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Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 11:29 PM
Interestin sat.

I cant find all those pic i took, and ousy quality, yeah so forget it.


today, nothing much, taichi-ed again, knee pain seh.
watched tv, then napped. wth? i dreamt of sth, which scared me like?
some mad case zhabor? then prepared and went to cck, to eat.
regretted, not going back there anymore.
plus those food, caused us a bomb? wth? of course not money prob,
but the quality of the food dont match the price yeah.
then to yew tee cc to watch mum performance, pro her.
but also to her team members, their performance got the loudest clap.
and gd gd gd comment.
plus can see that they trained super hard, even thou its s performance only.
saw mr leow, ahahhaha. shant talk much about this le.
ohh! i saw one shuai ge! then my mum friend all laughed at me, cause i went gaga over him.
foudn out that he trained at jurong spring bbal court. oh yea! i can see him. wed 8pm. aha
back to home and yeah, my simple yeah happy sun :D
Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 6:06 PM
What will happen if you're gone.

你的出现,改变了我。
那么又有谁知道呢?
是你,是你让我变得
活波开朗的。
让我懂得什么是牺牲。
就是因为你,才有我。
因为你,我所牺牲的,
已经数不清了。
应为你,我变得非常快乐。
但是,有时,也会因为你,
变得很伤心。
It doesnt matter how sad i am, but it does matter how happy i am.
To me, if i am really happy, those sad moments would be auto deleted.
However, if you are that important to me.
What will happen to me, if you are gone?
@ 5:30 PM
typical sat on ______ bday.

Have you ever wonder,
how do people exist?
whats our purpose in life?
why do we even exist?
why do people say that the world is ending soon?
why is it that from dinosaur to babarian and then to what we are now?
why are we even borned?
why is it that i am who i am now?
theres just never ending questions...

i dont feel L-O-V-E anymore.
no more of it already.
why do i feel so hurt by the one that i care the most..
i wonder whats he is doing now?
does trust even exist?
i wonder why...

forget it, going out for buffet to celebrate sis' bday!
at river view hotel, jap cuisine ;DDDDDD

today is also ______ bday,
yeah so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY (L)
you know who u are can alrdy ;D


wth? i was awake at 12 last night, but i forgotten about his bday.
my bad. and i cried while talking to sir, all about death and lives.
im afraid of death and yet i kept saying i wanna end it.
gosh, can i cherish it? when i have such a oh-so-perfect life.
and why do i even know this friend of mine, i regret.
cause of the attitude you have, its always changing, i can stand it anymore.
if only i can lecture you yet our friendship last. do you even know who you are?
who i am referring to?
@ 12:03 PM

Yesterday, after sch ate with xinyi and homed.
Then to westmall to meet up to do proj on swcdc food.
Then, to my hse there tried the malay food.
Wth? i wanted to cut my hair then accompany them to busstop i went to class.
wth? i forgotten about it.
Called up so many ppl to inform them abt maths training. wth? my hp bill?

Do take note that there will be maths training on mon (1/6) at the lib at 1130am

i gekkiang larh, go ask then forgotten about his tennis match!
omg? wth? what to do now? he asked me go sch dont go see worh.
i seriously dont know, but i said i will go, + is tennis, i doubt i seen one before?
at farrer park, which i dont even know wth it is.
and and and i never see him play before
plus its at 1030 to 12+ then i need to go sch at 1130am.
between its my fault, i shouldnt have asked, cause i kept thinking of maths olympiad.
then then then i forgotten about him at all! wahlao, my bad, sorry.
in a dilemma now.

going tuition later, sian.
Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 9:34 PM

LG arena seemed cool. lol, dont know post how many times alrdy, but still im feeling sad.
wth, hwo many more post then can i be happy!

if only i received smilies from him.
if only i can run away; let me be a runaway child.
if only someone can tell me a fairytale story, then i be a kiddy listening happily,
thinking about how perfect/wonderful my life would be!
wth, why cant i live a normal life, just like those who dont own many branded stuffs,
thus many would like paichi wo. wth?
why no one understand how i feel...
sacrifice sacrifice sacrifice but what i get but is hurt.
cause the higher the hope pinned, the more hurtful one will feel.


