Could you ever believe that i could treat you so coldly, i guess my oh-so-miracle friend did helped me to get rid of you. Hahas, isnt that what you want? I never knew if those sentences were for me, and i did assume it was but i knew it couldnt. Whatever it is, even if they were for me, i guess its time to end it all. Since I have alrdy expressed everything. On the other hand, im rather happy by ytd text! You saw it? Its a message! A person who could voluntarily messaged me about his doing, is so much better than one who needs to be questioned! Anyway, Happy New Year Eve everyone!

LOL, i only had a bread this morning, and i woke up at 1145am, kinda late! & im still not done with my homeworks! LOLS! I wanna eat blueberry cheesecake from Secret Recipe! My love man! I remember everytime a day before im leaving, i will have it but ytd the trip to Jusco, i didnt get it, purely due to me thinking its okay to not buy it since the crave has not arrived! :(

Hahhahas, at last im done with acelearning, but i have yet to help someone to finish up! oh gosh, however i guess i need to be sleeping soon, since i was supposed to be in my dreamland an hour ago instead of now!! Hehehes! Guess I have got no choice but to dissappoint one and to make 2 happy by allowing them to sleep! (ehh, actually not my fault also, the system just doesnt allow me to log in after many tries! Hehes.) Hahas, no larh, we still want to chit chat till we really takboleh tahan leh! Hehes, nights.

p/s : Now im wondering what i will be having for tmr's breakfast & pondering if i should follow James to his future sch. =X Who ask Christy dont want pei me lurh!

Hahas, Imma not back in SG! Hehes, dad told me that he will fetch me tomorrow and had a New Year's Eve dinner with Uncle and his family :)

So practically, i slacked by using laptop and went to Jusco, we met 2 ladies living in the condo imma staying in now, and we got a ride home from the first lady we met. Hahas, there was a polic spot check which caused the 4 kiddos behind to be rush-y to put on the seat belt, and i guess i made a girl cried cause i wanted to snap a cutie photo of her. It wa like 'what the hell'.

Anyway i missed the first half of dimishing horizon, bloody! And i would wanna go for a holiday with my partner to Maldive! :) Its awesome! & Im not sure if I should stayover at Darius' house tomorrow :)

It had been rather great for the past few days anyway except that i didnt get to sleep in the cosy queen size bed last night, thanks to James. He was mad at me for not sleeping in his room -.- Okay lurh, i wanted to sleep badly with him larh, but it isn't nice since his mum told me to sleep at the queen size bed room marh! I wonder how i managed to sleep at that room the last visit. Hehes. When i was chatting with Christy, i heard a sound and once i turned back, their mum caught James not sleeping and we talking, just nice i was smart enough to get back to my room. It was bloody stupid can, cause Christy assured me that their mum wouldnt spot check and i was almost agreeable to sleeping in that room. Anyway i slept in that room with my eyes itching like nobody's business. LOL, the night bed i slept alone and Uncle came inside can! Embarrassing, and he saw me so turned back and asked Aunt why i never sleep with them. So it means, he is agreeable to me sleeping with them lo! No larh, but they know i very mafan one, darn xiaojie, this cannot that cannot, okay lo, but this time is i willing marh :)

Anyway, this show was like talking about Yoga. Hahas, its true that it is good for health but it helps us do alot of thinking which I did tried to avoid, esp the times when i was mad over heels with B.. Opps, i mentioned him, hehes!

Should I stay over at Darius' house tmr?

Relationships are a funny thing. You spend a good part of your life sharing it intimately with someone, exposing your vulnerabilities and flaws and accumulating photos and trinkets. You eat, drink and sleep with him, and your insurance policies even name him as a beneficiary. He/she is everything to you. But when it ends, it stops existing almost immediately, cruelly refusing to take into account the memories and times spent together. Photos and home-made videos are packed up into boxes and banished to the back of the wardrobe. Gifts you received from each other lay stored in the safe. And even if you're still friends, that friendship has to be worked on because occasionally, hurt and pain creep into its fabric and tug at it ever so slightly. There is never a happy ending to a relationship, although the love that you had for each other now manifests itself simply and brotherly and will always and forever exist.

Now i fear relationship again...

As what my title states, miraculously i went for swimming! Christy couldnt find her swimsuit so left me and James, but he was to cold for it. Darn it, in the end i ended up swimming alone for 45mins and went to catch the Korea show. Hehes. Nothing much i guess, and i caught Hot Shot! Didnt expect the 2 kiddos to be allowed to sleep a little more late, hahas. Anyway, i did Chemistry MCQ and a cloze passage of Chinese! What a miracle it is for me today! :)

Hehes, woke up in the morning thanks to 3rd Aunt! & it was rather great cause W did woke up when i called her to! Hehes, its like she sacrificed! Okays, so i planned to camwhore with her etc. But it didnt happened! &&& I was too anxious and told my aunt to pass her the headband i got for her when i hid it in her luggage, cause i wanted us to camwhore with it. When Aunt was like, we had to make IC for James! So we went all the way to some place and it was jamming and went to the bus stop instead. Cried lo, but i guess they didnt saw, i meant no one saw. &&& I didnt have the courage to take a photo with W. Anyway it was stupid of me to ask Aunt to pass her the present, should have surprised her when she reached home! Aiyoo! I couldnt find the card and letter that i didnt manage to post them! So i need to find them when i get back home and pass to Q during CNY! I love it when CNY falls on the same day as Valentine's day! ;*

Yeap, no doubt that i have said for umpteen of times but i guess i dont like you isn't sth serious. Hahas, no need to understand what i am saying, all i need to say is, negative things are never true, the theory to know me well :) Hehes, i knew how to phrase it already! Loving but can't be shown :D

Anyway, i did have the intention to go missing in action, but i guess i need to update my plurk and blog to prevent people from thinking that imma dead. No point making you guys worry right, so the way for me to reply you the fastest is through MSN, blog and plurk. No worry about me kay, for imma alive and independent, yeap, alone, w/o my family with me :)

Wouldnt update till Aunt leave, since i will be going out daily.

Briefly...
X'mas eve, to 313@somerset and orchard central and takashimaya.
X'mas to vivo, saw yingchong, chenmin? and a junior whom i once waited for her for a period of time with raina yet i forgotten her name.
Today, to Bugis Street and erm Bugis Junction.
27th to westmall then send aunt and cousin to JB, to stay over at uncle's house for a day before proceeding to KL.
Hahas, W told me to go KL lurh, but a pity that holiday is ending!
28th, sent them off, cried again -.-
Anyway, just to inform that i might for be posting till im back. Not sure till when but hope to spend my New Year in S'pore :) Don't miss me.

