Love is out there for you, you just have to give it a chance.

I cant stand being leave in the lurch anymore.
It wasnt me who was unfaithful back then, thus you cant say i am.
When the timing and the feel isnt right, everything is gone.
I admit I regretted dumping you aside, and wished for you to be back by me.
However I am always motivated by singlehood, cause i really love it.
Saying that I'll be waiting for you, I believe/hope I can fufil it :)
As long as that friend of yours doesnt pester me anymore.
However its always like that, when i thought the time has ripe,
it was the end, gone is the word.
I have never spoke to anyone about you much, and i wonder how i did it.
I dont know what went wrong with me, recently i have been acting so weird.
Weird till i dont know who i am already, its driving me crazy to act normal, which im doing now.
I regretted treating you as a toy, dumping you one side, seeing you being torn apart by some bitches. I really regretted, cause i dont predict the future you see.
Remembering saying how tiongxim i am, hahas, up to now i still think that there aint anyone who is more tiongxin then me.
But tiongxin also got limit one what! So now time slowly slowly passed, i not tiongxim also not wrong right?
And in the first place there isnt a need for me to be that tiongxim too, cause i am who i am, i lvie for myself :)
I dont know what word to say, maybe sorry barh :(
Recently many weird things have been happening to me, seriously im very gd at adaptation, and i believe if i continue to be like this, i will have some mental disorder soon :(
I dont wish for it, but im really pressing onto myself real hard!
I really tried forgetting, but when i thought i passed i actually failed :(
Theres no one for me to talk to about this.
And i believe there isnt anything to talk about too :(
If only khoo is with me, and we walk all day long, allowing me to think + exercise (hahas, sweat to feel better :] ) without me talking, but not feeling extra/bad etc. That would be so great. But who would wanna do that uh?
Walking on the never ending road, thinking about never ending stuffs.
Talking about unimportant things, so random etc.
Maybe i shouldnt have liked anyone, after all that i been through, i still think the former one was the best among all :)
No? I only need family and khoo !
I can do without everything but not them, sweet sweet love :)
Actually with all the typing i dont know what im typing. LOLS
Cause many things are left unsaid, and im not saying it out, cause it will be deleted 100% someday :) Trust me pls :)
And i dont see any reason for me to sy it out, or remember, thus this post will be a real weird weird one, cause you wont catch a ball from it.
Chatting with E just now on the way home, I realised how scary my friend is, making up stories? exaggerating things? Oh gosh, shant emphasize on it, since my friend is err? i forgotten what i wanna say.
What should i do now?
I cant just leave like that, many things are left undone, i cant possible be unresponsible.
Most dad would tell their precious princess that one must be responsible.
So i cant :)
Sometime i wish i could just msg goodbye and leave like that.
To the extend of doing that to khoo too :)
i feel so bad, cause i cant have that kind of thinking, i wonder why with khoo im so different, if only khoo is with me for 25h :) hahas, but i cant, cause S will snatch from me! hmpf! I hate S (jkjk ;] )
Sometimes in life sacrifices must be made, i have made alot, what about you? :]

I tried so hard to forget everything and let go.
Ans so why do peope kept asking me about it, telling me about it!
Some are just too kpo to tell me things that i shouldnt know nor its my business.
Why ask me so much? You can guess all you want!
But dont bother me with such questions.
The problem is I've forgotten.
And it doesnt bother me anymore.
But with all the questions and talking,
i think i cant hold on.

It wasnt easy for me to hold my head high up,
and look happy etc.
And so why disrupt my perfect life man!

Ytd, i wanted to get b. to wait for me at the bustop! But i didnt :)
Instead i walked home from bustop and did alot of thinking!

Hehes, today boon first day of school hor, after loa xP
and i and wo de steadi super zun reach school. pro us!
thanks to highway being so jammed! =P
thinking about him makes me happy!
going to prep for yoga now! i finished everything about bof!
Like finally!

oh jeez, since when did anyone understood me?
has there been anyone who was there when im in fear?
i wonder why is it that i cant never forget this!
how many ppl knew how afraid of death i am!
remembering the nights when i will suddenly cried,
being called out by daddy, asking me what happened?
saying how scare i am!!!
even up to know i think of it im crying already!
kept being afraid, someone who dare not sleep on her own.
how useless i am, i know.
maybe that is the reason why i need so much of care and love and understanding.
understand is the hardest that i can achieve.
thinking that myself, alone is enough to overcome.
but serious can i? i cant.
remembering how he death when i was p2 only.
p2 only! how scare i was.
after years of overcoming, then another death appear.
does anyone know how big impact these two had on me!
who knows?! i will always remember daddy saying death is part of life.
sorry but not in my life!
up to now, i still have that fear.
and it will be a fear that will never leave me.
a fear that when im about to overcome, it wil be back again!

suddenly i was reminiscing the past i had.
- having one who wrotes small little notes with me in class since p4 :) cute little crashed paper :D
- having one who said would play saxophone for me :) however unsuccessful :(
- having one buying me the handphone accessory from 'i forgotten the name shop' =P
- having one who sat by my side during art, asking for my opinions about his art etc etc. sweet~
- having one calling me 'little red apple' in chinese :)
- having one asking me out on valentine's day but got rejected by me :(
- having one who bought me drink after my training :)
- having one who hugged me when i was crying nonstop
- having one who told me to lie on his shoulder, hug him etc
- having one who carried my heavy bag despite being sicked, taking care of me, etc. sweet~
- having one who msged me for consecutive months :) sending me whatever requested :) all the sweet things that he wouldnt do,breaking his own record, going home together :) loves.

all the little things i've never forgotten about it :)

p/s i realised i never wrote a decent post for this week :(
will write one asap after finishing bof :)

I posted twice today, but all gone from my memories :)
I cut my hair already! Nice after a bath!
Remember? New haircut= New life.
I got a real bad life now!
Seriously bestie! Congrats to you okay! Maybe you motivated me or sth, but its you who made my new life :( :) Yeah its a bad one, but maybe not it isnt anymore :)

Boy, I regretted saying that i don tmind being 2nd, i wanna be the first.
I wanna spend all the sweet moments with you, sharing everything with you.
Caring for you, loving you and do all the sweet sweet thing that we always did.
And we're going to do more right?
I regretted, for lying, cause i still love you, love you even more and more.
Asking you to get lost from my life its the biggest wrong move i've made.
But now i made the right choice! By getting you back in my life.
Thanks alot for everything! And we're going to make our life so much better and going thru every obstacles that come :) and im sure we're gonna pass! :) (L)

I totally got not mood to post about my daily life, and lazy to post cause of bbf :)

This past few days, i got the urge to post about how sad i was, then today i was real happy but now maybe not.
Really thanks for being by my side all this while, no matter what i did, you really manage to forget :) Thanks and love you lots. However, i chose to poke my nose into matters that i shouldnt know, so what should i do? I wanted to let it go, and let everything be like before.
However, i cant sto myself from finding out more and more.
So what should i do? Tell me!
Remembering the past, how we been thru everything, overcoming everything.
But now our relationship is really being put on a test.
Maybe we have passed, but maybe i havent passed?

Hey thanks for everything man, you caused me to have a barrier in my heart now.
Not able to do everything well, instead of 1 i did 2, etc etc etc.
Hmm? You make me lose hope in everything!
Not trusting many, so can i ask to stab you?
I cant stand how ppl said about you, althoght i think mostly are true.

Dont feel like posting off to bbf :)

an unexplainable "x factor" that one has,
an unspeakable presence;
the "it" factor that makes a celebrity a star

Sometimes i really wonder, can everything be back as normal?
I doubt I can, sorry.
What was done, its already done.
What I have been through, make me more sad.
What I saw, I can never delete them away.

I tried hard to forget, but what my friend asked me ytd, make me wanna cry.
Hahas, even G asked if I'm crying, yeah i was on the verge of :)

Then I could pretend nothing happened!
But I didnt, I went on to find out more!
Making myself worse!

Even if you hold on tight to me, I think I cant feel your presence anymore.
There are 2 possibility:
1. you dont mean anything to me anymore, so i dont give a damn about you
or
2. because ily too much, thus i chose to forgive and forget.

I wonder which, I rather 2nd one, I rather making myself miserable but love you.
I too, dont wish to give you up, but..
I'm not sure if I can.

Oh well, its already 12:24am nor, gonna slp soon!
Before my mum abandon me in the living room!
Goodnights ppl!

p/s seriously this post dont bother to guess is who, since i never mention, so dont bother guessing :) see how pro i type larh!

After saying that we will walk hand in hand all the way till the end.
However, after so many things that have happened, i wonder if we are still able to :)
Maybe it is the truth that, without any excitement, ups and downs, feelings will fade.
Feelings fade, doesnt mean that i dont love you anymore, do you understand?
You've got to understand that feelings do fade, but i still love you :)
The door may be open now, but i suppose it will never close for you too :)
Sometimes i wonder, after all that have happened and all that we've overcome,
isnt it foolish to stop everything.

Today rushed to westmall, LOL, super warm i say!
Then met suichyuen took 188 to clementi,
LOL? need appointment de!
So, went to fareast, walk walk walk walk walk all the way to taka,
then to somerset and went to batok.
Met millie lee jia li<3, loves her.
Met at mrt platform, then suichyuen left without seeing her.
Then went westmall for her banmian, LOL.
On the way into the entrance, saw boon with baoru also and friends, andy there barh?
But hor, junhong that bastard there, cause when leaving then i saw him, so no jihui for me or him to say to each other. Ahahs.
What you wanna me do, so malu to see that bastard. =X
Dont know why that moment i felt abit suan suan de ? o.O
Hmm? Chatted with boon awhile :)
And and and, naughty him never tell me who the person is,
and never jio me go work, when i did say i wanna work months bacl, 3 4 mths back to be exact!
Hmpf, angry with you alrdy larh! Guai xin you is cause ily, then you like that. Really angry liao larh!
After Millie ate, went to swing there.
Saw xinjie :) He kena hit by a bigger korkor on the head, wth?
Then no wing even thou we line up, yeahs, line up.
So we went to gombak liao :)
Hahas, her mummy super cute lurh.
Say i changed alrdy, maybe?
More mature? woah, big diff in 2 years back and now?
hahahs. Then nothing much barh.
Drank strawberry milk tea ice blend, my loves.
And had ice cream, fruiti, orange.
Super suit millie, with diutius tee.
Ohh, we arranged the icecream neatly.
Got pic! But no before, lazy upload!
So proud of myself sia, got help kay.
Next time i want play the kiddy machine hor!
And then nothing much barh, ohh got an inidna uncle said,
he misplaced his wallet ask us for 2 bucks then 1 buck.
Hahas, but my wallet wasnt me me and her, neh!
Then walked to mrt then i took mrt to batok then bused home.
LOL, dont sound interesting leh?
But with millie i find today very meaningful and shiok.
Ohh, at the bbt shop hor, heard alot of music,
but i realised when heard those sad sad de, i will cannot control de want to cry le :(
So, sth is still bothering me! Why cant i get it off the mind?
Dont worry friends, i will think super positively de :)
Trust me kay? I will pretend like nth happened before :)
Ohh, when i and millie sat on the metal thingy, so scary sia.
And millie still go thru it, LOL.
Hmm? She on phone with peirong, my icecream dropped into my khakis the fold there!
And millie laughs! Hmpf, you also nong dao your hand lurh!
Still laughs at me? Funny sia today!

Millie ah! Must always rmb me leh, got thing no thing also can look me.
Go gombak also can! :) Understand marh?
Quick think of the tee hor!

Decided to post a short one for now, since i gotta prepare to meet suichyuen!



Yesterday (My date with Khoo<333>

So today, I watched heart of greed from ep 33 to ep 37 and cont watching ep 37 right now :)
At around 330pm went to bustop blahblahblah then to orchard :)
wisma first then taka then heeren then john little then centrepoint then orchard idk what (new de) back to centrepoint.
6 mall in total.
cause when we in john little shopping, dad drove to paragon -.- cause i direct wrongly -.-
so he parked his car at centrepoint and went to eat.
thus need go back then to go home marh.
I'm so glad that SUICHYUEN IS BACK!
and i told her stuff which i wouldnt dare to say out :)
and i feel so bad and much btr to an extend :)
Im like so sleepy now sia, woah i left an off9 msg for zhiyin and shes on9 now.
pro me, less then 1 min only. =X
tomorrow i gonna force myself to do holi hmwk. no com!
and yoga at night.
maybe in the morning go see mum shua taichi, then go market buy some bbq thing.
gotta slowly buy.
can buy de or market buy de, fresh jiu buy. =X

I'm starting to find myself stupid.
Not treasuring life, oh gosh after watcher the oldest conjoind twin.
I immediately woke up already, give me two tight slap pls.
And i made myself so miserable by thinking back all the sad sad thing,
by listening to sad sad music, and i watched the heart of greed,
realising that the always-in-heart role's is exaltly how i am how.
Not as in what happened but the situation. Wth?
Why didnt i finish the show earlier, so i can prevent everything from happening!
I realised that everything can be like the past, so why didnt i?
Instead i tried to stir trouble up! Dumb me, but dont worry soon everything will be like before!
I decided not to leave, cause i really cant bear to and and and
my dear friend did asked me not to =X
After everything is clear enough for me, i will cfm cut my hair
remember? hair cut=new life :) :) :)
yes, in a way i decided to start my life afresh :)
cause i still wanna to be as close as like the past with some particular person.
you should know who you guys are :) not one only okay :)
and i think many things should be left unfound, but im so not going to do that.

I'm sorry for the stir that i caused, but you gotta forgive me :)

B. , and i dont know what __ did to cause me like that, maybe cause you're too impt to me.
However do understand what I'm doing may does you good :)

Rest assured, i wouldnt say that i be leaving anymore.
(I'm sorry to make you feel guilty :( )

Just came back from malaysia, super sleepy, since i back from taichi i on com never slp :(
Then prepared to go malaysia, of course tired =X
Then search for sutera mall to no avail! wth? i cant seem to find it!
Then to Plaza Angsana, super malay shopping mall, more for malays :)
wanted to buy polo de, then i wear like not nice so didnt! wth?
nvm, maybe i go paragon de and check it out :)
Nothing much barh, and we cont search for the mall, till we saw a korean restaurent.
and we decided to park our car and eat =X
alot of small dishes eat like siao, worse is i ate the green chilli so wusay, then suddenly super spicy.
hai wo drink alot of water, like siao!
then then then we found a fly, wth? i got paranoid larh!
but dad said it die cause of the super high temp in the soup.
okay lurh, i close 1 eye. the table nxt to us found an ant in the coffee.
shiok bo? took quite a num of photos, but all in hp memory.
so i doubt i be uploading them =X
I'm so sleepy, yet i dont dare to sleep!

today woke up and prepared for taichi,
now i find it more and more interesting!
hehes, who ask me got potential in martial art =X opps.
then after taichi went to westmall, then i wanted to find eric at jean yip,
then wth? he not ard, so took lift now, at 2nd floor i think, the lift opened for the passengers marh.
and i saw someone waving, so i took a closer look and its eric!
wth? i going down le, then he walk up the stairs to jean yip, if not smoke luh.
i wanted to ask him help me cut my hair one day marh, but nvm. some other days.
since today i didnt want to cut at jeanyip too :(
cut hair = new life, i dont want. i want now de life :/

hahas, so i stayed at home whole day facing the laptop -.-
hahas, then went to newton circus to eat, and homed.
cause mummy and sis wanna watch the shaolin show,
totally sucks, so im here using m laptop again =X

thanks friends for all your concern, i promise that i wouldnt be like that anymore for 2 weeks =X
and what happened these few days sia? i couldnt remember anymore. forgotten and forgiven :)
maybe i still hope for a apology, but i dont think its nice to already =X

Mummy! I really wanna leave, can i?

Ohh pls dont think is commiting suicide agn, cause i wouldnt be that silly anym :) actually i should just go over to malaysia to stop thinking and reflect. :) after everything that had happened, happening. I should be stronger, but instead i became weaker. Alot of things, are meant to be say out. Alot of things, should be sacrificed then let it be :) And i got everything right, i know what to be sacrified alrdy. KLX pls be proud of me :( My tears keep flowing, is there anything that can stop it? My dad agreed to go malaysia later, then i dontwant, no point alrdy, i go also sad. Wait wait wait, am i going to be misunderstood because of this agn?

Lyrics from 爱太痛 :)

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
我不能睡
吃不能吃 睡不能睡没有了你
全都不对我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我不能够 不能够不爱了
吃不能吃 睡不能睡

I'm not fine :)
Mummy, i dont know the answer to the purpose in my life.
Even now, i got no appetite to eat, no mood to do anything but just rot.
能不能不爱了?因为爱太痛了,我痛得快死了,却无法把你忘了.
Im going to do myself proud by doing alot of things :)
Within this month really alot of things happened :(
lost de i alrdy dont have ___ with me alrdy.
gain another cherished relationship :)
alot of misunderstandings between me and those who are super close with me de.
and maybe some others.
should break already broke :)
should leave already left :)
should lose already dumped :)
and many many more. :)
no lose = no gain
gain = lose.
sound like one phys formula sia, but now i got B. to be with me :)
dont care about the past but care about the current and future.
i got no appetite :( gg malaysia soon, to i think the mall serli intro de =X
serli, dont jealous hor :) =X

i scare that no amount of painkiller can save me...
even now i cant turn to liting, dragonfly sis<3 :(

last edit at 2:37pm on14069

Since most of the recent posts are gone :)
Although i feel super sad larh, cause some are true feelings.
But nevermind :) Since i say some things are needed to sacrifice :)

So getting rid of those useless stupid memories i should retype some things :)

MR EE B.K, yeah larh yeah larh. wo ai si ni le. without u i will die =X ahaha seriously im sry never go taekwondo on fri, cant see you sia =X ahah but u last week also never inform me!

In short, KLX thanks for everything. But i think i need not bother you anymore.
Since i always got so many problems :(

p/s : 对不起, i didnt expect to get such a reaction? from you. I really didnt. Say I'm an asshole/actress, since whatever I'm typing is true :) Cause i thought writing it down, can make myself think more, conclude more, to see how wrong i am etc etc. of course im not saying im right. im never right :) and im bad at language, so if i really did wrote anything, do correct me :) i really see no point in typing a long long long post etc etc. I would only ended up saying wrong things. Im really sorry, cause i thought everything was cleared up, so its okay to type all those. I did all those with no bad intention. Sorry :( Believe it or not, its up to you. Since i believe there are many misunderstandings :( :( :( But theres no need for vularities right? :( okay, sorry, im bad with words. but i see no point not saying it out? Erm, yeah, im going to say that, i really cherish our friendship, and i didnt expect all these :(

:( for the second time, when i was upset, sth aggravate my sadness again :( :( :(
its about time to say goodbye already :) even when im not willing to :( :( :(

p/s can u delete that post? not unless you want us to be like last night? not on gd terms?

hahaah, im feeling much better, alot of things clear up :)
KLX I REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT! I KNOW THAT I CAN FIND YOU WHEN IM SUPER HAPPY/SAD/DEPRESS/ANGRY, etc! REALLY THANKS YOU FOR EVERYTHING. BUT DONT WORRY SO MUCH ABOUT ME TOO KAY! :)
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU :)

YESTERDAY, i reached dover early :) so andy reached then me then liting and zhikang :)
off to T1722 :) then andy left first for vb training, guaikia yi ge.
then did the stimulator thingy. super boring.
ate err, kfc for me, subway for liting :) double yayness for her.
then supposed to meet lifang but her class to slow, so i walked home.
when reached 169 mum called me.
so homed to put my bag down and changed to slipper.
so i waited at void deck waited for daddy to fetch me.
and on the way driving decided to go malaysia! yay x2
and and and we went to eat some noodle. and then to grandma house.
since shes back from kl, 3rd aunt house.
9+ left since friday got aem, need to wake up early. used com too.

TODAY! im super sad cause i didnt meet _______________________ :(
yeah, who ask me super kpo go ask. and i was late, so glad that i didnt caused them to be late :)
but sry nadiah and zahra caused you guys to be late with me.
super slack.
mon and tues lecture still okay plus plane making.
wed soldering, interesting.
thurs and friday stimulating, super boring! thurs did another plane cause former one cant fly.
and we got first today! thanks to liting! hehes, but i got help do freehand cutting okay!
last time i do till super accurate, now last min so heck.
then have test, lol, all help each other one :)
flight stimulating and flying of plane. pro us, grp 4 :)
well done team mates!
actually today is a super awkward day for me :(
ohh the start of the day we went walking ard the place.
LOL, lunch we ate pizza hut. the bake rice. sucky.
then to student hub then to lib then to cafe then to student hub.
now i regretted noe playing the sp drifit shirt.
nvm nxt time i go in buy =X
ohh, and i want the hwachong one, but i not going taewondo today, since im so tired and i want play com =X plus i got no mood after many things happened. but glad now left him only. 1 week everything will be fine. since i really spoilt sth that precious to him marh. so its okay for him to be sad sad sad :( angry angry angry :( piss piss piss :(

things that never happened could have happened because of sth,
things that never happened will happened because of sth.

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wth? my internet explorer window closed.
after that i buaytahan and cried.
just after i was so damn happy, and then serli asked me if i had relationship prob.
and i act smart go ask whether he angry not and im crying now.
so what if im crying, i cant cry out loud.
just now lixuan cheered me up thst i forgotten everything.
seriously before that i had no one to turn to, yeah i really had no one to turn to.
but now, i got one more person! that is.. SERLI <3 ! ahas. (L)
since ytd, i sad piss angry then same in the morning then happy, then super sad piss angry.
didnt took the first mrt, then took 2nd and happened to meet lf, supposed to meet at je.
ahahs, lucky i pulled liting out, maybe i shouldnt. since...........................................
and and and, he left, yeah i know whr u know whr. sucky him.
because of friend, he lied. risking our???? ohh well, if thats the case, im okay with it!!!
then walked to bb cc, then lixuan thought i mentioned the hall is the one opp th fitness corner.
then i on phone with liting, super pekcek, sinc emy msg memory enough for 1 msg only! -.-
then i behind her and shouted: 'Lixuan, Dwight is over there'
to like desiao dwight lo! ahahahah
all the way till klx was with me! she really made me forgotten about everything.
until when we parting, she said: 'Li Qing, cheerup (the finger pull a smile)'
which made me rmb, but i kept thinking that i forgotten liao,
seriously if she didnt do that i be super happy.
but nevermind she did with one motive only.
for me to cheer up! then spent more time with me, dont care about sheena!
homed :) ate bathed com-ed
hahas, nth much too, today i had a great day at 111 with klx, and chatting wth serli on9 :)

from laughers to tears, so auto :( :( :( :( :(

because of you, myfriend, i lost him.
seriously, you won.
he lian sry dou bu jiang, i really buaysong :)

Seriously, if u aint happy, keep to yourself or your partner.
If not, dont bother us, can you?
Take it as a ???? idk what.
But seriously, what you;re doing, will shaken our relationship.
And i dont want it! Freak you.

Aem ytd, 805am reached, but many were late!
boring, did nth in the morning in T1722 then a lecture in T6 then to taka,
homed and then to tuition.
Homed by andy's papa car, adrain tgt too :)
In T6 hor, i always tio bully one :) put those stuff on my hair, thanks to thantsoe and andy larh.
must be them! always make me one.
even junwen spect also can put on my hair, lihai hor?
Im trying to kieep this as short as possible cause im in no mood!

Aem today, went to T6 today, boring! then go see the flying plane or what.
then solar car but didnt saw it and went to pizza hut eat, left before ordering cause of tzk then back. It seriously sucks.
Rushed home then changed for yoga
Yoga can cause me gastric! cause i cant eat 4 5hrs before it
Took mrt with quite a num of ppl. aerospace and perfume de.
then i andy lifang jasmin thantsoe and junwen got down at je
only the latter 2 left at je, the rest to bb.
wth? i wanted to board the mrt. and stupid atcc grabbed me, hai wo cant go in.
cause he say, door close, which i did heard too. so grabbed me not to go in!
i wanted to rush to but, i scare.
i fear mrt, ltr fall into the track i will die larh.
lucky need to wait for 1 more min then can board.
he like a puppy sia, lucky i got him to pei me walk down the stairs, not tt malu.
then i hold the lanyard, dont he sounds like a puppy? well to me, yes.
cause of him grabbing me, hai wo din board the first mrt. i missed my 941. ended up walking home.
then walked to cc, wth? i walked alot?
palm quite pain cause of all the pinchings, slapping and hitting. =X
im pissed again cause my 3rdaunt not coming s'pore, oh pls, scram off frm my lfe :)
ohh then then then, many things happened :)
but still i love the moments at the mrt frm je to bb :) :) :) loves<333

If you chose to lie to me time and time again.
Lets just not have any relationship between us.
When you said that you're visiting me, oh f.
In the end, you said you cant take leave. F.
When you said you cant take leave to visit me,
you surprised me by visiting me, but oh pls, reason was to see someone else.
Dont make me say IHY.

If you chose not to tell me, then dont let me know anything.
This make me more miserable.
So, why let me know.
In additional, you instruct him not to tell me, this is worse off.
You made me felt so hurt? Cause he never once not telling me anything.

Since ytd, i wonder why you refuse to lend me that precious thing of yours.
You always did, and allow me to ransack thru it.
However, suddenly you kept using it, every moment, it has become an eyesore to me alrdy!
Seriously, why cant you just show it to me.
Whats so secretive? Not unless is about me, if not i be super angry :(

I'm so dissapointed with you but however, you should be gald that i sided with you,
and i had straighten up my mind, seriously sry for being piss with u.
Hope everything turns out fine. :)

I wanted to dedicate a post to lt, but just now cause of sth, i didnt have the mood to,
and i doubt i will have the courage.

shall anticipate in seeing him tmr, and whats going to happen after that :)

p/s: piss off doesnt apply to being piss with 1 person only :)

Kena sabo by MR EE B>K, Mr Ee, why sabo me sia, super long quiz leh.

I hate you! Nah, how can i hate you sia? =X wo hai ai si ni leh, =X

1) Besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?

Cheeks :)

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?

Tired, refresh.

3) Who was the last person you talked with ?
Msn? Zhikang?
At home? Parents?
Out of home? Andy? Adrain?

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled ?

Yes, and I like it! =X



5) Would you donate blood ?
Would love to try, but am afraid.



6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex ?
I have ony one bestie :) a zhabor :)

7) Do you want someone dead ?
Seriously, yes, from the bottom of my heart?

8) What does the last message says ?

Eh. Btw. If you can make it on sat, you wan ask andy along also can. at 10:10pm



9) What are you thinking right now ?
Why do i feel so terrible by someone close to me? Why my heart now so tight; pain?



10) Do you wish someone with you right now ?
No , wanted to alone for now, normally i want him, but not now?


11) What time you went to bed last night ?
12.00am?

13) Is someone in your mind ?
Not sure, maybe? but is not missing.

14) Who was the last person you texted ?
Xinyi :)

15) 10 people tagged to do quiz

1.Liting

2.Zhikang

3.Millie

4.Lifang

5.Xinyi

6.Yingchong

7.Yiqun

8.Raina

9.Andy

10.Adrain



16) Who is 2(zhikang) having relationship with ?
Sry, but i think i should comment on this. Kind of his privacy.

17) Is 3(millie) male or female ?
Female.


18) If 7 & 6(yiqun & yingchong) get together , would it be a good thing ?
Impossible -.-

19) What is 1(liting) study about ?
define study. subj combination?

20) When was the last time you chat with 5(xinyi)
at 650pm, on the bus, 98.

21) Is 4(lifang) single?
Yes.

22) Say something about 2(zhikang)?

Silly.

23) What do you think of 3 & 6(millie&yingchong) being together ?
Haha, impossible.

24) What do you think if 6 & 7(yq&yc) fight ?

impossible -.-

25) Do you like 3(millie) ?

Not lesbo lah .

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Coke
2. Last phone call: Andy
3. Last text message: Why you so random one? Suddenly talk about andy. (LOL)
4. Last song you listened to:(no idea) radio...
5. Last time you cried: Today, during physic tuition.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice:I doubt so, Game over=dead.

7. Been cheated on:If its cheated, how u know? No bar.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Doubt so.

9. Lost someone special: Think so, but its a bitch friend. Ohh! there is! Yiqun!

10. Been depressed: Uncountable

11. Been drunk and threw up: Never



LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Hot pink.
13. Purple.
14. Blue.



THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend:Yes. Dragonfly sis<3>

16. Laughed until you cried:Laughed till cry? Cry= Sad. Yes!
17. Met someone who changed you:I think so? Him?
18. Found out who your true friends were: Dont think so. Still on probation. Haha.

19. Found out someone was talking about you: Dont know.

20. How many kids do you want to have: 2 or 4,preferably 4 :)

21. Do you have any pets: arrowana and 4 birds?

22. Do you want to change your name: No! My parents gave me de leh!

23. What did you do for your last birthday: Go out eat? Or like any normal day? Celebrated in advance? ohh! on the plane to india!
24. What time did you wake up today: 6:10am
25. What were you doing at midnight last night:Com-ing and watched taichi documentary.
26. Name something you CANNOT wait for: See him tmr.

Above were done on 080609

27. Last time you saw your Mother: I see her every moment :)
28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Alots? Esp the character of my friends.
29. What are you listening to right now: (nothing)
30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No.
31. What's getting on your nerves right now: TZK? ATCC? HLT?
32. Most visited webpage: (Not sure?) FB?
33. Whats your real name: Wong Li Qing
34. Nicknames: WLQ?LQ
35. Relationship Status: Err? Single :)
36. Zodiac sign?: Scorpio.t
37. Male or female?: Female.
38. Elementary:PRINCESS ELIZABETH! primary school
39. Middle School?: HUA YI secondary school
40. High school/college?:Not that old larh me
41. Hair colour: Brown
42. Long or short: Long
43. What do you like about yourself?: devoted :) tiongxim<3
44. Piercings: No, guaikia yi ge :)
45. Tattoos: No.
46. Righty or lefty:Left-handed Righty.

FIRSTS :
47. First surgery:Never ever have .
48. First piercing: NIL
49. First best friend(s): KHOO LI XUAN!!!! <3(one>
50. First sport you joined: Swimming
51. First vacation: Erm, vacation as in? like that m'sia can?
52. First pair of trainers: what trainer?

RIGHT NOW
53. Eating: Durian cake baked by mum!
54. Drinking: Nth
55. I'm about to: My gastric is freaking pain!
56. Listening to: The actress talking on the Tv. LOL
57. Waiting on:Currently Nothing

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids?: Yeap.
59. Get Married?: Its like a must?
60. Career?: Chief accountant? Banker? Engineer.

WHICH IS BETTER :
61. Lips or eyes: eyes
62. Hugs or kisses:Both, if a must then a hug? or a kiss on the cheek/forehead.
63. Shorter or taller: Taller
64. Older or Younger: Depends.
65. Romantic or spontaneous: Depends.
66. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms?
67. Sensitive or loud: senstive?
68. Hook-up or relationship: Depends.
69. Trouble maker or hesitant: Depends. none.

HAVE YOU EVER :
70. Kissed a stranger: No.
71. Drank hard liquor: Doubt so.
72. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope.
73. Sex on first date: No.
74. Broken someone's heart: Yes.
75. Been arrested: No.
76. Turned someone down: Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. Yourself: Most of the time
78. Miracles: Most of the time.
79. Love at first sight: yeah?
80. Heaven: No
81. Santa Claus: No
82. Angels: No.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
83. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Err?good Q. I would say no larh.
84. Did you sing today?: Should be?
85. Ever cheated on somebody?: Erm? I would say no.
86. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Jan09, with him....
87. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Not the period in india, not term 4. hmm? together with lx tt day :)
88. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Most prolly.
89. Posting this as 90 truths?: Suppose?
90. Love yourself?: Depends..

LiQing says: I hate you bitch.

Seriously, for once i wanna to write that up there.
I had enough of you, and thats it, one mth later, i hope i can ignore you :)
Watch a documentary? about taichi, gosh so my shifu de father is famous larh.
He himself, also consider as one, thats why i joined.
Hope i wouldnt regret my decision.
Anyw, my knees are badly injured. internal.....
Tomorrow gotta wake up at 6am? bathe and prepare, then walked to mrt station,
accompany mum to basketball court lurh, if not i comfirm 730+++am leave house,
comfirm late =X =X =X
hehes, went to chinatown to eat :) then waited while dad to westmall to get mum's hp card.
cause her bag were stolen. and since we bought a hp for her ytd :) she loves it :)
and dad made a special request for them to activate her card today.
by right is tmr, by left, today lurh :)

seriously, her face make me get hbp.
seriously, his voice dont interest me.

what you told me just now was to agitate me right? oh well, you did it.
i didnt had appetite to eat for dinner. :( :( :(
even my favourite grass jelly i didnt ate the whole thing, one quarter :( sadded.

tmr aem! not interested, but can see him should be okay barh :)

hmm, should i play or not? since i said, holiday can play marh =X :D

LiQing says: CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU! KLX :D
YEAH! YOU GOT THE HIGH HIGH HIGHEST POST ALRDY! ILY<3

050609 friday
i was infront of the com for whole day! yet i didnt plurk nor did i blog.
nth much, rc-ing. suddenly find it fun. LOL. erm, went super late for tkd.
and yet boon did not tell me that he is not gg! BAH! wth? nvm, also quite shiok.
talk until i wanna fake hwachong, shant talk much about it =X
ohh i somehow dont know how, injured my knee sia, then pain all the way down to ankle there super pain.

today i woke up at 12pm mum reached hom at 1215pm?
so i bathed etc etc then ate subway and went for tuition :)
boring! i hate chong's tuition now, physic still okay cause of him :)
and and and, dad came to fetch me, make me wait so long :( hmpf!
then home-d, all of us cant stand the heat so went to shopping mall.
brought mum for passport photo shoot first then to iluma!
nth much lurh, shant emphasize too!
dad bought a w595i, and i wasnt happy about it.
but then the colour shiok-ed me, so im fine with it. its unique can.
gold? i dont know what u call it, but its unique!
i havent seen anyone using it!
bah, i shall prepare to sleep soon :)
taichi tmr :( :D

SHUJUAN IS BACK!
omg, ILOVEYOU AND IMISSYOU!
i was thinking about her and shes back!

yesterday,
i went back to sch for chem supp, then wasted 1h 30min and bought waffles,
130pm realised that 330pm then bio supp end. so i rushed to wm, subway to meet liting , etc.
then then to, i walked to swing, yes! without klx, i nearly cried.
cause, i felt so lonely, no one to talked to. i wanted to swing, yes with klx :(
then louis and qinjiang appeared while i walking to the swing.
qinjiang called me, i totally shocked. shocked. i thought he wouldnt even if he sees me.
oh yeah, im happy bout that :)
i stone-d there, at the bench looking at kiddies playing my swing, yet im happy.
cause i think alot of thinkings, all lead to sad sad de. :(
then my mum came, :) :) :)
accompany her to cc to train for taichi :)
then i rushed back to school for proj, 7pm leave sch.
gate nearly lock, thanks to the auntie forgetting her bag =X
then, to opp, mam shop der do, until 845pm reached home at 9pm.
fast right, dad came with sis to drive me home.
tired and hungry worh!

today got tuitoin, woke up and then prepared for tuition, after that left house.
to westmall, wanted to buy stuff, then dont have i want de.
the white shoe i wanted, is yellowish, i dont want to look like chaoahlian. :)
then to tiong walk walk, ljs-ed and to grandma house, watched tv all day long.
okay i dont feel like posting anymore, im still sad.
my heart is empty yet heavy.
i've been eating to make myself happier, but i still feel hungry, cause the heart is empty.

When one is sad, she wouldnt wanna do anything except for writing all her
feelings/thoughts down.

Labels: lixuan

im just feeling super vexed :(
so, many things could just be adding fuel to the fire :(
argh, what happened? what exactly happened?
hahas, idk, i forgotten already ;)
hmm? nothing happened at all :)
will that do? oh come on, do sth to please me can.
how i wish theres someone whom i can talk to,
but he will never understand what i will be ranting about.
R-A-N-T-I-N-G!
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do you even how what you're doing is hurting me?
yes, those minor things do affect me.
i dont even know if you're lying or not?
who are you? i dont even know.
when i needed someone to talk to,
i cant find.
i cant be find the same people,
they will get sick of me.
i want my khoolixuan badly,
but shes having fun right now.
sometimes, its good to be talking to suichyuen,
but shes gone, at aussie.
shujuan and eraine, always will suddenly rant at them one,
or rather nag nag nag, talking about those stupid stuffs.
however, i cant be doing this.
yes, lastly, i dont want to trouble dragonfly sis<3
im sorry, blame me if you want.
i dont wish to trouble anyone.
all i want is a listening ear,
whatever i talked about, you got to listen, and thats good.

if you think what you're doing, will make everyone happy.
then go away, i dont want you, i really dont want :(
by doing all this, only 2 will be happy
im really sad, really sad, super sad.
im that sad till, even when i laugh,
i'll will cry.
laughter into tears. ohh! f me.


where were you, when i needed you??
1 more day, just one more day, but maybe 2/4 more days to see my loves.
i forgotten that today is thurs, happy me.
friday is love.
L-O-V-E!

you never spare a thought for me, so should i do the same to you?
i cant predict what will happen, but i can do things to stop it from happening.
oh f, what am i talking about. i dont even know what i am doing now.

oh gosh, can someone give me 1 tight slap, and wake me up from a horry dreamland.
okay, forget it. forget it! forget it!! FORGET IT!!!
thats the prob, what the hell am i talking.
oh f, khoolixuan! i really need you badly! :( :( :( :( :(
if only someone can appear with a bos of pocky, i be super happy.
the only way to cheer me up is only mentos and pocky/kitkat/dark choco/eclipse.
if someone bring me a pocky i will be super happy.
if he gets me mentos or eclipse, i will be laughing :) :) :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACELYNbiaojie!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUICHYUEN!
HAPPY 3rd WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO WEIWENbiaojiefu & PEISHANbiaojie!

Maybe because u aint with me now,
Im getting to feel that you are more
than just that important.

Hahas, after saying so many times, im still saying.
Seriously i really think that he can become part of my life liao =X
3 more days, and friday is l-o-v-e!
hehes, my darling(s) will be back!
came back to me, baby. =X

I can still remember how happy i was to be positioned 44, and sad after that.
That moment i remember, those tears being controlled.
Not allowing myself to cried infront of dad and mum and sis!
I could remember clearing, like the back of my hand. :( :( :(

yeah so maths olympiad was boring and difficult, killing me.
slacked at student hub, watching boys over flowers.
then to qwerty's house, i tio cheated by her, i didnt expect her house to be oh so big larh!
and alot of beer, sucks man, i never like beer as an alcholic drink =X
then 3+ i left, then prepared at home for yoga.
actually this aint a detailed post at all! cause i dont know what to type liao!

hahas, didnt now yingchong de haopengyou, so good one, waited for me, for a bus trip to school long, cause when i msged him, his bus pasted my hse de bustop! rawr!
hehes, thanks boy ;D yeah walked to sch tgt and walked to the wrong storey, supposed to be 2nd. xiangsheng larh, never tell us, make us walked to 3rd across 5 classes? wth? then to 2nd storey.
argh nvm, but when i go in class,changed seat, hehes. bleah. whats worst was, i saw an idiotic person, dont know why his friend contact me too. lols.

hey, we aint anything, yeah so all the arguments that we had were nothing.
you are nothing to me, just a game, that is over already. i dont give a damn bout you.
who dont know who i care for the most, who is the one who can make me go gaga.
u knew it too, so what with the arguments? asshole. claiming its not, then so be it.
but to me it is, f.

bastard, stop all your nonsense, i will never ever like a bastard. yes, bastard.
b-a-s-t-a-r-d, i meant, stop telling some shit things to your useless friend larh.
embarrassing me, infront of those no future people? oh come on, to me its okay.
just that it will make me more disgusted and embarrassed to even know you name.
idiot, sometimes i gotta say, people with no brain do shameless things and have useless friends.

im gonna offend many ppl, but im just too angry with this bastard.

Heehees, in sch's student hub now, kinda boring, cause all the guys playing eith rc, dota or left for dead? something like that, and both tommy and szewei like mad dog larh, scared me to death can. hmm, what should i say leh. now when i think that someone at obs, i feel sad. seriously i think is not him but someone else, who causes my mood to be like that! hm, dont bother so much barh, just be devoted to one, and that shall be it ;D

Lol, with me are, xiangsheng, szewei, tommy, soongit, japheth, kenneth, neville and chinming.
sadded, yingchong not here :(

hahahs, later at nigth got yoga, and i still need to go to west coast park? hahha

maths olympiad was like hell! difficult and yet everyone was like speaking so damn loud can!
asking for answers and everything! except for the 4NAs and red cross, but still some did copy to the answer being said out, hahas. you know who you are, i caught you.

dragonfly sis<3 color="#ff0000">follow your heart to where it brings you :)

Went for tuition, late, but not as late as dragonfly sis leh.
Without andy, i thought will be weird, then aaron replaced.
Wahlao, i can laugh like siao. And i purposely laughed to make him puke all his water out.
Ahahahha, dad today drove bought the As home, aaron and adrain, andy obs sia.
:( and that stupid aaron give a super stupid example, using me and his bro on relationship on and off. hope no one gets what im talkign here =X somehow aaron like know sth sia. hmm??
oh tuition now got 4 As sia, wth?
tmr maths olympiad, and i havent study, lazy and tired.
yeah after all the quarrels, and sadness, cause i didnt get to see him. but oh well, next week shall see him :)
nth much barh, but still im disappointed with momoren, disappointed, utterly disappointed.
go do your reflections barh, idiot.

I pleased boonkeat today. ahahahahs, happy not, happy not?
but bad leh him, never wei wo silent or chop. hmpf!
but not bad eh, friday wei wo jin ji li qiu, not bad.
but but but train more on ur shencai and bball larh.
I want eight 8 pacs? idk how u spell it, not 6 or 4. ahhaha.
Im just too bored to be typing this.
and too tired to think about everything.
tuition later...bah!

*edited*
can we like stop quarreling? i had enough of it, and its so not fun at all.
idk if its call l-o-v-e anymore? maybe it isnt.
after making 1 big big big round, i still realised who i loved the most.
glad that i know, beats better than those who dont.
as for you i wish all the best to you, and may her be with you in time to come.
i wonder whats love is doing now, esp when im not going to see him
:( i think ours its just a game, which i supposed i can delete it away from my external harddisk.

Why is it that, you can feel so agitated? offended? by those aggressive remark that i made.
Whats wrong with you uh? At first, was me, then you.
Maybe, I was really jealous? disappointed? making a big big big reaction over it.
With this as an answer, are you happy with it? I'm not, cause i lied about not being jealous.
I supposed I am. Gosh, WONGLIQING, have you forgotten the word 'devoted'?

Went back to sch today, and silly was there =X didn't really talk much, but a fake quarrel?
Haha, then 1+ went to mamashop there, as yeesan and natasha wanna eat maggimee, not for me. Unhealthy, aren't they? Then many left -.-
So, waited for Ms Lee, and nothing much! Lefted for home =D
Wth? Bastard was there, but thanks to boonkeat, who calm me down by appearing.
This was why I dare to walk past the basketball court today.
But, oh hell, bastard's friend called me, huayi de, wth? and said he want my num.
LOL! he got alrdy larh! IF can, I will steal his handphone and delete my num away! =X
Saw boonkeat, with his friend playing against bastard uh? wth? bastard, pls scram off larh.
LOL, boonkeat's friends all so slack de, next time play solo larh you.
And wear your shirt, though you body shape, not bad uh.
Hahahahhahaahahhahahah, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, and still counting.
Wth? Later got tuition, idw to go! He also not going and I dont wanna hear those rantings!
I had enough of you, and thats that, dont you know? My darling....
:D I really didnt expect those words to make you so..