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Hehe, im kinda happy right now. So weird that peishan remembers me. Oh well, hope she takes good care of herself overseas. In any case, Simon commented that my maturity level is 20plus. Hehhehs, and im happy about it! :D Today was just rotting at home, watching tv and drama and i went to ntuc to buy some baking ingredient for mum! Went to taekwondo after that and i did like 2 patterns only. Well, my knee cant take it anymore. Hahhas, and then hmmmmmmm, i went home to get my wallet and umbrella and we went to the Mcdonald at WM :D Then we proceed to Coffee Bean and i had Malibu Dream. Hehehs. We, consisted of me, sis, chunfong, big sir, hanwei and simon. Boonkeat and Raina did came to taekwondo but they didnt joined us for a chat. Hahas. Today, the guys were talking about BMT, reservist and events going on during their army. Well, its just humors to make us laugh! :D We left and Hanwei was on his own as we sent sir to MRT, just nice he asked me why chonghan didnt went for last night supper and i explained, hahhas he didnt mind though. Hmmm, maybe next time bah! Home-d and tv-ed and fb-ed and blogged. If only daddy isnt workign today, i would be out shopping.

Hmmm, fri the 28th, it was raining whole day, that made me lazy to go down to JJC for an appeal, i decided to go only after allan rushed me to, online, which really make me paiseh cause i did mentioned tt i be gg to appeal at jjc on the 28th. Taxi was done, so dad sent me to jjc and i saw chakkwan! After that, i went to find chonghan at his house. :@ :p :) :D :x Played black ops, the damn it part is that the com lagged twice at the exact place that made us pissed off and decided not to play. Took bus and went to meet up with the taekwondo mates and went to eat. Big sir treat! And they were like askign why chonghan didnt join! I regretted asking him not to go as it was a troublesome for him, but oh well, he didnt want to too as he find it paiseh that sir treated him but he didnt. Hahahhas, so dumb of us! I didnt had my dinner so the supper came at the right time for me. Fat i know!

Didnt go anywhere for thurs, i slacked at home by watching hk drama, went taekwondo in the night. Thanks for boonkeat's remind! He met me at Batok MRT and we went to yewtee tgt. Hmmm, so there was me, boon, karen and big sir nia. Trained basic kicks thats all. And there were 2 particular students tt impressed me with their basic warming up exercise. Went to have a drink and a chat. Home-d at 10plus 11. Boon didnt sent me home! Hahhas. So unlike him.

Hmmm, wed i went to had my facial done at Jean Yip at WM then went down to takashimaya with the hope that i get to see my 3rd aunt from KL, just nice when i called her she didnt ans her hp! Anyway, she called back and was at the taxi stand going to marina bay sand. A pity but oh well, when i shopped at wisma, she called using the airport's phone. Dumb thing was that it kept cut off due to time limit and by the way, my mum was with me. I met charles while mum was on the phone with aunt, a pity was that the place that i met charles was so noisy that mum had to kup the phone. Kinda like my fault to stand outside etude house! Went ion too, waited for dad to fetch us. Went to tiong to have dinner with uncle chay. Hmmm, anyway, the taxi was down, so dad aint gonna work for supposedly 3 days.

I seriously know who are good to me and who are not. I remember saying i dislike relative, i got no cousin. I manage to see it v clearly now. Henry is best and Jacob comes next. Then is Peipei and Shannon :D Then Angel and Max then Kelly and lastly Francis.

Dear Francis SJH, who you think you are to even be concern about my o level. Jacob helped me so much that i feel that he can be pissed with me, but he was kind enough to help me. A guy who knew nth about me, has got no rights to even look at me into my eye. I admit i respect you a lot, but you are slowly being very very very kampong. Whats with saying i need not have an Ipad. Comeon, i respect you thats why i dont want talk back! You dont deserve me to talk to you. I admit i asked you a few Q on poly, jc and uni and thats because as my cousin i feel that you can be asked. Whats with me asking ite student, therefore i will ask you and you happened to be there. However, the q of why i need to buy an ipad piss me off further. Let me elaborate to you how i feel and i believe that at the end of the day, you can describe yourself as kampong, no doubt you got a pretty and kind and nice gf. In singapore, who the hell need an ipad. Let me ans! NO ONE! Whats with businessmen saying i  need to manage my business so i bought one. Yours truly will ask you, then mr, how do you manage your business in the past? Come on! Go out to the world and ask, why do you buy an ipad? 1. you love it? 2. haolian. 3. i need it. Those who say option 3, just get lost man. Then how did you manage to survive without ipad in the past. So Mr Francis, i dont think i need to continue anymore, just 1 q from me is enough. How did you survive without ipad in the past?