Anyway, many things have happened, shan't elaborate since its isnt something happy. All the best, people.

MERRY X'MAS!

I freaking don tunderstand why is my font so darn big on my laptop screen! Its almost double or triple lurh!

Tuition today :) Its vocab, lucky not compre, cant stand that man, super hate compre. Supposed to meet Evan later, but her mom wants her to be home so oh well. Then supposed to meet Nicholas, lazy but i agreed. However, my dad says we'll be going to the hospital later!

Did i mention that my granny is in the hospital now? During her lunar birthday! I dont know when larh, but i know its before this sat, cause that time when planning for a dinner, they mentioned must before birthday marh, then 19 Dec is the last date already, die die also must have it on that day :)

Hehes, my screen font is so big that when you're far away from me you can see it!

Ohh man, imma so excited for tmr's party for no reason. Had to thanks Darius alot! If not i alone, will not get it done and might be a failure lurh! Hehes, a big thank you but sorry too! :)

Update : I nearly cried again you know! Cause of grandma, the maid kept telling me she only remembers 2 out of 6 of her children, dad who dont even stay with her and 2nd aunt who stays with her. You tell me touching or not?! I thought she forgetten my family already, only remember her 4th son-in-law! Oh man, grandma! I LOVE YOU THE MOST :* :* :*

&&& though she kept saying 'ah wah' (my 2nd aunt), she only replied to my mummy and a little of 4th aunt. Which mean, though she cant rmb our names etc, but she know who we are through our face. Guess next time sis and i had to call her 'ma ma' so much louder, sis almost yelled in the hosp, and she did answer us leh!! Oh man, i knew it, she loves us the most, if not who should she loves???

&&& i cant help but to say the maid that daddy hired is the best! She even showed us her family neoprint photos! Guess we should buy her a music player or what for x'mas :) She needs it now since she is in the hospital with grandma :)

It's party time tmr! Totally shocked by the guest list, not a single guy of those i dont know de from jvss are coming?! Why didnt Darius invites them instead of those whom i can see them daily when school reopens! Get the hunks man!

                   

Oh man, i need to rant again! I'm so afraid that my x'mas eve's eve is going to be screw all thanks to bastardsxzc and bitchesxzc! Okay, its fine without them :) It doesn't really matters. All i hope its that Darling wouldn't bomb me last minute!

Anyway, Aunt and Winnie will be in town on x'mas and eve but i dont seemed to be elated. I haven't told my mummy about it anyway. Its like, what is wrong with calling us and telling us instead of using the money-less way of contacting me by emailing!

She will be in JB tmr, so its like, hmm? should i go there? Then i would be bombing all my friends :S

From the way i felt so happy even when i scream out my status, i knew what i was feeling inside already. However, why is it so that i can still go gaga over you. I promise that Ethan's innocent laughers can really make me happy for that moment.

Hahas, i still cant make up my decision, make up my mind, ask myself, what i really want, who i really need. However, everytime when im down, you're still the one im thinking of leh! Totally no logic one lo. Using others as a shield to protect me from sorrow also temporary only, after some times you're still the one i need.

From how i used Ethan as a shield, i knew i couldnt forget you but had to hide those emotions. How pathetic can i be. Jealous of your mates? hahas, petty me. Thinking that by spending more time with other guys can hide my feelings for me? Hahas, in the end i lost, ta da, all spit out in a sec, you're still the one.

I never like how my life can be that dramatic.

After tuition, dad drove me home before going to granny's house.

She totally cant recognise my family lurh! I think so, but she said she could, oh well. Then we proceed to the restaurant where grandpa once worked at for decades. Thats how they survive :) if you get me.
Okay, so we took real lots of photos when dad said memory full and i decided to delete them. I wanted to stop but when i saw a photo having an error and decided to delete more, ta da! I deleted everything. It was like 4/5 of the dinner was gone already lurh, what to do? cry lurh! Hmpf, angry and sad larh. Those photos at Hyatt Hotel last Sunday were all gone! Wah lao, the buffet which cost $145+++ per pax leh, plus i wouldnt go there for lunch again lurh. Sad larh! But just now dad say maybe his office computer will have a few of the photos. Hope so :) Cry like shitxzc can, those photos can never be bought with money, including time!

Freak, i promised not to talk to someone's boyfriend alreadyxzc leh, but he still talkzxc to me which is so shittyxzc. Tweetxzc, hehes.

Anyway, forgets about the unhappy stuffs, talk about something happier rather! I sat with Ethan! Same table but Maid was in between us lurh. Cutey him. & i guess i could get along rather well with my relative except Peipei, Kelly, Francis, Jacob and Fanny. LOL which is like 5 out of my 8 cousins! Hehes, but at least i can get much better with Shannon already! & she got me a Paris Bijoux earrings :) Anyway, for my x'mas presents, no earrings please. I have got no piercing on myself :)

Hmm, though Angel is like 3 years younger than me, but at least i can get to talk to her more often than those elder cousins of mine! Okay, Henry is so much happy-go-lucky, so oh well. Shannon is like married then cast aside already! Cause married marh, so i can get along not that bad with her. Actually Peipei, i can get along very well with her, its a matter of i dare to talk to her only or not :)

In short, once i changed my appearance like nobody business, hahas, everythign will change, But Imma not changing till after O's :)

Okay, let me talk more about Ethan okay? Oh man i liked how he say cold cold when he touched the icy cold ice, so kawaii neh. I liked how he smile and how i see his cheek bones :) Anyway, the maid we engaged, Mia, she's really a nice girl, so educated, oh well, i rather talk about Ethan, anyway the maid is like hello here and there, and Mdm and Sir, oh well i dont really like those calls, should be more friend friend eh :)

Anyway today's dinner was like $1900-$7.80, count yourself please. Hahas, Daddy bao leh! 3 table in a room with karaoke :) Mostly is 3rd aunt and Henry singing. I like! Thumbs up!

Okay, anyway when i went to granny's house and i walked into her room. Those helpless expressions that i felt i could see them invisibly were so hurtful. Its like... Undescrib-able! I promise when she couldnt recognise me, i nearly cried okay! I held them back, until i deleted the photos, then dad chided me, i buaytahan then cry like shitxzc, even the maid, okay this girl i dont know her name lurh, ask me why i cry.

Guess, photos are coming next, since there is only 30 photos left after i accidentally deleted all!

