You can't doubt me :(
What you said, doesnt apply to me only, you yourself also proved it to me that without me, you can survive and live better :D

It's the best day I had after 40days :) Thanks to those who stood by my side so far. Seriously, Sis, love you many many. 

I had my first internal suspension. Thanks to LieuShiJie maybe AndyTan. Hahas, I did many stuffs :) first 30mins of talk by Razak on why i should attend suspension and then took all my tb from class and went for revision. Read up chpt 19 and 20 for physic. Did notes for differentiation and intergral. Then read up chapter 4 for amaths and chapter 1 too :D Then to canteen with Razak. Back to class to ask for homework, apparently class today was slack and im sure a day off from 4e4 is a remedy for me. Did TYS, topic 2 and 3. And that sum up my suspension ;D Went to class for my stuffs and com lab for chem supp then class for amaths, totally got fed up and piss! Stayed back in class to do my maths work :) Thanks xing wong de and shawn for the advice, but well, give me some time :) Thanks to those (you know who you are) that encouraged me, that told me to give up, that helped me. Well, eventually its my life that im gonna control. For now, i wanna concentrate on some stuffs first. So, unexpectedly, geknian was so observance to ask if i did teared :( Was chased out by the uncle then to canteen for 5mins and then walk to MRT at lakeside with Alister and Geknian, Andy left damn fast norh but joined us unexpectedly, thought he wont want to! Totally surprised! :D But its kinda dumb for him to get off 1 stop to walk with us :) Surprised :X Was less than 10mins late for tuition? However we spent quite long at cheers that i and alister went off without waiting for AndyTan. HE damn zai, ran to my dad's car before me! Cause I didnt want him to take, reason being he embarrassed me by saying i went for suspension to kaikiat and co.! Dumb dumb dumb. Goodf will forever be goodf, ganging up bullying me! Not for today thou :) At least I Was kept happy for awhile. Daddy send us homeee.

I've got no idea what's going on alr. I thanks my dear sister to be just 8 digits away from me :) Thou in your life, I never left any huge impact on you but still thanks you many many :* I've got no idea why there's so many memories when I heard that song. Seriously, the first thing came to my mind is to hug Juan tightly. Awwman, Darling, where are you? Never did such a hugh impact happened to me before. Despite being cool and calm in the day, once night time reached, i was in agony.

Girls' best therapy session : Shopping!!!
So gonna indulge in it soon! Who cares about exams when I feel freaking great today. Today is my best day in life, nothing for me to look out for, having great sister beside me. What else can I ask for more? Not gonna be greedy anymore. Love you sis<3

Shopping list :

• Forever21 wallet
• Superman necklace
• Destress rubber watery ball :)
• Bread from ActionCity
• Lomo
• & many many morezxczx.

I seriously need to get my exam mood! Imma supposed to study for paper 1 yet i spend my day sleeping at home on sat and laptop today! This is crazaye!

&&& my overdued letter. Oh gosh!

I cant wait for free days to go shopping with family :) [Self-proclaim : What a good daughter Imma!]

Seriously, S-H-U-T. :) For Imma happy with who I was in the past and now(as of today). No one is perfect, neither are you :) You're such a loser, instead of procrastinating, do your job! Awwman, i find you such a pity. Without the whole world, you can live! Dumb! Stand up on your feet, be firm with your stand! No point living in agony with those people who are the hindrance in your life! You can do it :D Girl, never depend on others, the world is cruel till you cant imagine anymore! Depend on yourself :)

To all girls, never depend on anyone. Say yes to independence :)

I MISS MY DARLING <333 !!! :(

5 Facts about me :)

1. Stubborn
2. Daddy's precious girl; pampered (but im not bad at housechore thou i dont do it :X)
3. Demanding
4. Uncountable characters :SSS
5. Ill bred

I decided to go on 'war' with Lye :) Hope the situation permits me to :)
I'm not gonna regret like what i did to Chiang.

It feels so good to be who imma now, even though there's a shadow behind me.
I believe that time is the remedy to everything :)

16-03-10, Tuesday

• Went to Chonghan' house first before going to hospital.
• James looked totally okay?
• Had loads of fun though it was just sitting down at the chair.
• Mcdonald's fries totally make me mad, spicy ttm!
• Supposedly to go to Newton Circus(or Circle?)
• Yet they were having spring cleaning there!
• To LauPaSa, hahahs, nothing much to eat one.
• Then satays! :) I sort of agree to eating cause I know Chonghan wants?
• Satays make us totally full dao...
• & I ate alot, real lot!

17-03-10, Wednesday :*

• Late for Chinese supp!
• Thought it started at 930, but it was 900 but teacher came at 915.
• I reached at 10 :x
• Ended at 12?
• Accompany Chonghan home while waiting for Jiamin and Jieying
• Left at about 130pm.
• Waited at the bustop for freaking long.
• Phys proj was fun cause I was so bitchy! :x
• Met up with Millie!
• Make her wait super long and as late for tuition. :X
• Awhile only :X Hmm, not say late but punctual rather.
• We bought hotdogs and also kinder brueno and my favourite veggie tibit!
• Peirong came to meet us afterwards and had a talk too.
• Had dinner cum supper at Mos burger.
• Dessert at LJS, not gonna eat that sweet stuff anym!
• That hershey choco! Shall eat pineapple one the other time :) 

18-03-10, Thursday

• Slack at home totally; MSN'ing with Chonghan :X
• I didnt do any work! When I planned to!
• Whose fault? His :)

19-03-10, Friday

• Maths supp
• Phys supp
• Late for school by almost 15mins to 30mins?
• Awwman, made ChongHan waited :X made him late :X
• Guess Im the first person who can make him late? Woah.
• Hahahhas, Lye had a talk with us -.-
• To Mcdonald for lunch. (At last I get to pay :) Freakign proud of myself!)
• Phys supp was a real boredddddddddddddddddddddddddd :X
• Chong couldnt take us and ended the supp earlier.
• Watched Chonghan ball, no 3 pointer? Okay larh got, but all i never see one. :P
• Went to his house.
• Then he pei me to busstop, I reached home kinda late :x considering that I never go home after school.
• Rushed home to meet my darling!!!
• Awwman, I <3 Darling :*

20-03-10, Saturday
21-03-10, Sunday

22-03-10, Monday

• ToriQ @ JP with Chonghan :)
• Study @ Lib.
• Blueberry Yami Yougurt, Jumbo Cup. (shiokz. I <3 Chonghan :X)
• He bought Famous Amos.
• Accompany me wait bus for awhile then he got a false alarm about his bus arrival. Hahhas.
• 174 sucks ttm, make me wait so long but i got to see Junhong, Weiliang and Junren! <3

23-03-10, Tuesday

• Tuition

24-03-10, Wednesday

• Physic Supp
• Chonghan's house to study and I did :)
• Tuition

25-03-10, Thursday

• House Practice.
• Total waste of my time.
• Slacked around.
• Watch-ed him ball.
• Very slight vb-ed with Millie.
• Mamashop then home :)

26-03-10, Friday

• English Mock Paper on Compo.
• CCA :)
• Home-d.
• Dinner at home.
• Dad drove Mum then me to JP.
• Just nice Padrick arrived as the same time as me :D
• Wait for Azrie at bus interchange.
• Dinner at Banquent.
• Watched 'Diary of a Wimpy Kids'.
• Funny but a boring ending. Hahahs.
• Slacked at playground near Padrick's house.
• Accompany Azrie home.
• Wait for Dad at Pioneer mall there when its going to 1am :X 

27-03-10, Saturday

• Tuition in the morning
• Napped from 130 to 550, zai alr :X
• Went to M'sia cause Dad promised Sis.
• Ate at the hawker? Freaking miss it.
• Too full for my KFC :(
• Bought Sis's tee.

28-03-10, Sunday

29-03-10, Monday

• Went for DC for 1h.
• Surprised Chonghan at his house, FAILED!
• Supposed to go Xinyi house de, but ended up going tuition straight after Chonghan's house.

30-03-10, Tuesday

• Skipped tuition for house practice, total waste of time :S
• Home aftermath.

31-03-10, Wednesday

• Physic Supp.
• Home-d.
• Tuition.
• Home-d and chiong SS like mad.
• Had my mutton as my supper, super full  after hungry-ing like mad :X Fat!

p/s : Shall update the weekends and April asap. Toooo busy alr.
From my prev post, I realise I got alot of readers who dont taggggg me hor!
Dare tell me romantic, v sweet in person also dont want tag. Hahhas! Bad readers! :X

Dropping by to wish all of you a
Happy April Fool's Day!