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Hello there, I'm a 14-year-old going 15 female student studying in Hua Yi Sec Sch.I love my childhood and reminisce them! I am a lover of maths and I've figured that I really loves my friends alots too though i don't express them out. I am in I do love taekwondo and am in black belt + bowling is also love. I am optismistic at times but pessimistic at times too, I need loves, cares, concerns, hugs and kisses too... I am also aiming to top in class for mathematics! |
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i dont know what to say now. i should have ran across the road and just die. i still dont get it. why is it that ppl tends to apologise after knowing that they done sth wrong. why the hell did chunfong said im lazy although i last min study. but have he seen how hard i worked last time? i dont give a damn about who im going to offend. but i have already tolerate enough! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! today got all the paper except art and then student forum. actually i wanna talk more about student forum but i have got no mood to talk about that. talk about how i feel would be btr. stayed back to rehearsal. it have been very long ever since i really wanna do my best. at 5pm. waited for the student councillor and waited for miss wong and jerrick. how we know last min they dont wanna eat. so ate 5.55pm? we walk to teh tarik. then ordered and ate till 6.20pm? walked back to sch and then waited my dad. finished the meeting then went home. bathed. prepared to go tkd to meet sis. brought my papers along as chunfong wanna see my maths. then yiyang saw my physic paper. i did well okay. 43/50 and then bio.. and hanwei was saying or asking sth related to maths. and i said knn? im not sure simon said i haolian. cause i brought my paper i was like 'its chunfong wanna me bring and let him see' how could you malign me!!!!!!! then hanwei looked at my paper. but when i told him my eng result. he kept telling me to buck up. and of course i would like say no? and then chunfong was so interested in maths. so he took the maths paper. and keep telling me all my careless mistake in part1. i was like part2 careless mistakes i minus 10 le. then part 1 also got? wth. he kept saying and saying and saying. i turned away and wanna cry liao. then hanwei was like dont like that or sth. but i was also furious with chunfong saying that im lazy the last week. hey baby. did you ever see the effort i put in? all you see was the last min work i done. CHUNFONG IS UNLIKE HANWEI! hanwei is more considerate larh! i hate chunfong. i hate him i hate him and i will always hate him. simon also only knew that i last min studied with them. and said that i admit im lazy or sth. but thats the other case. even if i lie to you? you also believe arh? well but he said it as the wrong time marh. so its called unlucky lo. okay back to topic. and i cried. i cried! i cried! i cnt believe it. since last fri i have been wanting to sms hanwei to tell him how upset i feel.. but then. he has his life and im not suppose to interupt his life. until this morning i msged him. okay fine. at least hanwei didnt say i lazy or what. think he sort of understand the condition im in. is like as the day grew closer to the exam date i would get nervous and forgotten everything marh. so last min study is nth larh?! forget it idk what im talking. then it was kind of hanwei to take the napkin for me but i dont want it de lurh. but i did use it lurh. then did chunfong continue to nag? i think he sort of did? he even say he didnt wanna see part 2 cause he was like blood boiling. i was like. come on man. i have been suppressing my feeling le. dont make me like volcano like that and shout larh. cry cry cry is what i know. then in the end. hanwei say wanna treat me? why should he larh. then chunfong was like no larh. i treat you larh. cause is his fault? at that moment my true feelings were out so you think i would want it. and he sort of joked with what i wanna. those stupid stuff. ohh. then dont know why he talked about tkd. think he say wanna coach me or what. but i replied(ehh im quite bad but im furious!) saying that i dont wanna see him i see him for 2 years is enough. he say ask coach to coach me. but i dont give a damn. and i said that im not buying the uniform for black belt. which mean im not going back. he kept touching my my head and apologise. but whats the use. im hurt. and now i wanna die (actually i dont know is the treat or the uniform thing 1st or the apologising.) stop crying le then went out of mac. talked on the phone. and i wu yi zhong saw hanwei and simon walking out of mac i dont know about sis and chunfong. but i was really very upset leh! really very upset!!!!! back to mac. and i force myself to look at those shitty paper. i wasnt happy but at least i sort of got my mood back. cause i cnt be bother with (i dont know what to put here). then i knew that im crazy. im going to force myself to face those paper and make myself angry and remorseful. and thats that. if im not gg to at least double sci. be prepared to say gdbye to the liqing now. and i mean it. after that walked to bustop. but i keep like awhile walk faster then slower. well at that time i and chunfong were like having cold war larh. if im not wrong because i too rude to him he suggested for a change of place in mac. he left forhome then we accompany hanwei to bustop then back to home. i cant believe that i used the word fck infront of hanwei sis and simon. i was like forcing myself not to say it. but to write 'wtf' on maths paper la. can i say 'let me die' ? |