Went to Chinatown with mummy :) LOL, expected, pissed cause she never pei me go town and its like last min telling me that she going with her friend. The not-happy-me tagged along! =X

Once I stepped of home, i regretted, all aunties but me 1 xiaomeimei, but lucky it was a fun trip looking for clothes etc. So didnt regret in the end. Went to get the clothe mummy need to get, and i freaking hate the uncle, soo tiko! Wahlao, hates tikos to the maxzc! How the 'google' (ogle) at zhabors, i tabuley tahan leh! Disgusting.

Then we walked a big rounds from one shop to another just to find nice cloths for Auntie Aiqiu sarong? & nice cloths in Qing Dynasty which suit hot pinkish taichi clothe. Hahas, in the end we got both and even hand 2 birds killed in a stone because Auntie Margaret had cloths for her own clothes from the cloth we got for the pinkish one :) Machiam you get what im saying!

LOL, watching Hot Shot now :) Anyway , just now i looked darn stupid because i was like not v happy that i didnt get to eat my ice jelly, but mum gave in to me and let me have it! :) I finished it real fast that Auntie AiQiu was shocked and was like happy already hor, of course larh! I was smiling all the way! Then to the shop for their dessert, and i even ate another bowl of Royal Jelly, f-a-t! Shouldnt have ate it lurh, so bitter and i had to add alot of honey! Stupid, should be satisfied with my ice jelly lurh. Hehes.

Anyway, i didnt wanna stay at home watching Black and White, thats why i went out. Though I have not done a single homework! But I expected myself to not be doing at home :) & I went out cause Sis said she will be going out which i found out in the end she didnt :) Oh well.

ANYWAY! I WAS VERY HIGH AND HAPPY WHEN I SAW BOONSIONG! OH MAN, HE IS THE DREAM GUY I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR, ALL THIS WHILE! THE PERFECT ONE!

I promise he was darn sweet, the way he treated the xiaomeimei, which i believe many girls have not seen that, *winkwink* I like how he wave to me whenever he sees me. Though most of the time is in the morning, unlike today in the night. I like how i saw him hold the little girl's hand. I like how he tried to ask the girl girl to walk in that direction. I like how he turned back and looked at me. I like how he turned back and saw me waving byebye to him and how he waved to me. I like how he told his mum that its me! I like the expression when his mum turned back to look at me! Ohh man, I like how he changed from bad to almost perfect. The guy whom i felt he is chaoahbeng to the oh-so-gentle de shuaigege!

Okay all this sum to, i cant help to scream 'single is the best thing i have gained for myself'! Stupid dumb me!

I love ice jelly :)

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Nothing much for today? Went to Plaze Singpura. Shall update tomorrow :)
In case you dont know, its 11:27pm on 18 Dec, which means i gotta rush the next post right after this!

Okay, so let me think where i went yesterday, having serious stm now =X
Hmmmmm? To the doctor! Heehee, it calls for a celebration since its open appointment with uhhuh the doctor!

Somebody has gotta be happy for me :) But opps, not to be too excited cause i still have to go for therapy session, ohh geez, hate that. Anyway next appt is on the 23rd which i guessed i will postpone it again! :)

Therapy only helps to further pain it and i guess cause i was too relax and didnt give a hook about my knee, i just happily say theres no pain whenever he does something to my knee! =X Naughty you may say, but i dont wish to be back there anymore :)

Okay, so we went to hmm? Plaza Singapura. Supposed to shop for CNY shirts, but i got nothing, though i saw alot of things i want =X Its like sis got her big pillow or bolster and mum got her girl stuff for face and body. But me? Nothing. So I was pulling a long back face for a while :)

Went to Pasta Mania for lun-ner :) Hehes, my was linguine? in soap base spag :) Got a 10 inch pizza and sis had some pasta. Hehe, sorry for myself not good with names of everything, be it for food or clothes :)

And Mum got my favourite blackcurrent biscuit! Which i finished it in boxes =X & we bought 5 sticks of some Swiss brand chocolate, its milk but its real nice! I love it man!

I saw my harem? pants but they dont suit me! Okay then at m)phosis i saw the tanktop, lols. If I get it many would be like what the hell, you spent so much on one plain tanktop which the most have another white lining for the shoulder part. Hate that kind of comment the most! Okay, so i will get the layer-ed dress for mum, the grey opaque one too for mum-sy. Opps, i forgotten alot but oh well, max my card is the surest way to buy more stuffs :)

I saw a white shorts which i find it nice but ex lurh, cotton somemore but when i wanted to go back and get it, was stucked at the Dead Sea shop where mum got her things thanks to Auntie Nancy -.- To think of it, if we didnt saw her at Somerset that day, then sis wouldnt have recognise her and we wouldnt have stopped at that darn shop to talk to her and which we spent hundreds of dollars! Fate i guess.

I saw the somewhat like boyfriend tee shirt which many are wearing lurh, but i didnt get the one from dorothy pekin? and there is a shop which compresses the shirt to a cube, but i didnt get it too. Just feel like see see-ing more clothes before i decide on what i want. No impluse buying man :)

Dad came to fetch us. before that went to QB to look for Auntie Nancy :) Yes, the lady whom caused us to spend so much money, after decades a week of her and mum seeing each other.

The most lazy day for this week! Hehes, in a week, there are many days where i'll go walk walk but 1 day to laze around watching my TWdrama :) So its today! Watched 10mins of Momo Love which i missed, 2 episode and a part of Black and White and 1 episode for  Hi My Sweetheart. This sum up my time from 2pm to 530pm then to channel 8 :) Hehe, lazy me, but oh well, i dont wanna get out of my home after at least of 5 days of walking, or being out of home, shouldnt i laze for 1 day :)

Tomorrow, i'll be going to Alexandra Hospital again. :) Hope I can manage to convince the doctor to not get me back there but can assure Imma really fine. Dad should be piss with me for not doing the therapy, but oh well. B. should have seen it :S But I really dont wanna throw those money to the hospital when I can spend it wisely on my girly stuffs :)

Nothing much for today since i woke up at 12, tuition for 2.75h which ended at 6pm, that leaves me laptop-ing in the night and watching of tv/movie :) Hehes, dull but time spent very fast :)

I've got so many photos yet I dont feel a single bit about posting them.