@ 7:15 PM

How pathetic can I be?
This time round, really no one to turn to already.
Those sadness that I had, can never be described, or verbally said out.
Angry, sad, happy.

*edited*

Took from fb.

You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare!

ahhahahahha, kinda true, at last im being know to serve the people and sacrifice myself for others esp my loves. so true yet but who knows? so in the end im always being hurt, like just now. ended a quarrel but not gonna apologise. sorry for such attitude.
@ 6:24 PM
Happy Birthday Sis!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!
Grow up already uh, dont so xiaohaizi, but its okay to, when with me =D
Must cherish what you have, and study hard for next year.
You know I Love You, yeah so I believe I need not express out everything. =D

Watching boys over flowers awhile ago, and ate my dinner.
Hmm, boring in class, but not like what thantsoe said, cause he wasnt in.
Maybe, it just affects me a little larh.
SS gone thru paper, and the kind hearted me, collected for andy and copied for him.
Seriously, my hand tired after all that writing, and the handwriting was super small to me.
Totally different from my original, big with strokes. Haha, surprised to see that handwriting.
Yeah yeah yeah, i put in more effort in writing, happy? Aiyo.
When i left class, 5 mins before he came back.
It was like wth? Then when i wanted to talk to him, and he was walking to my table, zhikang stalked him! Hahah, like that also can.
Left class at 12, for lunch then to LTA.
Seriously, I have never been scared of being caught by any teacher, yes including razak and leong. It was until I see liting and huihao, then i scared.
Cause i never see people that scare of razak. Whats the point?
So, liting ar, dont need that scare one kay.
LTA was b-o-r-i-n-g. Nothing much lurh.
6 zones to walk to plus all that talking which bored me and didnt really see those exhibits.
I got 4th in class! and err 28 in level. Something like that.
Proud of it! Haha, mummy say henhao. Now is daddy, but he havent back yet.
Gosh, i didnt want him to know, but somehow he found out.
Hope he will smile happily. Just like what was in the message.
Then when leaving sch, saw someone, so immediately i hide larh.
Then Ken looked at me weirdly! Bloody, caused me not able to leave for home.
Chatted at the ISH stairs for 40mins. Bloody, angry with liting(act only), sort of ps me.
Not taking bus. Hmm, still sad and happy over him, till i angry cause of that bastard.
That stalker, what you named him. He saw me, and kind me will wave back marh, cause he wave to me. But I did it in a way that Im ignoring him and dont wanna see him.
I purposely called liting, off hp. Whatthehell. Angry larh, i so malu. Then earpiece put both side. Heard someone talking but heck care and chased after me till beside me, then he on bicycle so i thought his speed faster than me, which is good. WTH! Slow down for me for what! NB. Lucky never pei me home plus i talked to him super rudely. And he still dare asked me about last fri, and said what waiting for my sis, cause she asked him to go bball court, he still dare to say. NB larh, I warned my sis already. Plus you so poor uh? No bball, so tam my sis spaldine ball. NB, bastard, must lighting strike you when it rains and car accident when walking. =X
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 9:37 PM
Keesiao me!

I think I should be disappointed in myself,
since i have been saying 'im disappointed in you' to a few people.
Maybe is me who is in the wrong?
Over sensitive, ever since monday nights, I have not been myself.
Maybe I have kept too many things to myself,
and yet I have no one to turn to.
I wanted to turned to yingchong, but i shouldnt.
He should be busy, and shouldnt have any time for me.
Then I wanted to turn to cute boy,
we aint that close? maybe?
Then liting, (wait, im crying again. ass me.) but i shouldnt disturb her,
she surely will have her own problems.
Lixuan too, but shes too busy with all her school stuffs.
Moreover, going overseas, so shouldnt disturb her and affect her yeahs?
Hope Lixuan darling! dont see this now until after her trip.

Hahas, maybe im just over sensitive, over so many things!
Sorry, yc. Yes, im apologising to you.
Cause I'm too aggitated, I shouldnt right?!
我有跟你非情非故, so why am i like that?
Something must be wrong with me!
And Im like always so concern about you and her, wth am i doing.
Seriously, I think my brain keesiao already,
cant function properly!!!
@ 5:02 PM

Everytime i looked back, i felt so disappointed.
I didnt expect you to have done such a thing,
i believe im not the only disappointed one.
Dont bother explaining.

