i hate it!!!charles asked if im happy.and i say no..very direct in a way right..cause i was having gastric pain and wants to eat a paricular food.but in the end it wasnt.of cause not happy..so everyone ate the noodles..and mahjong was paused.after that then resumed..oh ya..the food got somethign like horfun.but is meefen instead..cant remembered after eating the food then mahjong..then did what. but went home at 2am+..


8 february 2008(friday)
jacelyn and her family arrived today..
ate some black noodle..
which i hate lots..
watched uncle and aunties played mahjong with mum..
at night went to longge..
talking about that i was damn fed up..
cause was suppose to leave and went back to singapore just bacause xiaojiu asked us to eat together then cant go..
i wanted to see eric for the last time you know!!??
forget it..
and i want to bainian to uncle ronald he havent give me angbao!!
his family also havent give me..
longge food is damn horrible..
i ate only abit..
then kind of camwhore with cousin..
even when we went to the toliet also camwhore..
=DD
we went back to grandma house..
i was like walking up and down for awhile..
and lucky enough for me..
charles came up to me..
then chat chat chat..
sat on the chair..
me hugging my jacket..
and chat..
suddenly talk about hiphop..
i was like shocked..
why suddenly talk about dance..
and say he is specialise in the popping..
did the wave..
and i realise in slow motion is damn different..
then he ask e do something say i comfirm can..
and i keep saying no use..
cause i very stupid..
teach i also dont know..
and indeed he asked me to do one i can do..
then he say if interested can learn.
i actually damn want to learn..
but dont dare tell him..
and heard his mum say he dont know what second best in australia..
dad leave with jacelyn for singapore..
jacelyn damn what..
dont want to let others know that she is going back cause she dont want her family members to follow..
and i helped her by saying i thought you going the place i staying and put your things there due to sleeping with me in the night..
talk quite alot.
even about their friends and relative..
mum and kim even joined us..
after some time george asked him whether want to play with uncle jimmy who was my 2nd uncle,daidi..
he agree so ended our conversation..
joseph then keep calling me cute cute..
and today i got 5rm from kim and 10rm from joseph..
last 5rm from joseph was when he played daidi and i snatched..
1am+ left and went home..
stupid i burst into tears la..
cause when dad was around i 2am+ then leave now is 1am+..
of cause angry..
when about to sleep..
dad called to say he reached home when it was 2am+ when he leave at 11pm+

9 february 2008(saturday)
went to grandma there and knew that the gambling went on till 6am +...
and winnie slept at 5am 6am+.
ate some black noodle again..
go grandma house again..
then they asked me to go temple to eat after i had ate the horrible noodle!!
i didnt cause knowing that my granduncle and his family were leaving so see them for 1 last time..
or else i neve know when i can see them
again..
maybe i get emo again..
and..
12pm+ they left..
lucky i didnt went to eat cause when they were back they had already left..
was damn boring maybe charles wasnt around then no one wants to play mahjong..
no mahjong that mean i got nothing to do..at night ate at home..
got abalone with pig dont know what..not very delicious though..
as nothing is perfect..
stupid..
at noght i even bullied my cousin..
cause i tolerate him damn logn then he talk back to my sis so pinched his ear damn hard till got a line..
damn shiok you know..
who asked him dont want listen to his aunt..
his aunt knew i was damn fed up and persuaded him..
but he dont want listen.
so fine..
pinched him..
went to visit my 2nd aunt..
haha..
ate damn lots of food again..
everytime we go her house comfirm will eat alot one..
then homed..
sis went to funfair with dad..
went grandma house then winnie and yaoza was hungry..
accompanied them to eat at yaozu aunt there..
mum went to the place we staying to pack and bring everything to grandma house cause we staying there..
dad brought lots of food at grandma house so yaozu canceled 1 of the orders..
at the kopitiam i ate abit of winnie lormee...not nice!!yaozu ate horfun..so i drank coke..went to bed at 1am+ as i was too tired..and was the last time i saw winnie and sanyi..