Freaking happy cause Linyan is on her way back now! But Hughes is gone, when i woke up at 9am, thats the time. :S

Hmm, still hard to find backing khakis, but lixuan is free on the 23th! Aww man, i wonder if i can give it to him :) Millie is free on the18th but I might be off to town again! Quick sick of town already! Now I wanna get hold of the YSL chio pink wallet or the Bally's one :) I saw Miumiu selling at 700plus, aww man, if i get that, i probably lose it very soon but I've got no idea what else to get already! So sick of such materialistic attitude, but dad was just too happy or what to want to get me those stuffs, lucky i stopped him in time :) Good girl right?

Hopes sis will be free tomorrow to bake with me :)

p/s : Dad watched 30mins of Fast and Furious 4 without me and we continued watching from where he watched till 20mins later... I stopped it! :)

Nothing much for todays, just going to jurong library at 230pm, around there and reached at 316pm just to get my maths project done. However, we did nothing much when we mentioned about chiong-ing it today! Make a rather wasted trip, and khiameng has got a laptop which makes alot of noise when its dying! Aiyoo!Paiseh lurh, then to KFC then to tuition. Wanted to walk de, but Adrain like dont want, so MRT instead.

Tuition :) LOL, we were early! Aaron was rather punctual, Amos too, but Andy was very late! & sleepy! I guess I will go crazy if I dont play L4D2 sooner! Andy's fault, Darius also got a part to play lurh, but at least from him, I know Hughes has got the software, hehehes *evil smile*, but why is he leaving tomorrow?! Morning somemore! Want send him off also cant eh, but Linyan will be back!!! :)

A little random, guess I got some virus on my laptop from Darius, through MSN! Darn it. :(

Okay, so about L4D2 right? Haish, I should just stop thinking about it, since I once said I dont like lan and I went! :( But I was darn stupid to talk about it when doing project and asking them to go play when someone mentioned it again during tuition, meaning : I've been thinking of it whole day! Siao lurh you may think. However who ask my paper to be tatoo with 2 'L4D2' which I'm always reminded of.

Now I wish for Hughes to be back real soon! I darn kanchiong lurh, feel like meeting him now or wake my Dad up to drive me to his house for the game!!!

Adrain very cute lurh, go surprise Sihan with his friends but his dad still came, hahas. Cute! But I've got idea why my dad took so long today, not the first time lurh, got once even worse?

p/s : I did a good deed today to pei a matured lady to the pizzahut, halfway only larh!

Hey, you really make me feel important now, hahas. Silly isnt it, but because of you, I've been contradicting myself, going crazy from it already. Hahas, guess my feelings are back to 1 square one. I like how your skin make me feels, i like how busy you're, i like how you react, i like how you doodle, i like how you smile, how you yawn, how you frown, how innocent you look and too many to mention. I guess you're really the one who can make me say, you're the one that i can comfirm guarentee, chop, say, you're just the one. :) Boy, let me tell you, you're the one that you're reading, i wanna you know that I never once flirt with other gusy cause i like it but just for you to know that i want your attention, want you to treat me better, i regretted being that disgusting but i guess after today, the feeling of not seeing each other, i get how it feels! <3

Skipped Taichi and woke up unwillingly just to be in time for buffet at Grand Hyatt Hotel, in case you are wondering the price, its $140++ per pax :) It was Dad's company function, totally ruined what i wanted to wear for that day. Okay, maybe cause on friday i ate too much or what, my tummy was like full of 'wind' so i didnt ate much. Just a serving of Australia lobster, which i regretted eating so little. Anyway i guess its best to eat a main dish before other food, if not by the end you wouldnt be eating rice or what, for those who need rice the most! Okay, there were like USA type, Chinese cuisine, Japanese cuisine. & I missed one of the cuisine which i dont even know what it is cause i didnt walk past it, but i know there serve my favourite meatball and tempura! I skipped the Chinese cuisine and gave the burger a miss, it was so cute lurh! But i was super full though i ate darn little, stomach dont feel good after eating too much of good food. In addition, next saturday is another good food day! Grandma's birthday! LOL, i realised i only ate a small portion of lobster, smoked salmon, mussels, scallop and crab and the japanese cuisine only! Which consists of my favourite sashimi and sushis and peas! It was only afterwards that i kup dad's miso soup.

Eat half way, a lady, secretary of the company or something was like asking me, mum and sis to the wine area for henna lurh, i did it anyway :)  Ehh, there are sorbets there but not my taste, but my family all like lurh! I still prefer orange sorbet only! and lime :) Plenty of strawberries for me! But the dessert not that much, i only remember 2 cakes and others were more of i-dont-know what kind of desserts. :) I think its damn cute of their jars containing juices at a corner, it looked nice larh. Anyway when we were about to leave we went back to the seats cause Mum saw how nice the saorou was cooked, like wth?

Then we proceeded to Ion and went to Bally, after that walking around we went back to the shop to get Mum's bag. Regretted not getting the chio pink YSL wallet lurh. Miumiu one also not that bad but it costed 700plus, dont see the need to get that ex hor?

Labels: Grand Hyatt Hotel

Up to now, it is still one of the songs i love alot :)

For now, I've decided to really let go of the wonderful and challenging past that I had once owned. On the other hand, is it better to sacrifice for others, or others to sacrifice for you? Because of the sacrifices I've made for my love ones, I've lost alot of things that may not be as precious as them. But I know I wouldnt like how others sacrifice for me, examples have proved to me that I'll never accept their sacrifices and hence this is who Imma now.

Maybe its really so much better for me to let you off by those nonsensical stuffs that I've been doing. Do you really think I dont know what is going on, etc, haha, Imma lying, I dont know how you feel. Hahas, maybe I was too inconsiderate about your feelings? I dont know, you never tell me! You never knew how interested I was in your feeling, even if it means that hurting me, Imma fine, at least I know the truth :)

Frankly, Imma doing nonsensical stuffs to numb myself :S

Initial plan was to meet Mille and get my nails done, but oh well after Thurs, we didnt contact each other. So, to not interupt her day, esp if she wanna work, i didnt call her :) But I got kinda bored at home, hahas, Dad drove me home and I accompany him at 177 for lun-ner, anyway I will try to break my record to not buy any food for the tzechar store at 177, after the xiangdi meefen I had on Thurs, it really disgusted me when it is my favourite! :@ So dragged till 630 before we went out, cause I wanna catch the drama serial, thinking its the last episode today but it's not! :@ Okay, went to Jurong i-dont-know-what, somewhere near Safra or Jurong Poing? No, closer to Pioneer Mall, I think it's the swimming complex? for Nihon Mura, but it need to line up and we left for Jurong Point :) But Sis was like insisting on Nihon Mura, so we shopped for like 2 storey or clsoe to that and we went back to Nihon Mura there lurh. Stupid, had to queue, but oh well, for my Sis's sake :)