Im just so lucky, ytd having sky to pei me walk till 168, and he went off, though he lived next to me?
He went to buy something barh.
Not having anyone to stalk me, annoyed me.
Having concerns, etc.
Hahaa, today stayed back with dawn and khiameng, class bbq thing lurh!
Hmpf, i did it free of charge!
And i really hope to get closer to mdm lye, shes super motherly!
Bused with them, and km not bad uh, still got ask me about stalker before going home.
Hahahas, thanks.
I went for inline skating!
And im proud of it! I didnt pon! Say well done liqing!

In school, kept smsing, yes two guys, sweet one. :)
Think Kuang saw it, but heck care.
And how can the whole class sabo me larh, selecting me and andy to be the 'monitor' and 'assisting monitor' for aerospace, its only because he never come lurh. If not really tio sabotage. In the end, not me, but dragonfly sis<3 tio. hahahhas, we really opposite.

Im not going to listen to people say, as they dont even know how perfect my life is.
And asking me not to do this, not to do that, carry on doing or giving up.
Because no one know how sweet, prefect, precious and important my life is to me.
Sorry, this is super random and un-understoodable.

Gosh, class bbq gonna be at my hse there = no bday party for me!
Cause I wanted to celebrate there.
GOSH!

Signing off now :) Takecares boy.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 11:06 PM
Sadd-ed

Yeahhs, i cry in school today, I did.
Some bitches must be laughing their hearts out.
Yes, I'm very affected by what my friend had told me.
Seriously, questions have been appearing in my mind.
Those words kept haunting me.
Maybe, I really think too much already.

Today, i was so foolish to want to ask cute boy to cheer me up.
Since i said i wouldnt like him, so why bother to keep in touch with him!
Why do people changed their comment upon hearing 2 different stuffs?
Why must he be so moody today! However, i believe i can cheer him up! :D
If only i didnt bother what my friend had said, i would be happier.
And after much talking, i remains to stay still to what i want.
Continue loving him... (L)
If not , I know i will be super down.
Today! Nigel messaged me, brightened my day! (L)
Sad today, cried alot, but his messages will make me smile!
Hope i can see you on monday uh! Support you :D
Stupid lurh, after investiture, mr cheong talked, and back to class.
I was like giving attitude, sorry to whom may concern.
But I think this time round I was really mad.
I had enough! Enough of everything!
If you are reading this, and you are thinking of what im typing.
I think all the answers will be yes.
I'm M-A-D, mad already.
I cant think well right now, couldnt pay attention just now.
And I even nearly fell asleep in clas, while lying down.
I wanted to cry infront of him, but i didnt, cause im s-t-r-o-n-g.
I wanted to cry alot of times, but i didnt, and i'm proud of it!
I'm sorry, if I affected your mood, but i cant control it...
Right now, I'm feeling much better, thanks to nigel uh. (L)
Thanks to those hunks and sweeties for your concern, I can feel it.
Goodnights!
Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 10:01 PM
B-I-T-C-H

Hey bitch, yeah right now i tell you, yes u are the one.
Dont bother to guess.
SERIOUSLY, the more i think the more angry i am.
What for you act? Trying to show off?
Hey, come on, we know where to stand and i dont give a damn.
Instead i will congratulate you.
I dont see anything wrong with me congratulating.
Even if one lose, it should be in a graceful and happy manner.
I aint like you! I aint.
We are totally different.
Ans yes i admit, i told him about what you did.

yeah it was when my dad drove him home, cant i?
Cause i wasnt happy about it, and i want him to care more about me.
In additional, he said he aint close to you, in fact is me.
So please get all your facts right before doing anymore.
And yes, i think i did embarrassed in front of your friend? my friend? our friends?
Or rather schoolmates? But you deserve it, what i am happy is...
you were embarassed infront of cute boy, and he was shocked =X
Damn you, scram off of my precious prefect life.
@ 4:40 PM
bear with me...

Be sure not to let go of your arm/hand even when i asked you to.
Dont even give up on me, even when i given up on myself.
Because you, will be my on and only motivation to carry on ;D
So, dont ever give up on me...

Today, the sweet silly him, make me so angry. Like never see me like that, never smile to me, talk to me, and everything! Do you know how mad i was. Till...
the SILLY face you made. It makes my day ;D (L) Despite walking past infront of me twice, you didnt talk to me. It was only until the 2nd or 3rd time. Seeing that stupid silly face, forgiven ;D

2 days ago i was super angry with him, till reasons given so forgiven ;DDD
Happy that i forgiven you too =X :)

Today had maths training, why not at training room! Then i can sit with (ex)cute boy.
Sad but nevermind, ehehhes. =X
No table was so damn tiring? Had to bend my neck and write on my adidas bag!
Not comfortable at all! Not at all! Not a single bit!
Nothing much, 1130am surprise dragonfly sis<3, it cant be called a surprise lurh.
CAuse i asked her marh, i got back also want to see him de ;D
Most idiotic was when amran came and i turned back, without know that it seemed as though i was looking at him. And when our eyes looked at each other, i feel so stupid.
ahahahhahahaha, cant wait for everything to come.
Class outing? Out with bestie! Bestie's belated bday celebration!
Outing with the clinque i used to hang out! Maths olympiad? And more!
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@ 2:18 PM

对不起,我不知道我真正要的是什么。
I only know that i got no strength to do anything!
Even boys over flower dont cheer me up!
I now wonder if cute boy can cheer me up tmr.
But, oh well, I might not be beside him tmr, nor might he be beside me tmr.
I miss you suddenly, but somehow when i was on the verge of crying, I saw sth related to you.
Why did i saw that, it makes me mor heartache, nothing happened.
So, why am i feeling like that.
So sad, that my heart of greed dont interest me, that my boys over flowers dont interest me too.
All shuai-ge(S) dont cheer me up, if love is .......... then why is it that..............

如果爱一个人怎么难,那么又何必爱呢?
是否有人能回答我呢?
你敢不敢回答我? i bet you dont.
有谁能告诉我,我为什么会这样?
I'm feeling super down right now, why is that so.
I'm not suppose to be like that.
I am a girl who is happy about every single thing, but i cant smile now.
Maybe, i go watch boys over flower to see if my mood changes. :(
@ 1:27 PM
Whats there to talk about?

Went blog-hopping. And i realised none are happy about their results.
Maybe, havent been to one who is happy about it.
However, I am really happy about my results leh!
OR is it too low expectation.
Like what i want, Amaths was really higher than Emaths.
But many kept asking me why not Emaths higher?
Good question but idk.
Plus I only fail 1 subject. Reasonable isnt it?
Whatsmore is english which fail. Not expected, but not shocking too.
However, bitch really made me felt so sad, how could she lied to me, bitch.
Like what my friend say, bitch must be pretty,
so i believe even the word B-I-T-C-H dont suit you. Sadd-ed. =X

I wonder why do i feel so down, there shouldnt be anything which should make me down.
Yes, 心灵相通, I didn't forget about it ;D
Hope he will cheer cheer cheer cheer up barh.
And monday, there be someone there for me. ;D

Had tuition ytd, and met up with qwerty and yingjie for proj.
Sms-ed. Heehees, get it?
Tuition i tio xiadao, cause mrs chong say ______ is really a bitch.
Then i was wondering if i did called her that before.
I only rmb i know 4 bitches thats all. Shant emphasize =X
Went JP for chewy junior then i met up with my family, they went home?
Nothing much barh, daddy was super great ytd.
He bought me a white hardisk. Chio si le.
Love dad lots<3 , heehees. =DD

Went for taichi just now, I am a potential martial art'er :D
Super warm lurh, perspire like sao. And my knees are hurt too.

Ohh! Friday, trained until 11plus went to mac.
Chunfong went thru my maths paper with me ;D
I helped him massage also kay!
Ohh, last week hor, he sacrificed his new slipper for my phobia of cockroach!
But in the end kept scaring me with the slipper.
Make me look like siaozhabor making a din at mac larh.
Hmm, on the way home, both simon and chunfong damn boliao larh.
What we did was, to look at a cat poo-ing.
wth? And both simn and hanwei gf came to surprise them, not bad not bad.
their gfs' friend, happened to be my bestie friend. So coincidence.
Same school marh. Reached home at 130am, super tired.
And cant tuition stopped for 2 weeks?! I'm sick of it.
Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 8:04 PM
Depress

Why like that?!
I am depress again, I want my hyper pill and motivation pill!
Where are they?!
Nothing interest me! or rather No one interest me!
Him does not interest me now. I want to hear his voice! Message him.
However, its tuition time for him :(
Cute boy boy too, not that close to him.
Acquaintance only, yeah so cant message him.
Not that interested anyway, I only want him!
Although not that interested for now.
Aiyoyo, LiXuan uh, LiTiang uh, him and cute boy boy cheer me up leh.

Cute boy boy comfirm will do so, when he sees me :D
LiTiang, hmm? if she knows she will.
Him, must inform me then can! But all the :) cheers me up totally.
KhooLiXuan, i see her jiu cheer up liao. What a good hyper pill she can be uh?
@ 5:43 PM


I've got my results. But I'm not a least disappointed. ;D But I'm disappointed with someone, whom gave me hopes. And now I am frustrated with this person.

Today's lesson wasn't that boring, cause got WaiLup sitting beside me. =X
Hahahhaha, at least got another boy to talk to me marh :D
Super cute, don't angry, pout very cute but not nice ;D Heehees.
Awhile angry, awhile sad, awhile happy, awhile cry.
With him around, all the unhappiness don't last long.
Well, I'm not that sure of why is it so too.

Trained from 8am to 3pm with 11am to 12pm as break interval.
Shall post my result now.

English Paper One - 26/60
English Paper Two - 23/50
Chinese Paper One - 38/70
Chinese Paper Two - 46.5/70
Maths Paper One - 50/60
Maths Paper Two - 51/80

Additional Maths - 62/80
Chemistry - 53.5/90
Physics - 51/90
Social Studies - 37/50
Geography - 35/50
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 8:59 PM
Fooolishhh

Super long ever i dare to think of my childhood.
Now i think back, i feel so bad and sad for whatever that i have done.
Sorry.
I should have been a 24/7 h cheerful girl and now its not.
Im really super sorry. I dont meant it.
I cant imagine what will happen to me in 10years time.
but for sure I know now Im crying.
Yes! again. Im freaking sorry for whatever that happened okay.
Push the blame to me! Push them to me! Push Push Push to me!
I cant believe the forever chubby girl, being called a princess.
Being love by everyone do feel sad, maybe cause I kept thinking Im in the wrong.
Thinking that grandgonggong death was related to the 44th position i got.
I know its freaking ridiculous, its because I wanna blame myself for everything!
Call me foolish please. Call me foolish!
@ 7:30 PM
Disgusted


Back from school. One word, boring. Ms Lee say interesting then I willing to spend 100bucks to go for this training. And then, Mr Lim, super boring. No joke one.

Seriously, my handphone is getting on my nerves. The handphone kept vibrating. (Lixuan dont misunderstand not your message, I cant wait to receive your love love love messages can! Busy Business Woman. Gonna abandon Never meet up with me often cause of your business!)

And seriously, a one word message from momoren can disgust me. Which means, message which those come from love is so hard to cont reading. Cause no motivation + I only wished those message sent from him and not momoren. In this way, I believe can differentiate who is who. Him is one, momoren is one. DISGUSTING! I super cant stand it anymore.

I wanna meet up with Darius! Hughes! Weiliang! Junren! Linyan! Cheowyi! Amelia! but i think sabrina like v busy leh. This sweet girl, i really super long never see.

But KHOOLIXUAN is the ONE that I MISS MOST! touched or not? touched or not?

hehes, today maths training was on indices and surds. and when i was on my way home, i was actually purposely avoiding some. today for once, i never look at bball court which i does it everytime! so sad right?! but no choice. ;( now let me see for 24/7 i also dont want! nvm, see him can alreadyyy! bball court, not important anymore!

okays, erm, i go fing my boys over flower, korea version liao! cyas.

2 more days to result!