10 february 2008(sunday)
nearly cried when i woke up cause winnie left..
and i missed her so..
dad bought food for me and sis while we played mahjong with cousins..i ate prawn noodle..not bad though..
uncle left at about 1pm+..
then my family prepared ourself and left at 3pm..was quite jammed at highway but dad cut through all the way..
before that drove the old road..
then at tuas even worst..
so we cut queue..
then i saw the officer saying my car plate num..
but who cares?they cant fine us.cause whst we did was okay..went to grandma hoseu to bai nian then 7pm left and went home. suposed to go bainian to uncle ronald but they not at home..slacked and off to bed.


and i dont know if i got say..im sorry winnie..cause i really didnt know that you reply me the letter..and i didnt received it..im sorry that i wronged you but that there is no evidence to prove that you send mi too..and do you know when i didnt received your letter i was really upset.. =(

3rd february 2008(sunday)
meet judith and millie at westmall there..
then daddy drove us to bugis!
shop shop shop..
millie bought the strip off shoulder..
then meet her aunties then to zhenzhufang..
bought uncle fish soup+rice..
bloody hell..
the grandma ask me and judith go orchard ourself..
then what for ask us go when we don't know how to go back..
then milllie say want to go with us so the uncle drive us..
then off to orchard cinileisure...
wanted to buy the necklace at$4.90..
so damn cheap right?
then millie and judith keep on irritating me by saying 'wah so rich $4.90 for a necklace'
wich i tink is damn cheap..
but they say is not..
fine whatever..
then watch cj7..
damn cute..
then i cried cause reminded of grandpa..
millie didn't watch with us due to the ticket was not sold..
but don't know how judith get..
then walk to plaza singapura then cathay then bugis..
which make me damn fed up..
cause judith keep saying that if she do not buy any clothe her mum will buy for her then all damn ugly..
which is so not my business can!!
walk so far to bugis and in the end she didn't buy anything..
which make me so damn fed up..
dad came to fetch us after going johor..
reaced home at 12am..
drove judith home then millie..
and there is this guy who asked for coins to exchange..
but i don't have so asked him for direction..
and his was damn long..
caused me to walk till my feet pain..

4th february 2008(monday)
after school went bowling then home.
didn't want to go to orchard..
dur to homework and tireness..
and stupid millie keep disturbing me and say what need my opinion and what judith don't know..
8pm went to fetch them reached at 840pm like that..
got nothing to shop one..
is all judith fault..
say what later her mum will buy..
i doubt so can..
where got mother buy clothe which daughter don't like one..
then monday in the end don't have what!!

5th february 2008(tueseday)
millie and judith went to jurong point..
but i told them not to ask me go so they didn't..
went school nearly late..
when mr razak say scola sedia..
i was like still walking..
then someone say late liao..
like i care?
then when mr razak say stop walking..
i stand still at the back of the girl row..
2metres away?
then put my bag down..
how i know..
is like a big rock fell from 10th storey..
damn loud..
then everyone was like looking at me..
damn stupid..
then joey say why you throw your bag or something like that..
then go zoey house..
her mum at house..
so didn't do baking..
go jurong point.
ate and bought fake eyelashes..
saw mingxun and huida..
go home and cut my hair!!
at last..
damn short can to me.
then bathe..
and dad went out to eat with uncle ronald..
which make me angry..
cause i wanted to see them very much..
whats more 1 year they come back once only..
suddenly..
dad called say the venue full so eat at house downstair..
then ask us all go.
yay!
so prepared and waited for kinshipII to have the advertisement and rushed down..
saw eric..
and remmebered owning him mrs field biscuit..
will buy him soon if have time..
and he didn't change at all..
what surprises me is his attire..
i told will be like 18 years old guys..
but isn't..
ate till ending then auntie winnie came..
sue to her boss nagging she was damn late..
then finish go home..
meanwhile uncle ronald say what cannot treat me like last time can play one..
actually i prefer him playing with me like last time..
i have'nt change a little bit..
and for the first time i say hi to eric..
=D
went home and studied..

6th february 2008(today)
hello!!
today in school was boring..
concert was a grouop of people hitting don't know what with stick..
then taiqi by mr leow..
wushu by mr lee..
prize giving..
chinese dance..
a show by mr lee and miss wong..
student coucil singing..
and the god of fortune..
who is Mr T..
off to home..
and now typing..

to those i say check my blog for the day i'm in singapore or malaysia..
sorry to say..
haven't decide..
but eve i be going malaysia..
whatever it is..
feel free to message or called me..
my handphone number is 96684390
don't worry as charges are the same for you..
but not me..
=D
lastly..
HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A WONDERFUL CHINESE NEW YEAR!! AND LOTS OF RED PACKETS!!

anyway i'm leaving at 3pm!!
can't wait..
and going to have reunion dinner at restaurant in malaysia fo rthe first time..
as in in malaysia reunion dinner at restaurant..

sometime i really woner why i didn't cherish you and regret it now or even forever??


when i knew about it all i can do is to be upset and my heart sank really really down..


down to a limit that no one can feel it anymore..


all i can say is if something never happen and the holidays..


we might be together..


but i can only blame myself..


everything was wrong including the time..


all i can do is to wipe my tears in a corner where no one notices me..


all i can do is to regret and dream in a dreamland where i you in a world or our own..


which is so not going to happen now and the future =D





26 january 2008(saturaday)


went to blk 183 and took bus to holland village there..


for mummy graduation ceremony..


for the claymation..


an dad drove us to grandma house and had our reunion dinner!!


then at night in the room hearing cousins mummy and 4th uncle chatting..


damn funny..


been laughing..


first time in grandma house laugh..


cause i don't feel happy in there..


first time..


i realise that there is fun..


there is people who care about me..


even my cousins..


to be truth..


sometime people say i like princess..


as in life..


nowi think is true..


though i'm no tat trendy in wearing clothe like jessica and others..


bu i had alot of things that i want.


and i hope to be 拜金女 someone who have branded stuff..


like gucci lv etc..


i'm currently targeting a gucci sunglass..


and i have things whereby no amount of money can buy it..


when baiyu ask me about my knee..


i was extremely happy..


as i do not talk to her..


and talk to 4th uncle..


quite a nice chat..


even chat about school..


then off to imm.





27 january 2008(sunday)


went to jb..


went to the smaller jusco..


and meet uncle for dinner..


even had yu shen..


and i was like bookworm studing for bio..


went to their home..


then to their showroom for car.


and then singapore..





28 january 2008(monday)


after school had bowling...


went to westmall with judith before that..


and millie didn't go school!!


after bowling went home immediately.


didn't attend taekwondo as i have not recover..





29 january 2008(tuesday)


had home econ..


did chicken curry..


don't need me say of course is nice..


but then before that had inter house game..


supose not to attend..


thanks to the influence from lifang i attended..


which make me regretted so much..


only 8 to 11 people turned up in my class..


and had floorball only..


no fun!!!


before that which mean after school..


my calss the girls need to see mr razak..


due to the attire..





30 january 2008(wednesday)


me judith and millie were late for school..


and attend detention together..


i sat with eunice..


and left at 330pm.


actually not that boring..


and is my FIRST DETENTION..


and i'm so not proud of it..


boo..


and went hme after that.





31 january 2008(thursday)


had basketball match..


and lose to nanyang..


went home as i got tuition..


and had my gastric pain for at least 6 hours!!!


which really suck..


in school keep wanting to rest due to the pain i had..


so used my pe shirt as my pillow..


went home the pain was unbearable..


and mr fooask if i was okay..


actually he wanted to cancel lesson due to some personal reason..


but i say i was okaythen mummy ask if he wanted to leave..


so let he go off lol...


so my next lesson should be 2 weeks later..


had my whitening of face..


so damn comfortable..


don't be jealous..


nothing to be jealous o anywway..


just a facial normal routine..


and off we went to blk 177 for dinner with auntie veronica..


and aunt went home..

photos of the month:


(wanted to show the injuries of my leg but better don't..as it is damn disgusting)

reflection/s of the month:
though there were many obstacles but i manage to get through them..
and i hope from there i will be stronger each time i get through them..
this month..
-had my first detention of my life..
-had my most serious fell of my life..
-had my most wonderful day in grandma house..
-knowing how great my cousin is..
-had gone into the worst class i ever seen

1st february 2008(friday)


i love today..


actually until now then i know i had two wonderful friend..


they are boonkeat and raina..


they were even wonderful than i thought..


and i will remember wahat boonkeat say to me during basketball..


which is to..


hold the basketball firmly and do not panick..


after school went to school library cause lifang went 4e1 for test..


then to jurong east then imm then jurong east then westmall..


bought the clips i want..


and took to eric and asked him to cut my hair if i do not have the time..


went home eat and off to taekwondo..