wahlao!
its like all my fault larh! if not when hes back he would have msg mi larh! however now i know also nvm larh! im just super duper happen. like what happened when he came back last year!!!!!
he didnt lie to me leh!!! instead came back earlier then i expected but i knew later then i expected cause of me.. is my bad larh!

after school stayed back for eng hmwk. bloody gt advocates meeting i din go. if not president might be me larh! and i want to be in charge for the giving of ic!!! bloody! when dave told me i was like upset for awhile larh. who to blame?! wlq lurh! skipped pe and half period of mt cause of mr razak, sl thingy. after school in class then the chair outside. class uh.. quite shao ren lurh.. ohh then there was a part where huihao and kaifeng dont know acting what thingy larh. then kaifeng act dao bcum real. injured himself...

LOL. my body aching! think too much stretching liao larh!
i dunwan pe tmr!
and i want eclipse!
andytanchunchiang(did i spell correctly?) you say fri give de hor!
dont you dare to lie!

talking about lying.
i rmb how afraid i was of nigel lying to me.
haha. i also dont know why!
jiu know tt i was the 1st to b informed!
honoured, honoured!

I just realised that I cant never controll my temper in school well. I meant its like you could suddenly shut that ass window up(for some reasons dude) if not throwing stuff on my own table. What I mean is thats the sign of frustration? The problem is I dont even know whats the problem. I fear and I daydream too. I dont even know whats on his mind, Im afraid misunderstanding would break our friendship. I hate school which I have always say since the first day in hyss.

suddenly im craving for the stuffs that i wanted in the past.
which were then found meaningless so didnt get them.
where were you when you are needed?

;D ;D ;D
If i say im not happy then it would oh-so-fake. Don't bother to guess :D
Suddenly I forgotten what happen today!
Between KHOOLIXUAN! better contact me soon worh, ben xiao jie no patient le. =D

-mates kept thinking that i got std
-thantsoe damn bully larh
phys rep but i think im then phys rep larh
-after sch, looked for eraine and had lunch
-220pm met perveen and yingjie
-cabbed to rv
-uber boring
-but i saw ALOYSIUS! miss his lots, v long nv see him can! but not his mummy and cutie bro.
and zhongcai but he never see me till the end
-and and and! guess what! after talking so many days about andy's bro with eraine.
-i saw his bro. LOL!
-thats not the point, cause i seen him before. but he looked freaking diff.
-not wat i imagined to be since eraine say him till...uber gd?
-and i suppose he know aloysius.
soo, i can actually trick aloysius with some pic..
LOLS
-cabbed and dropped at jvss
-bused home
dont ask why i so weird to cab then bus.

jeremy is oh-so-funny
saying that i looked oh-so-gradient
oh well im always like that
just that he xiang tai duo le larh!
and the prob is he mentioned more than once
and got 1 time is when im giving that sleepy face..

p/s : i think mr kuang aint that bad uh?

after sch, accompanied eraine at canteen then she left for bio.
so, went to 3e3 together with yingchong and edmund.
on the way saw rosamund but she cnt accompany me.
actually is i got nothing to do so kpo.
msg chinming to ask eraine pei me
and so she did but left at 5pm.
and i was smsing andy that time
so quite funny cause of some stuff
and see what i say is true! yingchong is freaking good..
hah..
he treated me to pinky dolphin even though i asked neville to treat first
instead of him
afer bio neville came
mr leow came in a few time, btw they got some maths project:D
actually we sorta said that yingchong to pei me take 157
finished up everything..
i copied phys txtbk bt havent finish.
watched some funny video.
and listened to some ___ jokes by neville.
freaking funny.. hahahah..
walked with neville and yingchong and then while waiting for them
suichyuen walked with us too
saw peirong
damn it larh
reached busstop 157 left
-.- -.- -.-
187 came thrice but 1 is off service
yc and neville kept threatening to take 185 or 187
bt they so kind wouldnt leave me de larh
and and and the 3rd 187 came and i told them to take
im considerate right?
but too squeezy
hah
before that maltida came
so 5 of us can take 157
=D
bus-ed
and saw douglas
lol
and at jvss
saw hughes being abandoned by someone
whom after that i found out to be junren
hughes didnt saw me can!
but in the end
junren then hughes then weiliang
saw me
hahahah
junren is so much taller bt chubbier in photo
hughes getting skinnier larh
and weiliang more xiaohaizi
haha
and junren and weiliang dont believe my height
woah
they thought that im taller
=P
dropped off tgt with junren weiliang and 1 ____
call him shuaige larh
he must be honoured that i think he is smarter than he is
cause hes normal tech
honoured leh
he couldnt recognise me
when last time i was with darius -.-
cause of my hair -.-
bloody i waited for bus at 6 and reached home at 7
missed my goong
another bloody stufff was andy took 2~3hrs to reply me
cause he was sleeping
see i kind leh never wake him up
asked him to call me for hmwk stuff
since he said he dont wanna do so hung up
within an hour
he called me and asked about homework
-.-
still say not doing worh
and for some idk what reason
many asked me why he never come
hah
and i said he died and when he told he why never come was dead alrdy
so coincidence larh
talked on the phone for awhile
and his bro voice is cute man; cuter than andy's
hahas
his papa i supposed? hmm? v manly?
ahaha
kies, im bein random -.-
prepared and did summary ;D
say say say!
say that WLQ changed for the better!!!!! ;D
oh dear, do give me encouragement and motivation!

