Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 10:26 PM
When you're young, you wished you're a little older.
When you're older, you wished you could rewing and be younger. :(
Never had i regret so much yet go ahead with my decision. Aww man, i hate this period of the month, its making me so down! I wanna be back to the innocent girl that my daddy always love :x
@ 12:02 AM
Maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because he's the only person who will ever receive all of you. After that, you learn better. However, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. That piece holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you'll never forget, and that night under the stars you can never get back. It holds youth and everything you thought love would be, everything that was proven wrong.
I gotta admit after reading that quote, i was stunned for a moment, and i reflected. However, i decided to continue this path, although i know that i will regret in times to come but all i could hope is him to not make me regret :D
Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 5:58 PM
If there is something not happy about, you could tell me and i would gladly listen to it since im at fault. But you dont have to criticise me. Do you know how hurtful Imma feeling. I didnt know what i did was giving you no face at all. Upon reflection, i understand and will not do it anymore. However, i still dont see the need for the change of attitude in me!
Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 3:06 PM
Ups and Downs.
8-03-10; Monday
- Maths supp
- Chonghan's house for revision of Chemistry
- Fetch his mum
- House nearby for dinner with his family which i laughed like mad cause Uncle was like going on and on about Chonghan's past! :)
- Chonghan pei me walked home :)
- Saw that freaking Auntie Betty :@
- Home-d and studied until Chemistry chapter 9 and I gave up :x
- & I did told my dad after keeping it to myself for days :X
- Mum was super cute; she said Chonghan sounded gentleman *pukes* and was like saying that i shouldnt give the wrong idea until she got to know what i wanted, hahas!
- Sis was worse; 'Eh jiejie, Chonghan looks for handsome than (inserts name)' [I was laughing like mad, what a cute sis I've got.]
p/s : Chonghan, you read this, must be smiling hor? :x
9-03-10; Tuesday
- Maths supp
- Stayed back in school and studied from like 330 to 630 and i did precisely nothing just a little of chemistry
- Rained! :(
- Busstop to wait for bus and I gave up and got Dad to fetch me
- Car ride wasted 40mins of my time, cause had to look for Dad's friend
- I kept dozing off in the car, then dad kept waking me up. Hahas :x
- Super sleepy but still had to study like mad till 12am
10-03-10; Wednesday
- Chemistry SPA
- Physic SPA
- Wasted my time playing handphone game at basketball court
- Millie came for like 20mins and left for tuition
- Bus-ed with Moses and Shawn too
- Tuition
- Met up with Chonghan
- Top up EZlink card
- Then proceeded to meeting Moses and Jeremy for my dinner, more of supper :x
- Uncle came
- So paiseh lurh, I was the only one eating :x
- Same as usual, Uncle sent me home :x
11-03-10; Thursday
- Chinese supp
- Saw Sis at court
- Instead of going out, I ended up at the court again -.-
- Someone dont know play ball until so shuang hor :x I at there sian dao want die
- Happened to saw Peirong and talked to her :'(
- Went to tuition with those books of mine :(
- Tuition was rather fun cause Aaron and Zhihan were sitting beside me
- Gotta know some stuffs from Aaron?
- Dad came to fetch me home, and on the way went to tabao my dinner :)
- Ended up after bathing, i ate like less than 2 mouthful of rice and I didnt had any appetite to continue eat.
- 30mins on phone with Azrie and 1.5h with Chonghan :(
12-03-10; Friday (:**)
- Stayed back in school for a while to finish up my Chemistry TYS and waited for Chonghan ;)
- Slacked till 2plus
- Planned to go home and bathed before meeting him again.
- Ended up raining on my way to bus stop!
- Went his house for shelter. Jack was there too :)
- Ended up leaving at 630pm. :(
- Reached hom at 707pm.
- Bathed and prepared.
- Uncle came to fetch me.
- Together with Chonghan and Azrie, went to Queensway :)
- Laksa :) Not that nice :x The other one tasted better. Hahas.
- Bought my shaker fries :)
- Ended up goals of the day not achieved; Chonghan to get his shoe and Azrie his pink polo.
- Arena :)
- Boring for me. Hahhas!
- Reached home at 1210? :x
13-03-10; Saturday
- Tuition in the morning
- Chonghan's house aftermath
- I watching 'This Is it', he sleeping. Cute? :x
- His house downstair for chicken rice :x
- Back to his house for shelter then waited for Dad to fetch me.
- Raining like mad norh.
- Sent CheukHeng and Chonghan to school :)
- Napped.
- Had roasted duck for dinner :)
- Chinatown for dessert :)
- Misses Mocha like mad. [See! I wrote this okay!]
14-03-10; Sunday
- Taichi in the morning.
- West Coast Plaza for BBQ Chicken.
- Home-d, and prepared for tuition.
- Dad came to fetch and accompanied him for his meal.
- Home-d and napped for an hour plus only!
- Was having a freaking headache!
- Uncle's family came.
- To Tian Jin Restaurant for my favourite food :)
- Minced pork noodles together with all the differents dumplings etc. :)
- Home-d as James needed to sleep early.
- Hope his operation will be fine :)
15-03-10; Monday
- School-ed for advocates' 1 day camp from 7am to 6pm!
- Waited for Chonghan who came with CheukHeng and his another friend. (Zai hor?)
- Totally sian-ed, when James was in ICU norh.
- I cried like mad okay :(
- To his house then finally a noob learnt how to play minesweeper from the pro :)
- Cabbed to Jurong Point for dinner :) At Long John Silver.
- Wenwei came.
- Azrie left then went to Anderson for Belgium Choco and Blueberry! (Not so nice alr, like their freezer spoilt like mad, icecream not hard and cold enought :( )
- Accompanied Wenwei all the way to his house their.
- Slacked at the court then Uncle came to fetch :)
16-03-10; Tuesday
- Slacked at home
- Tuition in the afternoon
- Cant wait tonight, Chonghan will go with my family to visit James :] Excited? Yeah, Imma.
p/s : What could our future be?
@ 1:29 PM
'Love is not just about feelings. It's a commitment that you make with someone and if it is only true and real in good times, then that's not true love.'