To the others, you know who you are. Sometime, theres a need for respect to the younger one. I need not any respect from you. One thing  you know for sure, i nv talk to you guys. But if you guys wanna talk to my sis, then respect is needed, otherwise dont talk uh. I diamdiam not cause idw scold, but i knw whr my dad is coming, i dont wanna be ill-bred neither do i wanna quarrel for my sis sake, i know how it feels to see someone quarreling for you. Do know where im coming from too.

It was only until o level result came out, i realised how great jacob and henry were. Whats with those chio de acting so 'sociable' and bitchy de bitching? Theres a diff between respecting one, telling one what fault she has made and telling one, insulting one, being sarcastic.

What is love? Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, is your voice caught within your chest? That isn’t love, that’s just lust. Are you proud and eager to show them off? That isn’t love, it’s pride. Do you want them because you know they’re there? That isn’t love, it’s loneliness. Are you there because it’s what everyone wants? That isn’t love, it’s loyalty. Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand? That isn’t love, it’s low self esteem. Do you stay for their confessions of love because you don’t want to hurt them? That isn’t love, it’s pity. Do you belong to them because when you see them your heart skips a beat? That isn’t love, it’s infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? That isn’t love, it’s friendship. Do you tell them every day that they’re the only one you think of? That isn’t love, that’s a lie. Are you willing to give up your favorite things for their sake? That isn’t love, it’s charity. Does your heart break when they’re sad? That’s love. Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? That’s love. Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close, and holds you there? That’s love. Do you accept their faults, because it’s part of who we are? That’s love. Are you attached to others but stay with your love, without regret? That’s love. Would you give them your heart, your life your death? Think about it for a second.

I will not take 188 tomorrow! ITs crazy for me today as i took a 80mins bus trip :P And i keep dozing off. Anyway, i wake up at 630 and drag all the way to 724am before i agreed to prepare for work. Late by 1h :D Save my 1h in office. Nothing to do de :S Tomorrow, i must read newspaper. Today no newspaper, v sian. If I take mrt tmr, then it will be very squeezy. Sian, got work to do now.

Damn it, if you notice 3 email today only. Should have gone to USS to play now larh. Sian, waste of time, watching love buffet now. Plus 3 email only 1 is ask me send email, the rest nothing de. Sian! All the more sian! Anyway, i only did uploading of pictures for dawn nia :S

Will be blogging soon :D

First week of 2011 is gone :( There goes my first week...

First week was about work and chalet and open house :D

Shall update soon!

Boys will come and go, so just appreciate and take advantage of the time with whoever is in your life right now. If they leave, let them. If they come back, that’s even better. Yes, it will hurt that they are not like the other, or are not the other person, but it’s also good to have someone new to help heal the pain of the ones we just lost. Just keep taking chances and forgive people, because no one’s perfect, and whoever is meant to be in your life will eventually stay.

Kissing is healthy. Bananas are good for cramps. Chicken soup actually makes you feel better. Its true. Guys DO insult you if they like you. Having someone rub your tummy when it hurts actually helps it. 89% of guys would want girls to make the first move. Girls love it when Guys hug them from behind the waist. Girls love it when guys let them wear their hoodie or jacket. Guys think its cute when you mess up. A true friend will NEVER judge you.There is only one guy who is worth your tears. If you have a dream about someone, then that person went to sleep thinking about you.More guys than girls will read this.

Thanks 2010 for being such a great year to me! I had many new experiences during this year and hope it continues for the rest of my life!


2010, you rawks.

• Getting my lovable Canon camera <3
• First year to have an all-female teachers.
• 2010 you made me slept at midnights on Friday. Going home late at night only until i wakened up to realise that i shouldnt be going out on Friday nights and not going taekwondo.
• Not paying attention during geog lesson which left me to seeking help from textbook.
• I had been moving around in the classroom sitting at the back whenever i can.
• Had my first glow-in-the-dark slipper from NUM!
• Helped at at Youth Olympic Village.
• Went to Universal Studio Singapore.
• Had my 2nd national paper.
• I graduated and will not be turning back.
• Birthday Surprise by Azrie, Shujuan and Chonghan.
• L4D2 at Safra.
• Worked for WingTai at Warehouse Vivo.
• Quarelled with Boss and Manager.
• Had the once-of-the-best-time with Wynnie :D
• Worked for Resort World Sentosa! :D
• Had the most chocolate left at the end of the year that i dare not touch them anymore :x
• Became a workaholic.