im sad oh-so-sad suddenly.
must i be open to everyone abt my life?
okay fine, i dont know how to express my thoughts now.
i didnt even want to know the truth,
so friend, what the hell is it that make u tell me?
i didnt ask you.
so what if im hiding from the truth.
i had enough.
school is like freaking sucky already.
so why add on to my burden?
mdm lye is precisely giving homework/s everyday
and im stress enough, cause i dont know how to do it.
yeah, if jeremy sees this, he be freaking happy.
those sitting near my row.
precisely are laughing their ass off.
yeah, i admit my maths is just oh-so-lousy.
so that doesnt give you the right to criticise me or looking down on me.
even if you dont mean it,
eh hey! im telling you right now.
mathematics is my life.
although u dont mean a single damn but to me it means alot.
saying that i didnt top the class for maths is alrdy very sad enough.
getting 100 for maths test means alot alot alot to me,
when it doesnt to you.
So? you feel jealous about that ar?
if not, congratulate me instead!
encourage me instead man.
why does mdm lye dislike us comparing results?
im not saying mdm lye is wrong, im just saying my feeling and opinions out.
comparing = competing = competition = motivation
in short
comparing = motivation
if i did knew that i did not top the class
i would make a challenge to win the top.
isnt that even better?
and then it would be when everyone scores well.

im just typing 1 stuff to others.
LOL
im just so angry whenever
i think about maths maths maths maths
im stress enough.
dont tell me that stress is self-determined.
i said that before
but its different for now
when i dont understand what the tcher is talking
and teaching
and when i dont even know how to do the work

this year cny,
missed the chance to see joseph D;
oh so sad,
hope the next time wouldnt be next year boy.
the best is soon.
hehes.

today nothing much.
hope i didnt cause boon be late for sch uh.
my class is oh so weird when i replied
mdm lye on why andy isnt in sch.
why one asked mdm lye why only i know
i comfirmed that mdm lye was blushing?
or rather face turned red can!!!
and umchio.
so funny and cute larh.

p/s : im not implying that i dislike mdm lye
cause shes great most of the time
and shes freaking kind and caring.

p/s/s : evangeline claimed that i wore fbt and a white top
on 14feb with a guy wearing basketball short?
not sure but implying a basketball boy?
woah? but is it true? hah...

I've been feeling depressed/angry these few days. A totally opposite mood from the previous week, when i was sort of happy and contented everyday. Hope it will go away soon. I've been behaving like a nuisance because of my pessimistic thoughts. Sigh.

Well, i wanted to post about cny since it've ended :)

Summary

Eve of CNY:
-maternal grandma's house
-reunion dinner
-uncle bought yusheng
-after all the countdown and everything
-left for home at 1am?
-reached s'pore and went to chinatown
-freaking no parking lots of space to park
-damn crowded
-homed

CNY DAY 1:
-paternal grandma's house
-2nd aunt, 4th and 5th aunt + family there
-dad bought yusheng(which i found out is Mummy Connie's shop)

CNY DAY 2:
-paternal grandma's house
-went down early
-first can
-around 1pm i think
-and watched the same show for like 3 times in a day?
-dad being the chef :D
-everyone came down
-henry and francis brought their gf LOL
-nothing much then

i only had 6 yusheng i think for this year when my target is 9 LOL

anyway,

HAPPY V.DAY & INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY