LOLOLOLOL, theres test tmr yet im not panicking, cant bother to give a damn about it.
so today i went for tuition, extra 1h, not bad quite good :D
Hmm? homed and i had serious gastric pain, intend to feed on medicine to replace dinner first,
but i cant find the medicine, didnt know where mummy put it,
called her, and she bought LJS takeaway for me, she rushed home cause i got serious pain :D
Happy but feel bad, spoilt her day shopping, when she just ate with her and wanted to shop -.-
Sorry.

Then pe, yeah larh i admit i keep beo-ing him larh. Too adorable to resist can :D
Played volleyball and badminton.
Daniel last day, didnt know till we ended pe, gonna miss him (b. dont jealous hor!)
Cause he was the teacher that make me hyper in pe :D
I'm starting to love pe, and tan say want teach me :D
She praise me leh! SO i dont hate her anymore, lye be next target :D
I prepared my 'speech'.
Laptop battery gonna flat and im not charging.
If not i keep playing =X
Ohh to stop gastric pain, eat banana then durian works =X
hehes, thats what i did. Watched ETHD!
8mins more hahas, fb said my maths teacher hate me alot, ohh i beg her to =X
donation card =$0 and im so proud of it! hmm?
out of a sudden i dont know what to say.
PE! volleyball first few round still okay, ending not fun.
Told daniel i want play badminton and he took racket for me :D
Great teacher! I didnt know he knew chinese, make myself so malu infront of him and tan.
I realised my vb got improve alot compared to last time =X
which was like 5 weeks or 4 weeks ago.
Okay 6mins left, and laptop gonna die better post before it dies.
Cause blogger save=not saving, the post will go missing one!
OFf to Aunty Lucy : So embarrassing~

I didnt mentioned that i went to hosp on sat? Did i?
Maybe i did, was super happy cause i wore my first mask,
but the freaking counter didnt want to let me in,
and made me waited for a long time.
Freaking nurse didnt pick up the phone.

How sad it was for me to know that she didnt know my name.
Happy to know that many great memories will be spent together.
I nearly wana whine!
hahas, no larh, just wanna cry profusely, but i didnt!
cause i didnt want mummy to see, i think they caught me?
i not sure, but i was freaking sad, she didnt know my name.
She remember, the naughty little ah boyish girl.
But not me, the girl who dreams to be princess, who loves barbie doll.
I was never rude to her till i hit 15 on 2009.
I wasnt that rude, my rude as in speak a little louder only!
I was like the most well-mannered in front of her.
And yet i wasnt remembered, dont tell me, i need to be gone for her to know how precious i am?
Its freaking sad for me at the ward.
It could be because..because.. I NEVER DARE TO LET PPL KNOW THAT : GOSH YOU'RE NOT REMEMBERED?
hahas, but in the end she remember, just take she said that she need some time to think.
Cause elderly need pause to think, then we at there ganchiong.

***

I love ETHD. MJ! MJ! MJ!
HE got a FOURTH son? Woah, shuai :D

In short, today i wanted b. to accompany me home today, but i didnt in the end :(
Since i had to stay back till 4pm, so yeah.

***

Maybe right from the start i shouldnt have any friends,
i really shouldnt have.
Thinking how lucky i am to have bestie<333! dragonfly sis<3! pandamilliepede, b. and the list goes on,
holds me back.
You should know how much i wanna leave here, but all these are holding me back D:
Yeahs, family and 3e4.
I realised that this year im like last year who dislike my class but then i realised how great it was.
2e3 have all the coolest people, i say.
3e4 have alot of funny people? i say.
At least i know that there are liting, gavin, adrain, huihao, etc etc etc.
okay, you must be thinking why didnt i wrote his name down?
I need not to, you will know one right!
Holding me back is one of the most miserable thing.
Every morning i reached school, how much i wish to be a runaway kid.
Blogging has always been the best way for me to express my feeling but maybe my vocab aint there.
HAHAS, why not i ask myself, why do i have such wonderful friends?
Never have i been able to express so freely, openly and daringly about how i feel, only when im blogging.
Talking on phone doesnt help that often :(

ohh what the hell! cause i was afraid dad to see my post so i save and close the window.
but the post is gone!!! what the hell!

[So, you are the "nerd" at school but its not the case, really you are just very good in your education and have a passion for reading and learning. you are very beautiful behind all those books and A's on your report card...but no one ever see's the beauty] LOL from facebook's quiz, what kind of girl are you?

hahas, well if only i have all the A1s.
ahahahs.
so today i stayed back for meeting, advocate duh.
boring, should have pon, visit http://ndpeeps.com for my reflection. LOL
amran say must promote. LOLOLOL
just now i was super hyper.
maybe cause of *erhems* :D:D:D
who ask him irresitable.
okayokay, so last fri i didnt know got duty and slack with liting,
so i decided to initiate and do duty tmr, on the way can stalk him.
ahahahahs. stalk? not that boliao larh, just admire only lo.
also not sure if his timetable will change :D
just too sweet.

adrain yesterday on my dad's car, hungry?
hahahs, no durian for you.
mum said should have asked andy and adrain to our house for durian.
but i thought it was getting late and they need to be home for revision marh.
next time! next time!
andy no durian. =P
adrain too =X

***

Im afraid to say our bond? relationship? friendship? might be gone all thanks to him.
I tried hard for no guys to sabotage our relationships,
but im afraid that wrong move of yours will cause us to regret for life.
what am i supposed to do, ask you to ask him to get lost of your life and then my life.
this is making me having a bad bad bad impression on you, love. :(

hey! blogger is okay already!
but! i dont see any font, colours and everything!
at least the box is much bigger.
i napped for 1 hr+ and need to rush for tuition.
actually i played com then the com timing and hp timing is diff.
so i reached quite late! bah!
but ahahah, andy tan chun chiang is later than benxiaojie :)
hehehehhes, if not i can afforad to wait for him, ahahs.
okay that amos is getting on my nerves! his physic is worst than me.
than to aaron tan chun _____ idk what larh.
intro his that darn friend. -.-
okay nvm, i shall be tolerant, cause there be such day for me too.

so after tuition, daddy came to fetch us :)
and i act smart asked about the another route that andy's papa and adrain's father drove.
and i found out it was so much longer and time consuming compared to my dad's route.
to think andy still say lesser traffic light and shorter, which is totally untrue.
ohh, the distance was enough for daddy and andy to chat about s'pore all the way to malaysia.
from jb to kluang to klang!
im so shocked to know that andy does know what kluang is, he pronounce it was jiluang i think.
but i believe the house he stay cant be bigger than my?
percentage lower but doesnt mean no larh.
i stayed at the 2 storey high bungalow, opp my was a freaking nice 3 storey high bungalow.
but oh well, im not going back to there anymore.
so, when andy mentioned, i wanted to like ask to go with them, which is so impossible!
but i missed there alot :(
oh grandpa~
okay, so from petrol in m'sia all the way to live seafood in sanlou! yummy!
from s'pore to m'sia then to s'pore, talking about his leisure all the way to roti prata.
how cool can it be.
i found it wow, when daddy and andy are talking like this again, that time also like this.
hahs, glad that the long distance ride which shouldnt be wasnt that wasted after all.
hahas, oh i bet if i said my mouth smelt of durians, andy must be jealous.
since he is able to only see durian from yahoo! hahahs, okay its not true larh i believe.
but im just suan-ing him. ahahs.
dad bought D24 :) ehh, 3 for 20bucks, considered ex if im not wrong.
sometime dad bought 4 for 20buck, 5 for 20buck.
depends :)
i wonder why he will say that route is shorter?
but i doubt dad be taking that route again.
its like 10 mins longer! NEH!
hahas, in car see andy talk until like that, which is like that.
dont know why i will like want smile, okay we like xiaohaizi.
he is the kiddy chatting with my daddy, while im the kiddy who laughs at the kiddy.
ahahs.
its great to know that i can have someone to exchange on our knowledge about m'sia.
no more thinking that its xiasuay and cheapo to go m'sia!
oh well, the money i spent there alot it can be more than in s'pore.
even after the currency rate.
i still feel that stuffs over there is cheaper :)

p/s : atcc you shld try eating the ahbiao wanton mee :) nice~~

So its my 500th post after half a decade?
Nevermind, i realised that i dont really like smsing, unless its people that i would loves to msg them :)
Geog test was a freak out for me, and i suppose no A this time, thou many said that i wrote very long.

During the weekend i told daddy this, liverpool vs malaysia? 3-2?
hhahs! ridiculous?! malaysia leh, if like that liverpool vs s'pore? (draw ah? since we are a DC compared to malaysia MDC mah!)
so i was saying that liverpool vs s'pore 5-0 ? pathetic! (cause i was giving face to m'sia, saying that they better than us~ get the irony?)
how i know so zun, really let me predicted, 5-0! pathetic s'pore!

ohh, and my massa is in life-threatening state? gosh, speedy recovery leh, i still hope to see maas vs hamilton, thou i left the F1 news for months! since its like always update and i got like no time to chase after the news.

tuition later! love it cause im loving it :)

LOL? i thought it was said that blogger was okay, argh, nevermind anyway :)
cause im not in a blogging mood anyway :)
forget it, since i dont know what should i be typing

p/s : it was a great day meeting shawn :)

for a moment i thought blogger was fine and i wanted to scream out long and before i knew, it was screwed up again! bloody! i prefer red colour for my font!!!
and suddenly i miss darius and co. seriously.
the one i met most often and recent is junren last met was mon.
hughes i always caught him at shopping mall or going bball but he never sees me, caused im s-h-o-r-t :)
then darius once in thise year, his hair is freaking long when i saw it or rather knew.
and the list goes on.
i cant wait to meet them, maybe i dont even mind being the only girl.
if not i wait till neck long become gif(okay i dont know how to spell)
a moment ago kim asked me to go ion orchard on sun, the Q is should i go?
maybe i going hospital also. then i not going.
since hospital 1st priority :)
and i asked him to buy me a miumiu wallet =X
gonna persuade him?
hahas, if not my 15th birthday lurh.
i saw stephanie just now, getting more and more chio unlike the old boyish her.
gosh im talking to kim about his shuaishuai de friend =X
hope he doesnt go aroudn hoping mad =X
but is really shuai marh!
and mr lim the shuai one kepp looking at my paper during maths test lucky my handwriting not that ugly if not i v paiseh.
and i wanted to say : can you stop staring and looking at my paper! its like im so shy -.-
lol, make me so uncomfortable.
oh i know that shuaige, kim's friend name already! POP! P-O-P!
its like he played some water recreational sport in sp? np? or tp?
hahs, but so long never see kim maybe he more shuai =X
lets hope one day kim surprise me at my school gate and we go mug =X
act guai kia

when will blogger fix the problem?!
if not i want change to livejournal, but my this blogalot of post i cant bear to change -.-
anyway, i just reached home at like 445? then i bathed and com-ed.
but going out very soon to meet xinyi :)
accompany her for dinner, but i doubt im eating cause i dont really feel like eating outside food.
so i got my um to prepare rice for me now.
okayokay, so i saw b. just now.
he sort of waiting for me, but i want everything to end now, cause i hope no one foundout about me and him :)
you know i still like my weak boy :D
okay. im like so bored now, i realised laptop got nothing to play.
and i havnt got my L4D software from kim -.-
he was supposed to burn for me.
and when i went his home thinking that i need not call him to ask him burn, just reach his house then ask him burn -.-
he wasnt at home! it was a sunday leh!
he said weekend never work, then suaysuay tht day got -.-
hai wo cant play L4D!
the charsiao smells nice(currently)~
i wonder whats dragonfly sis<3 doing now =X
sian liao, think i go prepare to go out soon.

ohh today after school, i, liting, huihao and geknian go bbt shop :)
then huihao went home the 3 of us went to front gate and me and dragonfly sis went to table tennis there.
in the end camwhore :)
didnt camwhore with her before, and in school somemore.
will try to get pics from kaifeng :)
and and and. she pei me wait for bus after that. and here i am :)

Looking back, I realised I missed alot of things.
Seeing those kind of friends that I once was close with, and now became oh-so-unhuman, really breaks my heart.
Sometimes, unintentionally I would wonder why there are even human beings in the first place.
What is the purpose of having us when there are not only happiness but sadness too.
What is the thing that can make us stand upright and say : there is a purpose for living!
Why is there something call love?

yesterday night played with sis, and she accidentally punched or poked my eye, or rather eyeball straight.
i was like want to cry but cant cry, pain until want cry.
so i was like cry and laugh, until my sis was like : jiejie zai ku or siao (sis crying or laughing)
Siaoo!

okay, school-ed today, i thought i be late sia, but never.
if i knew i could be later i would have ate.
ohh! while waiting for boonkeat etc.
i got nothing better to do at the void deck or rather outside the life there!
and so what was i doing?! camwhore -.- hahahas. really wasted many of my time =X thus i did not felt that bored too :)
physic spa (i spelled bra just now =X) took my recess time off!
wth? so i bought choco chip cookie and ate it during cme :)
shoon was funny, esp when i asked if he was married. =X
and and and, i attend pe o tiem today! actually can say the first, and i was sporty and active during pe.
thats one of my true self.
like you know, with what kind of friend give you what kind of attitude.
its like, you know if you hang out with those angmohpai people, they are more or less very active, then you be hyper.
yeah, thats the real attitude i have been finding for so long as you know huayi got none! NONE!
guys maybe =X not girls -.-
so 08 and 09 were boring.
cause i joined the wrong clinque during pe last year.
this year, my class all the girls i not close, liting ? exception ?
but its so different, cause i am not the closest to her and i suppose she wouldnt tahan this kind of attitude? or rather not use? or maybe cause of the character she has?
well, like i said before, everyone has different character, and thats not for us to deem.
someone in my class i thought got influenza-related but still went to school today, scarlly he pass the virus to his classmate/s =X

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERAINE KOH! :)
LOVES YOU LOTS :)
MAY YOU HAVE THE HAPPIEST HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR :)

so after using com, i went to nap at 5 and woke up at 6 for tuition. as expected i was the latest, and adrain the earliest! tuition without andy is so boing and esp when aaron isnt aroudn too! wth? i freaking miss the former one sia! okay larh, latter one also larh. hahas/ no joke. then i and adrain only got one topic, his girl. and i keep thinking about my boy :) :) :)
i seriously hope the love wouldnt be back :)

that day i was thinking, maybe if we dont expect that high we would feel so much happier! thats so true man, and and and i had given up hope that day, when i realise i couldnt bear to live the weak him behind. maybe the cause of we two, is becase of many other factors. and and and most importantly during that period some other people just abruptly poke their nose into my life.

and so the question is should i and him continue to be like what we used to. so i continue loving him. should i care for him even more. i realise that im so attracted to the weak and sickly him. i dont mind doing everything to be close to him, caring for him and wanting him to be at his utmost best in whatever he does.

okay, so officially blogger got problem, and i happen to find the place to type while using firefox! bah! okay okkay, i just got the mood to post cause andy tan is sick :( -.- recently my life is about school and hospital. yeah. this two. but still i cant get in the ward. last mon i took andy's papa car home, and that adrain ps kia. sat after tuition i went to gombak, right after i finished my drink, mum called saying they reaching soon. then we went to abc to eat, fun time and to hospital. i and dad slack until i want sleep then 3rd aunt, 4th aunt and uncle came down and chitchat. they had seen the studious me already! hiphiphurray! surprised my aunt leh. then mum came down, chitachat and talk about the design of the toliet and kitchen, it sure turns out good if its dad design :) then then then homed and dad brought sis out for dinner as she just came back from ndp preview. she got the blur slingbag! bah! not pink! and then sunday, i and sis after taichi then westmall then hall then napped and to aunt house. cause my grandma asked why dad never visit her! cause we got no entry proof to go in marh! so dad and mum went visiting her. its like wth, no entry proof can go in too! above 12, meaning i dont need to slack at kopitiam anymore! and theres no starbuck there!! whatthehell? ohh! and hor, sat my 4th aunt wanted to try letting me in cause i wanted badly. but 820 le visiting hour going to end in 10mins time, so didnt in the end!

nothing much this week barh. did i mention a new printer? oh nevermind. anyway, today got eng compre test, then thurs maths retest fri eng sumarry mt and maths, wht? nvm. andy went to sch for test and end up suaysuay right before test kena chase home! haahs, but got that chiobu to serve him, he shuang liao lo :(
okay, so he got what so ever influenza you call, meaning putting our lives at risk, esp whn i got touch his forehead thinking he lied to me. wth? shouldnt have any close contact with him or what, should distanced, hahas. what mrs leong said, social distancing, now i realise the importance of it. and if he vomits, woah, suspension, i dont mind, but it means him having h1n1? or ill, then i rather no suspension, prefer him healthy. hahas. what a good classmate i am. :)so i suppose i going to do my work as a 'maid' collecting homework again :) and later tuition 2As aint going. andy and aaron. thanks to tanchunchiang. later going to have a threesome tuition with chong, which would be so not fun! hmpf!

Something did happen yesterday, if only i could retract what i had said and did.
This time round, I really hurt him alot, really alot.
I think i could feel how hurtful he felt yesterday.
However, i thought i could let him feel how much i feel but now the line is there.
Its going to be there forever i guess, if only i can erase that part of memory of his and mine.
Today in school, i couldnt help but to think about it.
No matter how can i tried to erase it off, i knew i couldnt do it.
Sorry was the word that i should say, but i doubt i be able to do it.
Many knows how difficult for me to say 'thank you' and 'sorry'.
To me, its so 'no face' to say all this.
Except for people helping you then you said thank you, or you bump into someone you say sorry larh!

***

Yesterday, we met, we didnt cross each other path, how sad can it be.
I gave you a second chance without thinking, if you dont cherish me, neither will you cherish that chance.
Its up to you to think, i have already face up to reality, if its you who cant, then lets officially end it now :)
It can never be my lost to lose you, cause i never once love you deeply from the bottom of my heart. (How hurtful can this be?)

I cant stand it anymone! OKay, i still have chinese blog to do, today i chiong the june holiday assignment already.
I cant stand it is because i mistooken the wrong person!
I thought he was the one, yeah the one.
Then i realise i got all the facts wrong, however its all over.
And i dont wanna salvage it.
But why is it that hope always appear, and we still appear to b living in our past. Heck.
Anyway, Im happy, cause sat can go my grandma house!
family meeting -.- , 1st time? 2nd time?! for my whole life.
last tme was to settle the aftermath then now is the future :)
Hehes,, but quite saddening for me eh.
My mum i think, she caught me crying infront of my laptop -.-
LOL, and the worst thing is that i cant let my parents and sis know how sad i am!
What the hell? Its already upset enought to be ban from meeting _ .
What is wrong with H1N1 larh, im so going to sneak up to see _ .
I got my reason for putting _, sicne i didnt wanted anyone to know from the start.
And now got 4 people who knows liao.
Nb, 1 guessed it, 1 is willingly tell and 2 idk why i feeling like telling them or blurt out.
okayokay, i go chiong my blog first :)

I have never want others to know how i feel,
i have never know how to express myself in a correct manner
and yet able to let others know that behind the stubborn me how weak i am.
Never have i know how important it is to show your true feeling.
But i know how much the truth hurts...

I just sort of knew the outcome? or result you call it?
Seriously i dont even know how to start, i never regret for saying i love you
but i regret for treating for not treating you good enough, though i know in your eyes im still that innocent xiaogongzu.
im regretting to show a little bit of my temper at times, thou i did it less than 10 times,
but i didnt manage to not do it at all. im super sorry :(
(actually idk why i freaking love this purple now)
for once i didnt tell more than 2 person about this.
however only one knew more about it.
the other i just accidentally blurt out :(
i actually only want one to know de sia.
nvm.

today super coincidence that millie was in the vincity that i was in and eric and his co. came down to koufu when i was having my brunch :)
argh! but why dont have the look alike woobin!
cute si le. eric sat down that time i manage to saw joeychua.
wei mian a little too coincidental liao ah?
hahas heck.
dad said that he would bring me to singapore general hospital! triple yayness!
nothing much to blog barh. since im not in the mood too.
i didnt do chinese blog and geog.
same for the june holi one.
comfirm cmi for this two subj le!

The pact? I long forgotten about it already :)
Tonight, I kept wanting to cry.
I really am scared. I gave alot of consideration before typing over here.
Oh well, i think i should face it and just type what i feel like.
545+ i was informed that grandmother is in hospital. May you be healthy :)
I was really scared kay, cause i was arguing with sis, when mum spoke in a louder tone saying that grandmama is in hospital! I got freaked out, think sis too!
I immediately messaged bestie :D. Sorry, i realised that i dont like typing their name down due to privacy. So their name initial, first letter will be it, maybe be first or last name or even nick.
Then that shawn! made me laughed like siao, and scared me too. Who knows later i kena wack siol. And shawn, stop those retarded msges kay, later bestie really angry with me thou idk what she saw or what, but if its me, and my bf joked abt being tgt with my friend, idk how i will react :)
Hmm, i skipped taekwondo and did english moodle, thought deadline over but i managed to upload :)
Then when i was doing homework, sangu called then ergu, say hat want my mum name.
I got really freaked out!
Then I realised its because the hosp need the name of people who can visit grandmama, meaning no name written? dont bother to get in. H1N1! I freaking hate you larh!
We didnt visit her, since dad said its a small case, and our presence meant nothing since we cant do anything. She did brain scaning too.
But i didnt prompt into it, since i know dad didnt want me to worry :)
I shant go too deeply le. These few days nothing much :) Just online and moodle.
Yesterday i was online for 12 h :)
Watching tv all alone, wonder whr my sis is, think with dad in the room barh :)

I watched the encore for MJ's memorial service yesterday night!
Thanks mummy for accompanying me, although she slept while wait for me despite having to wake up early today for taichi and class after that. Thanks mummy! :)
She knew how desperate i was to want to watch it, i got to sad i was super bored but bobian who ask it belongs to MJ!
Many kept saying that after he die then we cherish him.
Say we dont bother about him when he was alive.
I totally disagree!!!!!!!!
You see ahh, his latest album was in 2001? or 203 or somewhere there
Then his molestation case was on 2005, hey come on that time i was crazy over avril. LOL
and he was that famous at that tme, low profile~
so, needless to say, of course wouldnt go woohaa over him!
If he didnt die and his 'This Is It' tour is on, after the tour most prolly i would go crazy over him too what! Not only me but his hardcore fans too!
Just that we keep low profile~
Not me but them lurh!
Now he die, we also cherish him, its like that one what!
You only learn to cherish when one is dead, you get it.
So stop procrastinating people, its disgusting to say that many are crazy over him only when he is dead. Its so fake~ :)
Gotta finish up all my harry potter, since i realised that My Queen just ended = new TW drama!!!
My Queen? Not nice one barh? Anyone watched it?
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Between for that cai shen ye who wrote on my blog, it serves no purpose in writing those meaningless thing ;)
However you know what it meant? It shows how low class you are :)
You make me despise you even more :) Low class!
And come on all i need to do is to delete it, blocking you doesnt help :)
Which idiot doesnt know how to change name? oh come on~
Somehow i manage to identify who you're but i hope it isnt you :)
Maybe that ip address doesnt help at all :)
Somehow i rather wonder what i did to make you wrote all that.
In my life, i never offend anyone.
But i made people jealous or angry for how my life goes :)
Offend, theres alot of definition and i dont people like you will understand :)
In short, you are just a low class person who is unhappy for how my life works :)
Despicable

KILL ME PLEASE!
DUMB ME WENT TO BED AT 1AM CAUSE THE MEMORIL SERVICE WASA AT 130AM!
THEN I TOLD MUM TO CHECK TODAY'S NEWSPAPRE TO SEE WHEN IS THE ENCORE!
SHE CHECKED THE TIMING IN THE MORNING DONT HAVE!
BUT ITS AT 530PM LARH!
SHE DIDNT SAW!
BLOODY ME, SO LAZY FOR WHAT NEVER CHECK!
THEN SIS GO TUITION 640PM BACK, ON THE TV GOT THE MEMORIAL SERVICE.
JEEZ! THE TIMINGS SUPPOSED FOR ET AND GUESS THE PRICE LO!
I ONLY KNOW 730PM GOT ET MARH!
BTW, GOT ET ALSO NO USE, I ALWAYS NEVER WATCH, ONLY WHEN SIS ON TEN GOT!
FORGOT MARH.
I WENT TO USE THE COM WHOLE DAY, WATCH VIDEO, RC AND SORORITY LIFE.
f me... -.-
But quite boring lurh, all the talking, then later i cry again. very saddening leh.
dont you guys think so ? :)
imagine a guy with 3 children. but i really wonder how much time he spent with them lurh.
their famiy like got curse one, all brothers got divorce before except 1, marriage not that good except marlon's one. :(

Its like 8am in Los Angeles now.
Hahas, why i care so much?
OF course its related to MJ larh!

Jackson's family would hold a private burial at the city's Forest Lawn cemetery
at 8 a.m. on Tuesday -- a couple of hours before the Staples Center sports arena

Haahas, yeah thats what i meant :)
The person is dead, no point thinking back.
Im not a big fan who goes woohaa over MJ.
But somehow i just feel really sad that such a great talent is dead :)
A guy whom no one can replace in future.
A guy even what he is dead might even break som eof the world records :)
How fantastic can he be.
A guy at the age of 50 having child as old as 12.
I wonder when he was alive, did he even spent time with his precious princes and princess?
Dont you find it cool to have hundred thousands? no! i think its million of people standing outside of Staples Centre even though its like way before the start of the memorial service.
Wait, but im not sure if there are screens for them to see, i think there are outside nokia theater ;)
However! I wonder s'pore got broadcast live or not.
Think got leh! At 1am, which me and my sis wanna watch.
But now we going to doze off liao.
Esp when sis just ate her medicine, I doubt she could stay awake.
Parents not waiting for me before going to sleep!
Meaning, I need to overcome darkness and off the light myself etc.
No way! I rather sleep early, and search for the video later on :)
Ehh weird, i realised its 10am at Los Angeles' timing.
So why say 1am singapore time start sia.
What show lai de?

thanks for being part of my life (L)
dont run after me, run away from me :)

Maybe after all that is done, the situation isnt that pathetic afterall :)
I tried to pick myself up for now.
Well, I can only say 50 50.
Maybe some time more shall do it.
Most importantly, i erased alot of things.
Including those in my handphone, where i will copy every details of it.
However, not anymore.
I'm not going to be that silly to do all these sweet silly things again :)
Sad to future, but never mind.
Should I go stalk lixuan later? Hahas, either i leave house early or reach home later.
Lazy to help sister collect her homework at kumon!
Unfair! She fever can see doctor get 3 day mc. which is like 6 days in a go no school.
If i count from sat, totally unfair.
But she and me are the same :)
Despite being sick, we will still want to go school :)

p/s Jeez! What is wrong with blogger unable to upload photo.
No photo then! Gonna prepare and rush for yoga, think i collecting homework before yoga :)

Briefly ,



22june, maria of the day.

went to school and then met up with yiqun to buy her baking stuffs.

bought kfc and homed to cange then at 169 meet yiqun again.

go her house. eat. help. bake. then i left at 430pm +. then bof :)

night went to tuition. homed with adrain thru public transport :)



23june. tues.

went to schoo. homed? and watched bof :) then night yoga :)



24june. wed.

nothing much i think? oh meet millie! loves! then at bus interchange there find richard to cut my hair :) arcade. then homed at 9?

CONGRATS LIXUAN!



25june. thurs.

no tuition. cause dad took leave.

4+ to westmall in the end.

cause its super warm.

then ate 2 bowl of chendol. shared with mummy.

i cant possibly eat those green green things.

then saw adrain and kaikiat.

then passed by jeanyip, eric! then arcade.

i got my piglet and free sweets. :D

then fourth floor after that. and eric signal me to go up.

he before hand laughed at my hair. then forced? asked me go in.

cut for me :)

wth? it was like untidy before he cut. but so much better after that.

LOL, before that day, millie saw the guys not shuai.

i went in, got hidden hunks!!!!!!!

got one like woobin from bo, dont say hes ugly.

cause woobin not that ugly too. :) :) :)

then got one of his friend/collegue lived next blk of mine. cool!

shui dai le. then we like so 'flirt' lol.

cause eric cut my hair but i never talk to his that friend.

he talked to eric and mum and sis?

but not me! cause i dont seldom talk to such ppl until i get warmed up.

then when he go help other colour hair or what.

we kept smiling smiling smiling at each other.

then contact etc etc. super duper funny lurh. cute~ kawaii~

hmm/ then dad came fetch us then go newton circus? circle? there eat :)



26june. fri

hmm? at home i think :) to watch bof.

got mum to cut my hair again! third time. right side there.

so it looks nicer when tied :)

then tkd at night. homed early. only sis and raina there.

so after class jiu home to prepare to watch absolute boyfriend at 1130pm.

online at that time too :)



27june. sat.

tuition. ate at boonlay there. homed. com-ed.

at 7+ 8+ to yeochukang watched mummy performed.

the journey there was 4, 5 music long!

what the hell, if i knew i wouldnt helped sis to ask dad to drive us there.

who ask her my sis and our mum performing!



28june. sun.

taichi in the morning, then to westmall for brunch. ehh jap food againg.

salmon and pork de set.

last day of holiday! sucks big time!

5 6+

(freak up man, the post was gone suddenly , lucky me got it retrieved! but now the spacing -.- heck)
5 6 + wen to malaysia, wanted to get the bag that i was really fond of.
but found out that the inside not that good. and the shop caused me to got so pekcek cause i had a hard time find the shop.
then decided to settle for any bag, nice one :)
converse! lol. then i wanted the paple clip one. more retro that one or white with purple clip.
but dad dont like.
lucky sis went further in the shop, and got other design.
the design that caught my dad eyes is the one im using.
lucky me, to have great taste for both my mum and dad.
cause in the end the things they chose, surely got alot people like one :)
received a number of compliment for this lovable bag of my, hahas!

finish up two more days of june and thats it!

29june. mon.
first day of sch. last night couldnt sleep well. too excited for school eh!
hmm? thought wil be scolded for not doing homework. but well none!
nehnehnipupu!
nothing much barh. homed after that and err?
bof. i spend 4h on 1.5ep only!
then bathed eat and tuition! sian

30june. tues.
same thing?
schoo. homed. yoga.
but today boonkeat got go school!
no more LOA, lucky him =X

im sick of blogging already. go surf net liao.
nights people.
im listening to MJ's song.
and beat it will be the next track.
crazy me!

I'll be there...

Wasnt that your pact, its all gone after a year.
Its only one year mind you.
I know how hurtful it is for you, and i dont mean it.
I cant deny the change that you made, disgust me alot.
However, its my turn to say i'll there for you, when you call my name~
The changes that i saw, I cant deny how sad I was...
Because I let you go before knowing that unknowingly the feel is within me.
Yes, regret is the word i can use now :(
Yesterday was wonderful :)
The joke, lame joke, hilarous joke, funny joke, cool joke.
The care ;)
However, after the talk you and they had, I was utterly disappointed,
you proved to me that im redundant :) and im not that impt afterall.
So, I'll not be there :)
However, indeed i still need you to do certain things for me :)
I've made my mind up on certain.
Most importantly is to concentrate on studies and not silly stuffs :)

Blink Blink Blink !
Its July now! Gosh, time passes so fast! 10 more weeks to eoy!
Hmm? I think i shall stop thinking about those stupid silly thing and concentrate on my studies :)
But i wonder why is it that MJ death have such a great impact on me.
Oh well, it concern me? Ahas.
Hmm? Err? Erm? Did i mentioned that i finished my bof! Hahas, leave me with no purpose in living! Ahas, toally boredom, doesnt anticipate for school to end to rush home for the silly show!
What show next? I know of one taiwan drama but havent even out yet, if korea then shining inheritance will be next.
However, korean one i will watch until i can die by pausing and checking for the meaning of the word! Duh! Ahas.
Taiwan can understand easier but cannot learn new language and taiwan not that good as jap or kor :)
Maybe some barh, like the Fated to love you and Hot shot, mostly got the FRH one not that nice lurh. Romantic Princess nice, but rewatch not nice -.-
Been using com quite come time since i came home, ard 3+ and went surfing about MJ!
So im going to cont eating my dinner. Cya!
Hyper me today!

p/s : If you continue to be like that, then i shall end our friendship :]