Thursday, August 09, 2012 @ 12:12 AM
Good job LiQing, Well done!
Today had Java test, then went to NUH did CIP and then went for Laos meeting and in total i had 1.5hours of sleep. That explains my freaking moody self and emotional self.
However, the problem is people dont get me.
Yes, im freaking paranoid and have been influenced that education is very important. Nope, the grade i meant. I need a good grade in poly to go to a decent local uni. See how realistic this whole system is? Therefore, im working doubly hard yet everyone is disapproving me?
Do you all now what i want in life, why im working so hard etc?
Have i ever told u all?
NO RIGHT?!
Then why bother commenting? Who knows how emotionally down i am now, esp the lack of sleep.
Why must everyone base on 1 fcking factor to determine everyt? I'm not one who will say everyt out ok because i feel that i ownself know can alr, dont be a burden to others cause i hate burden. So what i say just take it as it is as i inferred about myself alr.
Im gonna end it abruptly here cause there is way too many things i wanna say that i wanna stop inflicting hurt on myself by rethinking. Im not gonna be those wanna die girl anym man.
One last reminder to all, no matter what happens, if u hate the person or raging etc, its always impt to take note to be clear headed and be truthful. Eg. thou u hate that person but if she did sth nice, credit her.