Anyway, there was this plump lady with her boy behind me, intentionally or what, i just cant help but to laugh at her character. Then Sis was like looking at her direction when she thought Sis was looking at her. And she was like 'kan shen me kan, shen jing bing'. So, initially I thought Sis was looking at her and when she heard that, she turned alot [that was what i thought!]. But in actual fact, my sis didnt even glance at her lurh [which i found out later on]! To me, I would be very ashame of myself in her shoe, cause its like, imma not a beauty[not say not pretty but ugly :)] still call people shenjingbing, Imma one who've got alot of zizhiziming de okay! Hehe, so its like I will either diao or what, but make sure no ones see it but only the person that i thought is staring at me. Please lurh, know your limits larhxzc. Lucky those hot-tempered people wasnt with me or knew right after it, if not she would have be chiddedxzc! Its just stupid! Dont feel like continuing anymore.

I know how stupid Imma to forget you with 'Mocha'. But in terms of psychology, i dont wanna forget you, but to stop hurting in that sense, emotionally, I've to forget you throughly to zhen de ai ni :) [p/s : I may not have phrase my words nicely over here, but i guess to know what i really want for you its enough :) ] However you need to know that those 3 words are meant for you, I really mean it.

Feeling so down now, with tears flowing out on and off, I've got the urge to say, Grandpas, I miss you guys dearly, how i wish you are by my side and I will tell you all of my 'ai mei' storiesxzc.

Never have I learn to appreciate things around me, its a waste :(

You guys should watch 'dui bu qi. lao shi'! Its totally the kind of show I heart :) Seriously, no teachers will behave like how the ChenLaoShi in the drama anymore. Putting students first, sacrificing for them, helping them despite being rotten apples. But the show is quite old liao. 1.5hours only + advertisement! So darn freaking short lurh. Thanks to this show, I missed part Miss World and part of WoCai!

Heroes or sinners are moulded by teachers, and therefore teachers should really set as a good example.

I've got no idea to go taichi tomorrow or not! Cause by 11:30am, I need to reach Hyatt Hotel :) Class starts at 9:30am. To walk home from there, fastest 10mins. But I need to leave home at 11:10am the latest. For Sis and me to bathe finish, need the fastest 20mins, no, i think 30mins. Mening I need to reach home at 10:40am, and leave the class at 10:30am. Like no meaning even if I go, cause by the time I finish doing the warm-ups and ChenShiGong will be 10:15am. Then Coach will give us break(s) and talks about the chim stuff of ChenShiTaiChiQuan. Argh! But I will be missing those chim stuff aka theory! God damn it! Confuse and i guess a little of contradicting.

I realise everytime i tune in to Channel 5, I will get to see Miss World, but only once did I watch the first part or whole of it =X

Serious headache and fever argh!


Its friday! Bet I cried too much and it caused me to be soo sick! Anyway, went to 313@Somerset today! Nice F21 they've got over there! I love it! :) But that day it wasnt open yet. And I was too sick too even eat or walk lurh :( We spends hours eating at the Food Republic since I saw no nice restaurant I like, but there isnt much to eat over there too! LOL, decided on the malay stall which I suffer from the spiciness! Even mummy found it spicy okay! Though I have got really bad resistance over spiciness. Anyway saw mum's old friend, Nancy! And they chatted kinda long -.- & I bought my chendol which tasted nice but horrible thanks to its coconut, its those package one lurh! Yuck! Bengawan Solo's is nicer :) Then we went to Takashima, since my sis wanted to and guess what!

Each of us got an icecream :) Mine is yoggi, sis's vanilla chocolate and mum's black sesame! Never did I expect that icecream caused me to be tooo full! Aww man, sick larh! :@:@:@ Spoil my day can! Walked to ion :) Couldnt walk much thanks to myself! My spine hurts alot, maybe cause of the shoes i wore. Guess I cant wear any shoe that has even just a little lift cause it will cause my leg to hurt or sometime my back! Okay, then my tummy hurtsxzc which I realised I was just too full! I didnt eat much somemore! Slacked at the Food Hall since I was in pain. & we decided to go home and we took train home! Cant believe it! Taking train with my mum and sis form town was a possible thing! Dad was busy watching is dangwomentongzaiyiqi lurh!

Labels: 313Somerset, Ion Orcharh, Ngee Ann City

Hehe, today was really stupid and i got darn pissed off for many times.

Firstly, Lixuan was supposed to be free and maybe we could bake or just meet up, and then she told me that she was at her friends house and thus we cant bake! Darn angry okay!

Then Millie surprisingly called me and we chatted for 2hours starting from 1+.

Secondly, because i was too into talking on the phone, and busy using my laptop, i didnt not bathe by 330pm, and Mummy did not mention that her friend will be picking her up + her children will be going to Auntie Mengfong's house, super pissed okay.

Cause I planned to celebrate Auntie's birthday together too! Then Lixuan mentioned that she was free, so i pushed it off and a call came in unexpectedly and its like 330pm the Auntie want reach liao, impossible for me to prepare lurh! Unless, she give me another 5-10minutes then i comfirm can ready, i need 15mins? Stupid! Then i was so busy watching my Black and White from the time my mum went out all the way to episode 3, which was like 630pm, then i decided to prepare to meet my mum, by the time i ready, darn it, she was near home already. You tell me pissing or not larh! Darn it man.

So its like the whole day imma rotting at home again, all thanks to those people that i love.

Its enough girl, its really enough, biatch! How much have i sacrifice, and how much have you guys appreciate? Think about it, work, project, friends, and play. You people have already forgottwn how much i sacrifice! Off to your cosy coffin, darn you motherf-er!

Shall summarise what happened today, unusually i talked to B. today, cause i saw my remainder :) Supposed to meet Shannon but i didnt cause it rained kind of heavily and we compromised that if by 330pm it doesnt stop, we shall meet up some other day. So i was sitting in my princessary chair which i dragged it out of my study room and sat on it comfortably and watch my Hi my Sweetheart but i left the last part for later on :) Then 530pm watched Channel 8, so i was bumming around =X Hehes, but when i was about to offline just now, i saw someone's pm, which really saddened me and i sent an offline message to S. He was the only person whom i can talk to about. I really hopes that i can stop letting my imagination run wild, but oh well, unless i say out everything before someone does it before me, if not everything might be gone. :( Couldnt take it and decided to use the laptop while watchin the 9 o clock show :)

Hmm, kinda pissed off to find it terribly to plan a date for clinque! Hmpf, D. assured that the guys are very steady but not the girls -.- Glad that he understands how steady and buey steady the 2 different gender are. Somehow, somewhat imma typing like a primary school kid :)

I like how my wallpaper for my phone is like now! Udders' icecreams!