@ 3:08 PM

wth? i watched from ep13 to ep16 only.
which means ytd ep8.5 to ep12.
gonna ask dad to watch without me, since i much faster than him alrdyy.
blooody, need to reach sch at 415pm whn i feel like slping now!
what am i going to do?
do i still love him?
or
do i still love him as before?
i rmb telling someone
No excitement. No happines. No sadness. No enjoying. But with quarrels, feelings fade.
Maybe correction need, quarrels also heighten the feelings uh?
Excitement? huh? How can i say excitement added to love. wth is wrong with me?
Whatever, idk what im talking now.

Feeling: down? weird? mess?
Gonna do: prepare for sch. ;(
Hope to: see him ;D
Need to: Off com liao. D;
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 6:02 PM

i should have trust you and believe that the past is the past.
No point looking past, dwelling over it.
Shit me!
I feel like dumping my precious hp away!
Its so annoying and those msges disgust me lots!
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 10:44 PM
if only...


I'm sorry, I realised that I'm holding you too tight.
Too tight for you to breathe.
I realised it now, and will treat you like a bird.
If held too tight, you will suffocate.
Too loose you will fly away.
I know how to make you stay back my side,baby.
Most importantly, you know ily. ;D
Many things have been happening around me.
And I tried to please everyone.
But I'm not happy.
Why do love make out to be so disasterous?
And many things are happening soon.
I can feel it and I know.
Between
EXAMS ARE OVER FOR WLQ!
you see, it wasnt the first thing that came into my mind when blogging.
Hmm, between thanks dragonfly sis<3>
U saw how upset? angry? i was. U spotted it.
He didnt. Well, moody today.
After sch looked for eunice.
Then to JP tgt with eunice, millie, jiaen, shimin, adela and amelia.
Felt stupid cause they say want eat icecream.
I was expecting ben and jerry, anderson or haagen daaz.
Before I knew it, they bought Mac icecream. only 3 person bought?
Wahlao. If I knew I wouldnt go.
Go home still got things to do.
Ate at pizza hut, sausage craze baked rice.
Not nice one.
Then go walk walk with Millie and Eunice.
And Eunice left upon knowing can watch Xman -.-
So we kept walking ard jp over and over again.
So, long nver spend so much time will millie.
Cause shes busy, im always free. Can jio mi out one.
Left at 4pm.
Waited 187, I pei millie take that bus that caused me
to walk such a long distance home!
wth? Nvm, for millie's sake.
Home, and napped then 7pm to tuition.
Saw zhiyin, but i got down after bustop, she at bustop.
When I walked in the building, i saw andy and screamed for him.
But he good ignore me. Then after writing my name, i thought he left.
Not bad, got wait for me and open the door for me, save my trouble from pressing the button.
But he so what lurh, I so far away jiu open th door. Reach le also close.
Good lurh him, but open for me again. Aha, get in lift never press open, but still opened for me :D
Today aaron super early. And the other two super late.
I sacrificed my super loved seat today for dragonfly sis<3>
after class. ohh, at first dad not suppose to drive me home.
Cause he with friends, but he came in the end.
(I wanted asked andy pei me take mrt when he wanted to eat zhichar = going home alone.)
Waited for me at mrt there.
Andy good lurh, say want eat zhichar, then in the end bro dont want.
jiu tell me he going home. but cute larh him, say until as thou i wun lombang his bro.
Of course I would larh. Is like two gg hm, one my dad drive one mrt meh?
Siao arh. Then talked on the way and then when he leaving the car he pointed to the right.
And i thought he lazy so want my dad to uturn. Bloody me.
I go tell my dad and then he say its to turn right.
Remind me/dad that turn right.
Cause the last time we turned left, which is the wrong way.
So cute lurhh. =XX
Hees, hmm, today on the way kinda slow, cause of the big fat truck taking 2 lanes!
Shant emphasize much on my feelings now. But Im happy for now cause of him...
(omg just i browsing thru a email when i got freaked out by that scary thingy inside an email)

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Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 6:40 PM

I realised that i never post abt mothers' dya, and i dont think theres a need to.
Hmm, in short.
Went to clementi there de jap restaurant, cause my sis want to.
Bloody, then cause of mye i seriously got no mood or time to buy or do or whatsoever.
So, in the end, I kept seeing nice clothing then ask mum try.
Then she dont want, so me and sis kept giving sad face, force or ask her to.
Then she gave in to us.
Once, she tried a super yound clothing say dun fit her,
and force me try. Not bad uh.
So at that shop alone spend like hundreds bucks over there..
So, asked dad pay for me first lo. ;DD