Ohh hahahas, super happy now :) Talking to my 3 4 lovely friends, namely, A., D., T., and S,! too bad that it doesnt make someone's name up! Anyway i thought of something which really make up of B.'s initial but oh well that would only prove others that imma a flirt, so -.-

Omg! Imma going to learn how to cycle! But wait, who is coaching me? LOL! I learn how to cycle, Darius learn how to skate, cool right?! Then, we go East Coast Park to do those stuffs, then swim, picnic, bbq and then to explore some haunted house -.- I dont like that last one! So its v cool right?! I learn cycling and that tall Darius learn skating! And he say until l4d2 so fun to get chua tio, i really abit wanna play, but no no i shouldnt :) LOL, Mocha said its difficult to get good guns and hard to kill zombie, Andy said change map and guns (machiam never say) and Darius said until i laughed like siao! What chua tio then jump up till the guys beside him also jump, etc. Hahas, didnt expect for the scare-nothing-boy to chua tio, fun fun :) Hehes. Shant emphasize on him, later not very nice leh. Hehes.

So today i didnt skipped tuition as what i wanted to when i woke up! Hehes, chiong homework like siao! Then tuition then went home to change the pe short that i was wearing! Stupid, no face lo, some more that philipine guy saw me wearing it! I dont know his name but what was so suay is that when i was walkign home, he saw me, i changed out of it then i spam called my mum and sis and dad, i went out and i saw him again! With a bubbletea, *jealous*, very long never drink lerh.

Walked there, since i got plenty of time and decided to tone my knees' muscle. :) Hahas, starts to hurt already after i happily told the therapist that imma very good liao! :( Then to koufu for dinner :( CharKuayTiao :( Bobian, nothing to eat and sis and mum and her friends were there, so yeah, no choice. Then we wanted to look for Eric :) Guess he went for honeymoon. Okay, then to Watson, spent an hour there? Thanks to mummy, bought those cosmetics cause she wanted to exchange the stuff she helped her friend to buy when her friend realised she got the same colour! LOL! Mummy so kind, help people buy then encourage them not to get it, ended up go exchange for her own cosmetics! Good, not even any nail accessories was bought. I nearly bought some but somehow somewhat i dont wanna have it le! Unless got some special people buy for me, then feeling different.

Then to Udders for icecream! Chocolate, the premium one and the pure pischotic?(i dont know whats the name but its a name of a nut!) Hehes, then i saw junyan's mummy! and her 2 daughters! Wonder how he is now, his school at Kallang? Geyland? Northlight, hahas, no choice, but i really wish everything goes well for him when he grows older :) Talking about him makes me remember Mrs Elizabeth Ting! Hate her manxzc!

[update again :) Shall sleep before someone doesnt go to bed! :) ]

Hehes, cause the chocolate taste was too strong that i cant eat the other flavour, lol, okay larh i dont really like =X Hehes. Proceeded to Shop and Save :) Got my soba noodles! Wanted to eat it in the morning when there isnt any left at home :( Then i act darn auntie? No larh, stupid, suaku like that with my sis, then maybe cause i was too happy, so i rushed her to the counter, lol, her favourite, lucky draw :) Hehes, cause my knee hurts alotxzc so i and mum walked slower when my mum saw someone! I darn good okay, i helped her shoutxzc and that lady heard me! LOL, that jiejie who played with me my crocodile gamexzc! I still have it on my study table :) Cute right? I got childhood also okay!

Then i rushed to my sis there, lol, before she scold me! Hehes, i very scare of her one okay! But before i could go back to my mum there, my mum was beside me already! LOL, at least i know where to find that Madeline(?) jiejie :) Hehes, she currently working at E2, westmall there. Shuang, can go find her and Eric :)

Walked home! Cause i need to tone my knee muscle what, and i wore Mum's heel, cause she walked until very pain, in the end i look so horrible, and my little toe there pain pain lo! See i sacrifice myself leh!

[So darn freaking paiseh! Sky saw how horrible i looked at home -.- just only, meaning 12:26pm, 091209 -.-]

p/s : Super happy cause i talked to B. for my last conv :) Hehes, not bad not bad, D. also never offline-d before me :)

Anyway, before i forget again! Yesterday i saw this freaking stupid arsehole who slapped his girlf or wife real hard! Darn it manxzc, at that point of time i nearly cry :( Maybe... [hahas, shant say cause i dont wanna write too much here.] Maybe i was too afraid, i saw the whole scene! The girl was like already crying profusely and two hands on both cheeks when that guy raised his darn hand up real hard and slapped her! What the hell, she was pregnant lo! 5 months plus! Darn it man, at that time i really wanna slap him and kick him right down. But haha, instead i was reminded of why i didnt stead etc.. Hehes, forget it. Not my problem anyway, but that slap was scary!

And i dreamt of me, sis, dad and uncle chay jay walking and how dad escape from being hit by the god damn huge truck! Oh man, i totally i cant and a little scare of jaywalking. Next time when i jaywalk, i need to hold people's hand already =X

Thats how i feel :) from my title :) Cause someone is online now, i decided to go offline when i told myself to check once before offlin-ing and there he is onlin-ing. Hahas, but no doubt imma going offline unless he talks to me :) Hehes, i bet someone will be reading all these lengthy post that imma and have been typing all these while, dont blame me but blogger for its way of one by one posting of pictures which will really kill me! So visit my facebook for more pictures :) I find it abit of shy whenever i think of what i typed in the last post, so its like making me so shy shy if he reads it =X *blush* LOL! Shameless, hahas. I really didnt know that he is online and will be online. Okays, maybe cause i know he will be home but that doesnt mean online right? or even l4d(2)-ing :) I wanna play l4d2 and i really wish to play with him but imma a noobxvz who plays with D. and co.. No worry, after i master it i will get him and the person who messaged me for 11days straightxyz! and the person he loves :) Hehes, nice one right :)

I cant wait for Linyan to be back! [dont even know if we will meet up with clinque soon]
Cant wait for the making of ginger bread man with darling! [dont even know if she is free]
Cant wait for Aunt and Winnie to be in SG! [Darn Aunt make me super happy mentioning that she will be in SG this week, which is only a day for her training workshop! You tell me larh! Pissing or not? Was really elated and then she was like dont be too happy and spoils my mood when she say its for her workshop and not me! And hor! She said that she was wondering if she should go overseas when i got real pissed an dtold her to saying i cant control her, anyway, once bitten twice shy :(]

Its very windy now!
Sis is having fever and headache!
Have not done my tuition homework, due tomorrow!
Cant help but wants to talk to him, wondering why Junior isnt online though, got stuffs to talk about but oh well.

I thought its #33a when its #41a =X

Hehes, i freaking love Monday cause i get to see him :) Despo! You must be thinking of that word right? But hahas, imma not okay :) Just that i like it :)

So woke up at 1130am cause i got my sister to wake me, and my alarm didnt rang all thanks to me offing my handphone thinking that radiation would not cause me head cancer, quoting from lixuan. Dumb! Last time i thought putting under my pillow was okay, and she told me that it would only increase my risk of getting cancer and i freaking hate it cause i would get woken up by those not important messages!

Went to therapy and i was 7mins early but i waited for like 30mins plus! Hehes, anyway i think i will want to buy a good volleyball soon :) Wait, its soon, anyway i really wish to go m'sia then i get my cousin to play with me. Hehes, but i dont wish to skip lesson for physics :) You should know :)

Hehes, nothing much except for the stuffs that the therapist told me to do. :) Things like : Wallslide, half squat, leg extension, pushing-that-thingy-up machine, lunges, stepping-up-and-down machine, hamstring stretch, quad stretch and yada yada, the lists goes on for like 2 more items. LOL

Hehes, most prolly i can get my farewell gifts for the staffs there already, imma so not going back anymore! Hehes, shall see how after my next doc appt, i skipped alot so its like today's therapy is no use cause the doctor never say anything! But please be very happy for me, esp B.. I didnt told him lo! Like i should?

Hehes, then i wanted to go Westmall, i meant my mum wants me to go there to get stuffs that i want which i couldnt think of any except nail polish and remover but i dont really want them now. And she claimed that i have got not enough tim eand we decided to eat at some coffeeshop opp the Queensway MRT station. Glad that i listened to mum and didnt get pissed cause i was punctual for class! I saw Adrain and i wanted to disturb him by calling him and talking about some random stuff when he saw my call and turned back=X Anyway, Chong was like talking about X'mas party or something. LOL, now i regretted asking everyone to pay, i rather everyone bring lo! More shuang :) And to put it nicer, will trouble the Chongs, hehes. Anyway it was really stupid to ask the students to plan! OR oraganise, original plan was to get Adrain cause some groups of students voted him. Then i kpo go say i dont mind and request for the Wongs to organise! Until calss end then i managed to pull Andy it. LOL! Dont you keep volleyball-ing and working :) Its time for you to change a little in your life or rather your dec holiday. [okay imma going off track, and there is sth that i really wish to say here!] Hehes. I dont like how Chong talks whenever we talked about Andy and Aaron, its like he has many masks hidding his true colour, and when i asked him to call them he was like its their responsiblity or something. And imma telling you now that it is the teacher's responsibility to call the student to ask if they are coming when its late. But it is also the students' responsibility to inform teach beforehand larh! Imma contradicting myself cause imma biased! Just shut up!

Okay, so imma rather happy today. Cause we talked almost throughout the whole trip back :) And sometime he just makes me smile unknowingly :) And many more.

Hi my sweetheart should be up now! But imma not sure if imma going to watch today or not. Cause its about sleeping time soon, and tomorrow theres tuition and meeting Shannon on Wed and maybe Westmall on thurs. In short i can watch on friday :) Then saturday i be busy tuition-ing and going out, no slacking at home! Cause my mum will be going to Kluang and if my dad s-o-t, we will got m'sia. Then sunday i will be going to Hyatt hotel for some lunch or breakfast for some 100+ meal, so its like monday will arrive! :) That means i can watch the show on this fri and wait till next mon for the next ep, meaning shorter waiting time :) But imma really crazy over that show! Anyway i think i can be the director of Momo Love already, whats happening is 99.9% like my life except that my life can be a hallucination, hahas! But all the actors really play the same part as those people in my life. You wouldnt want me to name it out :)

I just realise that i still have many over due post!

Seriously, i dont like blogger's way of posting pictures. Sorry :(

I just remember somthing! I told Adrain that Andy's shirt was darn gay :) You see it? Its gay! Not man :( That vb shirt =X

Labels: Physiotherapy

Imma like getting more and more pissed whenever imma filled with the thought that 3 more weeks is left for me and my god damn mother has not been accompanying my family to god damn town! God damn it! &&& i havent not even freaking study, shit!

Whenever i think of 2 things i comfirm want cry de, f it man, totally hate it. Can i run into his arms and cry profusely, i wanna cry out loud but i cant let anyone see that. At home even worse, parents or sister can see lurh, totally sucks man.

I wanna leave so much yet lixuan hit the jackpot by saying i wouldnt bear to. Anyw i havent even tell him my true feeling, i comfirm/must/want/!@#$%^ tell him!!!

Hehes, Waiting for my phone to sync, did i mentioned that imma using a HTC phone now? Hahas, past few days was like grumbling and i decided to try it out today, i told daddy that i didnt want it and he didnt even care! He was like I thought you wanna a QWERTY keyboard phone? Yes! But I want N97 mini version, the colour is so chio please! Nevermind but this phone is also not bad except for his bulkiness and its black skin! and a 3.2megapixel camera! But oh well, photos are rather clear, so forgiven then! However, i still wanna other phone :) I mean like Hero, N97, Nokia X6, Sony X2, or Chocolate! I wanna everyone to envy me can! But imma sick of it already, anyway chocolate really that nice meh? Everyone is like talking about it and i wanna get one of it too! Just to haolian, hehes, evil =X But dad said its too big, and by the way for you guys to know, my hand is small~ So, it is like so dont suit me, i agree its chio but beside that i really dont know whats so good about it, Oh, big screen with nice and good speaker - good sound quality :) Hehes,

Today, taichi was so much better than last week, but i didnt try out all the inner stuffs lo. If Imma given a chance i dont mind working towards martial arts, find it real interesting, like muay thai, based on your concentration of which part of your body, taekwondo precisely nothing just fighting with mainly your lower part of your body and taichi is innerly and wushu is just strong on the outside, totally different from taichi! Interesting isnt it? Maybe not to you, guess imma just falling in love with martial arts after pon-ing my taekwondo after going for my hospital appointments , hehes. Regretted! Last friday, Sirs went to prawn! Darn it, it has always been my wish to try out prawning! But it like till after midnight, doubt i would wanna go too, rather sleep :)

After taichi, went to westmall and finally decided to have KFC as brunch, fattening!

Too lazy to blog about soo many stuffs! And imma kinda happy after getting to watch my Romantic Princess :)

Missing him lerh :S

As mentioned, its typical :D So tuition and Kenneth Tan joined! Hahas, walked to MRT with him and home-d alone :) Went home, played laptop, since dad wasnt home and once he was home we went out within 30mins since Uncle Chay had been in our house since afternoon :) Then we went for Kampong Chicken, his favourite :) Then to IMM for rice :) Then to Boon Lay Shopping Centre for handphone :) He wanted Motorola V series got the limited edition Ferrari set lo! Nice, but i dont like Motorola though i had my first official phone that friend. Anyway, i got real angry and upset then tears nearly rolled down when Uncle Chay mentioned that his family came into SG a few weeks ago just for a day and went to Body World! Angry! Cause i planned to go there with them when they come lo! In the end, they came and went already. i was super sad :( My childhood friend leh! Then Uncle Chay sent us home :) Mum went for competition so didnt joined us :)

All thanks to daddy larh! Kept treating them until Auntie Sally scare as in paiseh dont dare like daddy spent :( :( :( I dont know why maybe treating someone too much may seem overboard but i never felt that way when he treat Uncle Chay's family, reason being they are closer to me than my cousin :) To me they are my family :) Daddy's buddies are my families :) They are somewhat closer than me than my cousin, but the comfirm one are Uncle Chay's and Uncle Ronald's family. Uncle Chay's kids are like my big brother and sister and there is this lady like Luck and my oh so cute boyboy who is like 11//12 now? growing up already! My David Beckham lo! Uncle Ronald's family, is the adults that treat my family as one, as though i am their kid :) I like, although i cant remember but i know that Brenna Jiejie did often came to my 'old' house to play with me :) Cute right? Kawaii :) And there is Eric whom I even visited his house in China, forgotten which part already, and we even went to HK and i remember how sweet i felt on the way back from HK to China in the car lo :)

Labels: Chay's family

I have got no mood to rack my brain to think what happened for the overdue posts :(

To tell you frankly, i dont know we are like how we were at the highest climax, however i had to say it out.
I really didnt expect to feel threatened by him, as in because of him my position would start to waver, thinking that we have the most bond between us, was it just a fantasy?
Do you know how sad i felt after much thinking that i wanna look for ____ up, yes as in B. or A. I dont wanna hide anything about him anymore!
For i know i still love him :S Cant i be the most important person in your heart again? Is like i didnt anything but just not to force you to sacrifice your time for me, and that lead us to not meeting up often, for now an average of once per 2 month :( saddening right?
Ohh come on, when we talked about your ex and him overtaking me, your expression tells me all, imma not like the past anymore. :(

I cant wait for monday anymore! I just miss and <3 ____ too much :( Probably imma too sad.

Boy, i miss you soo... Somehow i really need you by my side now :( And i think sooner or later i will say those 3 words to you straight, no point not saying anymore and by then we see how everything goes, if really cmi, then we walk our own path, know our own friend, bids farewell.

Somehow i love how darling knows that i cant bear to leave SG :) And it really make me stops and thinks again whether i should go abroad :S

I miss talking everything about r/s to S :S I miss how he thinks soo much cause of what i say :DNext week! From today onward i must keep track of everyt sweet that happened and things that ________ said and type it nicely for S to know !

Think about it, how many times have you let me down? To think on the other side, you did make me happy many times? I dont care whether you were too dissappointed with yourself and therefore didnt dare to even lie to me or tell me truthfully or didnt wanna others to know! I just dislike how you tried to cover the fact that you wanna surprise me but something cropped up and you didnt! I dont care what the reason was but the reason you gave was really s-t-u-p-i-d! I hate how i managed to let you off, to forgive you everytime. What happened 2 days ago was another case, now only am i dissappointed, many were too.  And I tried to speak up for you, you see i did! Even if you didnt make me happy before that, let me tell you straight, i would still speak up for you, because you matters to me. Darn it, imma not talking any sense.

LOL, sort of regretted telling my parents that i dont wanna go Eric's wedding, but dont you find a close to 2h ride a litta too far for me? And i really dont wanna go crazy over what to wear again, but then again, i went to his bro's, so i should go for his eh? But mummy also gave that timing slot to her competition since me and dad agreed on not going -.- darn me!

Hehes, chiong Hi my Sweetheart now :( Abit no mood to chiong leh, just finished the parts of Momo love :D Hehes, ever since last night, i have been missing someone :( Thanks to Mocha norh, talked about him, make me miss him soo... Hehes, she is yours, he is mine :D Lame. Guess, i have been too bored! or rather hyper. I havent plan where to go tomorrow! Not that excited actually :S I like how busy i was last night, talking to those people i've been always talking to, except last night was all in one :D

p/s : I havent even upload my photos into my hard disk!
p/s/s : Darn it! I forgotten to tell Henry to get me something in Australia! Dumb me!!
p/s/s/s : I cant wait for Grandma's Birthday celebration! Group photo again! Its like only Grandma's birthday then take lo.
p/s/s/s/s : I also wanna take photo with Ethan and *winkwink*!

Aww man, there goes Nov :( Hehes, Its the first month after consecutive 3 months of surprises that Nov didnt seemed to have one, but imma still as happy as ever :D Hahas, thought i was chased to bed last night, i couldnt fell asleep! For like 2hours i was tosing around, thinking :S Hehes, maybe cause i was hoping for a reply but i didnt, until this morning -.- Which was rather dumb. Hehes. Nothing much for today, just tuition :D English, I like :D :D :D Hehes. Its really fast for Dec to arrive and I just heard from Aunt last night, that her leave will be known next week, oh gosh, really hope for her and Wynie to come :D And I was planning for a short holiday, or rather relaxation for myself. Mum said I could skip Taichi lesson but it seemed i didnt like the idea :D Anyway, 4 more weeks of holidays, gosh, 1 week for homework, 1 week for a gettaway, 1 week for Aunt? and another for slacking. Hehes, Mum has been very busy with her competition! -.- :@

Anyway, I planned a long long letter to type out but i guess i wouldnt eh. Hehes :) See first, shall continue being busy for now :D