Ytd I skipped my medicine since mummy didnt knew that I havent recover.
Then night to taekwondo.
Met up with yiqun first ;D
Slacked and chatted.
After class then training.
Double front kick and what the hell!
PHYSICAL TRIANING!
Kill me pls.
though i do love it =X shhh..
hmm?
half sit up, situp.
all hor, the hand must put on stomach!
To prevent us from using shoulder to pull ourselve us.
And i was sick.
Fever, flu, cold and headache!
wth? then + physical training?
ohh, when kicking hor.
I only use to chunfong help me hold the targets only.
Haha, giggles.
After situp did erm.
I dont know what you call it.
Must lie down, then lift leg to 90degrees, then down to like few degrees.
Just above the floor, no touching of floor, if not not counted as 1.
I dare to say I did the best in that can.
Yiqun said my yoga paid off. Haha, maybe =X
and then, we went to mac. Bloody, simon never go tkd,
suddenly came to mac.
Ytd went, consider quite late.
Then, same routine, to bustop first then home.

Today, nth much barh.
Friday, May 15, 2009 @ 10:36 AM
thanks.

Thanks to all the lovelies and hunks for ur care and concern.

Shall esp thanks these 3 person,(dont worry he aint one of dem)

Liting, dragonfly sis<3
I tio totally 100% shocked when i saw my hp vibrate and ur msg,
asking how i was.
Bloody you, surprised me. But I didnt expect after a night,
you to asked how I'm.

Khiameng,
wahseh, CEO of 3E4, of course must guanxin classmate larh.
Shocked when you asked, caused I thought you thought I joked about being sick.
SO guan xin ar? unlike him lurh, asked me dont go sch only.

YiQun!
ILY soo much <3
many years, and still counting.
9 years barh?
Lets work hard, hand in hand to 10 years, 2 digits!
Totally shocked when u asked me study study, but dont stress myself.
But Im alrdy sick when you told me to =X
shld tell me earlier, den i will listen to u,
but i doubt i will, cause i stress myself everytime exams come.
Haha, dont need to say, Im a bad girl.

Between, seriously with his voice and everything, Im statisfied alrdy. ;DD
@ 10:30 AM
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@ 10:11 AM

wth? woke up with sore throat. wahlao, 5 illness?
flu, cold, fever, headache and sore throat.

oh well, im not here to be talking about this.....

How can you bear to leave me in SG?
You know I love you and cant bear to leave u,
so why are u leaving just for our sake, our future and my future.
Why? Although I do love the days when u r aboard,
and i believe when u r back, I've chg to be chio?
Why do u think that I can live now when you aint around.
Im still the same me, cant bear to let u go just like last time...
Whatever it is, you know i love you. dydy.
Thursday, May 14, 2009 @ 11:04 PM
I've got nothing to say =X

oh yes! the supposed to be healthy Wong Li Qing is sick right now!

Down with fever, flu, cold and headache! However, I'm glad that he cared and he really cared!
If not i didn't slept yesterday, all this wouldn't have happened. Today, I napped for 6h!
Can you believe it 6h long, which is one-quarter of a day. Then, when i woke up, I thought it was Friday! Bloody me.

I was forced to take medicine yesterday, and I'm glad that I did. Today's temp taking was like 37.5(twice) and 37.6 but blame Mdm lye for not checking mine. Nehnehnipupu!
After that went to Mac at erm? I cant recalled what u call that place out of a sudden.
Went there for consecutive 3 days ;D but today's breakfast, ytd was slack, cause we went for 30mins doing nth and left. the day before was lunch with liting, huihao, kaifeng and zhikang ;D

Chatted at mac and walked all the way to the playground between fuhua and jurongville there.
Until 2pm then left, but i missed my bused, so waited till liting's bus came then walked to my bustop.

Ohh! We were crapping all the way? But quite fun larh, cause i never had a good long chat with her. But it wasn't those girl talk lurh. Or maybe can consider? Oh dear! I don't know how to categorize.

While walking to the bustop, i was saying how angry and jealous i was of those who snatched my limelight, and yeah! esp andy! I dare to say leh, but a pity he wasn't around and so we said that we should have asked him to eat and I will say it loud and clear to show my displease.
Haha, pls dont take it seriously, cause im like that de.

Well, at last i feel relax! Unlike few days back, I was so stressed up, but with his voice. I shuang.
And can i quit Mr Cheong tuition? that day, physic, he like never teach anything! bloody! spam my money larh. and that day dad was sweet enough to drive me to tuition and back, should have lombang andy, save his father trouble.
Will ask next time, i must be zidong marh. But shy larh.(chey, act shy)

At last! Left with emaths paper 2 and chi paper 3! yeah! and i will chiong all the way for TW dramas and HK but i think i shall concentrate on centuries ago, ohh! i cnt rmb the name -.-

shan't emphasize on him for today, im such a good girl to not let him chaoxin(u get it? liting.)
Friday, May 08, 2009 @ 11:26 PM
我在想什么?

我到底在做什么!
在想什么?
现在不该是我该分心的时候,
年中考是真正在举行,
而我在。。。。。。。。。。。。。

能让我开心的人,也是能让我伤心的人。
能让我站在高高在上的人,也是能让我变成失败的人。
@ 7:13 PM
BaiYu's Bday, love.

That sat after tuition, waited for dad and off to pasir ris park there.
The NS team chalet. Well, was kinda old lurh.
Nth much cause 6pm start so only got like 5h spent there.
Daddy was the one bbq-ing again. But no chaoda, good ;D
Haoche brought crayfish and prawns! Tiger prawns! LOVES!
Haha, was asked why never wear pink, cause i only got 1 plain pink tee.
And chong say i was trendy that day? haha, i felt weird larh, vintage shoe to chalet.
But luckily can wear shoe in.
I loves such gathering, felting closer to my cousins now, except a few.
Who were close to me, aint now.
Who werent close to me, are soon.
wth? I called Jacob, biaoge, then they say i first time say.
Bloody! everytime i called him, he like ignore me, then like my fault?
lucky, got people heard me calling him before.
Cant they give me a chance to bond with them?! even with age gap.
Omg, I did talk to Lester, xia tio.
Quite fun guy larh, not bad.
I did drank the peach vodka with orange but headache larh after that!
Hell, but i think i dont like peach de =X
Am getting my dad to buy all different flavour!
But he prefers original D;
Nvm.
@ 6:54 PM
MYE! chiong arh~

I slept less than 4h ytd, freaking tired but worthwhile.
What was tested was mainly what i read!
Happy~ (passed to liting ;D )

nothings much recently barh. but that physic tuition is killing me, i dont really want _____ to be there. and what was taught was useless.

oh gosh, next week i will chiong like siao, sleepless nights D;

I realised that I still love you alot ;D
Why do teachers interfer in stuffs that they should not?

I dont wanna go taekwondo! I want to watch TV and rest.
Do check out channel U's show at 8pm later, nice nice.

He auto talked to me and I got my motivation alreadyyy!
Friday, May 01, 2009 @ 4:13 PM

Although I'm always said to be cheerful etc etc,
but seriously, does anyone really know me?
Up to now, I'm still asking this question.

I can't stand having friends that are bitchy.
Not bitchy but hypocrites.
Don't they themselves find it disgusting to be hypocrites?
It always happens to people close to me.
I meant friends only.

I always hate this, but i'm also such a hypocrite by not minding them being hypocrite.
How ass can I be.
These peoples are always like that.
Awhile, say maths is fun! is interesting, next, oh gosh, maths suck larh.
Awhile, say gosh he is soo handsome, then who knows, oh gosh he ain't handsome!
The other one is much more handsome.

Oh, bloody. What kind of stupid examples these are.
But oh well, there are many loads of people out there.
Seriously, lucky my bestie isn't.

I'm such a lucky girl ;D
Oh well, she is too, to have me as a bestie :P
@ 12:09 PM

I'm waiting for time to pass! Cause I'm having tuition at 1pm!
Bloody, labour day leh, why tuition? like that maybe i can go KL lurh!